Chapter Fourteen(3/6)
Li Chengxiu closed his eyes in pain. He was so sad that he couldn't breathe when he was pressed on the back of Shao Qun and kissed him.
Shao Qun gasped and let him go. Looking at his tears-filled face, he suddenly couldn't even get angry, and he felt sad.
Is the person who once kissed him with a shy and gentle look the same person as the one in front of him?
He no longer smiled at him, and there was no warmth and admiration in his eyes. Will he still love him? Can those from the past be retrieved?
Shao Qun felt scared. What should he do if they couldn't do as they used to be?
Li Chengxiu buried her face in her hands and never lifted it up again.
Shao Qun was still holding him stubbornly, but felt that no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't hold him. Li Chengxiu seemed to disappear at any time, and he couldn't let go, because he was afraid that he would sink.
The car quickly drove to the destination, a place that Li Chengxiu had never been to.
When Shao Qun was about to get him out of the car, he avoided it and stumbled and got out of the car.
He was pulled into the room by Shao Qun indifferently, and the door was slammed, and the sounds of locking were nailed into his heart like nails.
He was alone, even wearing slippers on his feet, and was taken to a strange place by Shao Qun. He didn't know what was waiting for him, but despite his fear, he had to face it alone again.
Shao Qun wiped his face with his hands, and his lips weighed a thousand pounds. After hesitating for several years, he finally endured the surging emotions in his chest and gritted his teeth and said, "You, have you slept with him?"
Li Chengxiu's face was in a mess and she looked at him expressionlessly.
Shao Qun felt that his heart was about to jump out.
He was praying devoutly that Li Chengxiu could deny it.
In his heart, Li Chengxiu was as clean as a spring, the only pure and beautiful thing he had, and the property of him alone. He could not imagine that he was occupied by other men, just like someone violated his wife, and he thought he would be crazy.
Shao Qun looked sad and said hoarsely: "Say, is there any, is there no?"
Li Chengxiu's expression moved, she suddenly opened her mouth and said softly: "Yes."
Shao Qun felt as if he was struck by lightning for a moment, his eyes turned red in an instant. He grabbed Li Chengxiu's neck and pushed him against the wall. His whole face was twisted, and he said in a cold voice: "Say it again."
Li Chengxiu's eyes were full of fear, but she still said in a trembling voice: "Yes."
Shao Qun stroked his artery with his fingertips and said tremblingly: "He, he forced you, right?"
Li Chengxiu showed a sad expression and accused: "He is not you."
He is not you.
He is not you.
Shao Qun's pupils contracted sharply, and he slowly let go of his hand that was pinching his neck, but his hard fist had already reached Li Chengxiu's eyes in the blink of an eye.
Li Chengxiu closed her eyes.
The expected pain did not come, but a loud bang in his ears.
Li Chengxiu turned his face and saw Shao Qun's fist hitting the wall, and the blood seeping out of his joints dyed the snow-white wall red.
Shao Qun raised his fist and punched the hard wall again, as if he was self-abuse, punching the wall one by one, as if this could transfer some pain.
When he was a child, a professional teacher taught him a lot of self-defense skills. He knew clearly what angle to attack and how to resist, but no one told him what to do if someone broke his heart.
He has never been in love in his life. How can he understand it? He just finally met someone he wanted to keep peace and quiet, and he even kept the person in the arms of others.
This is the person he cared about the most when he grew up. Whether it was when he was a child or now, he didn't know whether this unforgettable pain was because of the so-called love. He only knew that he had fallen into Li Chengxiu's hands and was completely unambiguous.
He often hears people who love him to die for him. He always disdained him and thinks that such a slut is definitely not something he can do. Until he met Li Chengxiu, he was moved. He slowly tried to be kind to him and seriously thought about long-term with him. If this is love, would he have to allow him to make mistakes? He has no experience, he has done something wrong, and he messed up the matter. Can he do it again? You, Li Chengxiu, cannot turn around and leave, you can't let him fall so heavily, and you have to throw big stones at him.
Li Chengxiu looked at the scarlet blood on the wall, which made his heart hurt. He tried to stop it several times, but he couldn't speak anyway. He could only close his eyes and even held his breath. He was afraid that if he didn't tense up, he would collapse.
Shao Qun didn't know how long he had pounded the wall, until his fist was covered in blood and could not even move, so he stopped.
Li Chengxiu's tears flowed wildly along his cheeks, but he didn't dare to open his eyes.
After a while, the sound of opening and closing the door came.
He opened his eyes again, and he was the only one left in the huge house.
The bright red blood was right next to the face, looking shocking.
Li Chengxiu collapsed along the wall and cried bitterly with her knees.
Li Chengxiu spent most of the night tracing through every corner of the room, but couldn't find a spare key. He was locked in the room by Shao Qun.
He couldn't go out and could not make a phone call. On such a high floor, he couldn't even ask for help from others.
After working hard for a long time, he was about to dawn, and he couldn't stop his tiredness and fell asleep in a daze on the sofa.
He was trembling with cold as soon as he fell asleep. He tried hard to wake up but couldn't wake up. This feeling tortured him for a long time. It was not until something was wrapped in his body and a pair of warm and powerful hands hugged him, and he fell asleep with peace of mind.
