"Do you know you'll knock on the door before entering?" Shao Si pointed to the door, "Go out, bring the door and start again, I'll count to three, two, one..."

Li Guangzong: “…”

Shao Si rarely orders others, but as long as he uses that command tone, he can be particularly fooling.

He was led away by him without any warning.

So Li Guangzong took two steps back in a conditioned reflex, brought him to the door, and immediately raised his hand and knocked twice: "Hello, can I come in?"

Shao Si simply locked the door. With the sound of locking, he replied: "...can't."

Ah! Really!

Li Guangzong was locked outside with a confused look on his face, like a very pitiful widowed child.

The appearance of Li Guangzong eased the atmosphere in the house. Ye Xuan calmed down and his attitude towards Zhou Weiping was no longer so mean.

Just as Zhou Weiping himself said - he has the right to choose his own life, he does not need to be a widow for Ye Qing, he has no obligation to satisfy everyone's expectations for love, and he expects that he will miss him forever without marrying him.

Ye Xuan was just angry with him and didn't even have the courage to admit that he was "Zhou Jianbang".

He admitted that he was Ye Qing's lover, the poor poor writer who couldn't even afford the rent. He was Jianbang who smiled and put his hands on Ye Qing's face and made a prank when his joints were frozen when he held the pen in winter.

"When I make a lot of money, I buy a big house, and only two of us don't have to pay attention to it. If you don't want to go out, you won't go out. Be my Mrs. Zhou at home. If you cook and I wash dishes, you can disturb me when I write something, and I won't be angry. But you have to sing songs to me every day, and I like to listen to you."

All the promises Zhou Jianbang made to him were recorded in his diary word by Ye Qing.

He should be in a good mood when writing, and at the end he added: The sun will come out soon, I believe.

But where is the sun? In the next four years, Ye Qing lived in hell on earth.

"I think we'd better avoid it," Gu Yanzhou heard this and felt that he had no position to stand here. Just solve the relationship between them and the parties involved. "You can talk, Shao Si and I will go out first."

Shao Si was very reluctant: If you want to leave, why should I pull me up?

"Maybe I can help," Shao Si racked his brains to find excuses, and finally picked them up and said far-fetchedly, "Mr. Ye has always been a person I respect very much... Hearing what she said, I always feel that there is something hidden, and I can't help but care."

Ye Xuan didn't care whether they were present or not. Her purpose was just to find them and then follow the clues to find another person.

It had been too long since the incident that year, and she had no way to check it out.

"I just want to know, thirty-three years ago, someone called the second generation of the Fourth Master. Who is he?" Ye Xuan's hands hanging from his legs were clenched unconsciously. She tried to be as calm and concise as possible, "I want to avenge Ye Qing. Why is this kind of despicable beast still living well? Why?"

Director Ou sat up from the bed, his movements were a little intense. The needle used to prick the back of his hand for infusion suddenly tilted, almost falling out: "What are you talking nonsense? Ye Qing is z-i'sa, what are you talking about to take revenge."

Ye Xuan raised her eyes with a sharp look, and her words were ruthless: "Do you really believe he is z-i'sa?"

"What else can it be if it's not z-i'sa."

Director Ou's lips turned white. He said this sentence as if he was convincing himself, but after reading it, he felt that this incredible assumption might not be absolute, so he shook his old smoke and said, "What evidence do you have?"

"On June 12, 1994, I was very happy and sad about filming on the crew today. I could only find freedom from the false world. Last night, Jianbang promised to come to see me, and I asked him to meet in the woods in the back mountain. He brought me scallion pancakes and said he was afraid that I would be too busy and not have a good meal." Ye Xuan memorized Ye Qing's diary, and even though her tone did not fluctuate, the sweetness between the lines was still visible.

"The clothes on his body are a little old, and the cuffs are grinding. I smiled and kissed him with an oily mouth. He kissed me back and pressed me to the grass to kiss. Innocence, I closed my eyes. I like this unscrupulous intimacy, as if it is reasonable, and I don't have to worry about anything... Let me hug you for a while, so that I can continue to fight the world together."

Ye Qing's diary was more soft and fragile than his people - he was even a little pessimistic. These words must have been written in countless quiet nights, and all the complex emotions of sadness and joy in his chest surged into his heart. But Shao Si believed that he must be a tenacious person. He woke up the next day and opened his eyes. Facing his lover around him, he had the courage to persevere than anyone else.