Li Chengxiu didn't sleep for too long. The morning sun shone directly into the living room, which was dazzlingly bright.
Li Chengxiu woke up in a daze and found that there was an extra hand in front of him.
He suddenly woke up, and slightly supported himself to see that he was covered with a blanket, and half of his body was held by Shao Qun. He put his hand on his shoulders, making a maintenance posture.
Shao Qun slowly opened his eyes at this time, and others were still sitting on the sofa. Li Chengxiu was together, and his legs were so numb that they could not move.
He was about to reach out to touch Li Chengxiu, but Li Chengxiu had already jumped off the sofa, ran to the front of the door several times, and pulled the door handle hard. After finding that the door was still locked, he lowered his hand dejectedly.
Shao Qun barely stood up, walked staggeringly behind him, and hugged him.
Li Chengxiu then smelled his smell of alcohol.
Shao Qun's voice was as hoarse as if he had changed. He stuttered in a vague tone of pleading: "Cheng Xiu, I won't get married anymore, I won't get married anymore, you can't accept it... I won't get married, let's make up, ah? Let's make up."
How could Li Chengxiu believe his words easily? In his ears, he was like slapping him in the face, painful and embarrassing.
He can't forget what Shao Qun said to him that night.
What did Shao Qun do to a man who can't give birth to a child? He wanted to lie to him again.
Li Chengxiu broke free from his arms, turned to him, and pressed his back tightly against the door panel: "Let me go back."
A cold light burst out from Shao Qun's eyes. He supported Li Chengxiu's face with both hands and said in a deep voice: "I won't let you go. Do you think I will let you find Li Shuo? I want you to never see him again. You can only be with me, only me."
Li Chengxiu was frightened by the madness and persistence in Shao Qun's eyes and her back felt chill.
He had known that Shao Qun had a very different behavioral deviation from normal people and always did unexpected and bold things, but he didn't expect that Shao Qun actually planned to lock him up.
The anger and sadness in Li Chengxiu's heart was almost overwhelmed.
If Shao Qun treats him as a human being, how could he treat him like this?
Shao Qun looked at him in a daze, raised his hand wrapped in layers of gauze to his eyes, and gently touched his hair: "Are we still as bad as before? I promise I will treat you well. I will give you whatever you want, Cheng Xiu, can you still treat me like before?"
Li Chengxiu's eyes were cold, and his heart was cold.
Shao Qun was extremely panicked: "No, unlike before, I'll find a nanny. You don't have to do housework, but can you cook for me? I want to eat the food you cook... I don't have to do it every day..."
Shao Qun couldn't continue to say anything, Li Chengxiu's eyes were like a knife, and it hurts everywhere he scratched.
Li Chengxiu in his memory was such a gentle person. He never got angry or cares about gains and losses. He had never seen his expression and eyes like this, as if he was completely desperate for him.
Shao Qun didn't know if he did something wrong again this time.
But he had no choice. He could not watch Li Chengxiu and Li Shuo fly together. He still regretted not stabbing Li Shuo a few times that day.
Apart from restricting Li Chengxiu's actions, he could not keep this person.
He planned to take Li Chengxiu back to Beijing after he had finished everything here. After all, it was his own nest. Even if he kept people in the end for the rest of his life, he would not let him leave him.
Without Li Chengxiu's life, he dared not think about it. He never dreamed that one day he could be so crazy about someone, and only by firmly imprisoning people by his side could he be at ease.
Shao Qun could say it and do it, and he really locked up Li Chengxiu up like this.
He fantasized that they could return to their previous lives.
Every morning when I get up, I can see the hot breakfast every day. When I come back in the evening, the meal has been set on the table, and there is a person waiting for him with a gentle smile.
During the days when Li Chengxiu was away, he comforted himself by reminiscing over and over again until the memories were useless.
Unfortunately, when he compromised, he lowered his head, but Li Chengxiu was unwilling to do anything for him.
He piled up the ingredients he sent to the kitchen, and then looked at Li Chengxiu, who was sitting by the window with his back to him, and looked at him for a long time.
He walked over, approached him, and said in a negotiated tone with expectation: "Cheng Xiu, cook for me, today is the first day of the Lunar New Year..."
What a great day on the first day of the Lunar New Year. The first day of the new year should be a day full of expectations and joy.
But this house separates all the festive atmosphere from the door.
Li Chengxiu had no reaction at all, just staring out of the window in a daze. In fact, there was nothing outside the window, and the moisture made the floor-to-ceiling window mist.
Shao Qun turned his face and forced him to look at him.
"Cheng Xiu, get up and cook. I want to eat what you cook. If you are not here, I think about it every day."
Li Chengxiu turned her face and avoided his hand.
Shao Qun's eyes darkened and he pinched his thin jaw with his fingers.
Li Chengxiu's hair has never been strong, and her chin is much smoother to the touch than most men. When Shao Qun pinched it in his hand, he felt that he could cut it off with just a little force.
This man was so humble, so small, so weak that it didn't even take much effort to fiddle with him, but he firmly grasped his weakness and made him unable to move.
He was unwilling to accept his thoughts. He actually needed to be so humble just to get this person to respond to him.
To be continued...