"On June 13, 1994, the Fourth Master came to me. I don't know why, but I don't like this person. He told me that he knew my secret."

Ye Xuan continued: "This is the diary of No. 13. It only has such a short sentence, and his handwriting is very sloppy. Then he didn't continue to write it for half a month."

Shao Si had a faint premonition.

This is the second generation of officials who are called the Fourth Master... is the key to Ye Qing's death?

Gu Yanzhou rarely interrupts when others talk. Shao Si steals him: "Do you know what Fourth Master?"

"How could I know?" Gu Yanzhou raised his eyebrows, "I was still in my womb thirty-three years ago."

Ye Xuan did not continue to memorize the diary afterwards, but simply summarized it.

When Ye Qing and Zhou Jianbang's relationship was broken, it would be fine if it was someone else, but this Fourth Master is famous for being a pervert.

He likes to play with people, and no matter whether it is a woman or a man, he does not avoid playing.

The men he can meet are all sold by coercion. Ye Qing is the first person he meets... and she looks so beautiful.

Of course Ye Qing refused to follow him. He looked soft and was actually a stubborn person. The Fourth Master forced him several times and felt bored, so he began to threaten him.

"You just need to be good and serve me comfortably, it's okay..." In the simple room, there was only a wooden table. The Fourth Master was still neat and took off his pants. The thing was buried deep in Ye Qing's body. He lowered his head and said in Ye Qing's ear, "You should know that it's too easy for a rabbit man like you to send you into prison to revise the education. Even if he comes out in the future, he will never be washed away in his life."

"Oh—" This disgusting sigh, I don't know if it was because the thing was tightly twisted and felt so comfortable. The Fourth Master slowed down for a while and said, "You have a little lover. Is it that the person who wrote the book? What's the name? What's the matter... Or I'll send him in and you two are companions?"

However, after getting tired of playing, the Fourth Master did not let him go as he said before.

They have a small circle, and they often share their bedmates when they play. Ye Qing was taken over for the first time and came back only two days later.

October 14, 1994, Yin.

They are all beasts.

Ye Qing wrote these six words in his diary.

For a long time, no one in the ward spoke actively.

It was not until Zhou Weiping squatted down slowly, hugged his head, and was silent for a while before he choked up and said, "I should have discovered it long ago...I..."

In those years, he was Ye Qing's pillow.

He knew the best about Ye Qing’s mood.

But he did not take the initiative to inquire.

He and Ye Qing were squeezed into a small and dilapidated house, and they couldn't see their love. The manuscripts were repeatedly withdrawn, and sometimes they could not satisfy their food and clothing, and they were all supported by Ye Qing's little salary. He couldn't go in and out with him, and tried not to look at each other while walking on the road, and they were in a panic all day long. Day after day, he gradually became tired.

When he noticed Ye Qing's changes, he was frankly expecting something shameful in his heart.

He thought, it seemed that Xiaoqing could not hold on anymore, so they might as well give up and return to normal life.

...

They eventually broke up.

On January 3, 1998, Ye Qing sat by the window and picked up his pen and wrote: This is the best ending, Jianbang, you want to be healthy.

On that day, after Zhou Weiping packed everything, he took his luggage to the train station at dawn and left Nanyang City completely.

In April of the same year, Ye Qing jumped off the building.

The diary stayed on April 14, 1998, a very ordinary day, stayed on that line: Why am I like this?

Shao Si came back to his senses from this story and found that Director Ou was crying.

Such an old man cried and burst into tears, crying: "No wonder, no wonder... On the night the crew finished filming, I joked that he asked me to sing a song, and he sang Yutangchun."

Director Ou met Ye Qing through a play that year, which was also the last one that Ye Qing filmed before his lifetime.

At that time, he was just a nameless young man in the director world. He liked Ye Qing, because of his inferiority, and this secret love ended in vain.

...This grievance is hard to say. Now the heavens open their eyes, and revenge comes to revenge, and their faces are full of spring breeze.

For so many years, he has not been able to understand the meaning of these words, and only regards them as ordinary thoughts. He learns to sing in the middle of the night and thinks about him.

"Who is the Fourth Master? Do you still have an impression?" Ye Xuan asked, "You must have known it when you were in the same crew."

Sometimes people are too sad and do not act too aggressively.

For example, Director Ou just bent his fingers hard and grabbed the sheets. He calmed down his emotions and said:
Chapter completed!