your green, my fairy tale
My parents won't let me play with you anymore.
My parents told me to stay away from you.
Before Yu Zhouzhou met Benben, before her family moved, and in her childhood, where her memory was still vague, these two sentences were not very strange. Children are the reflection of adults. They imitate adults and use the way they are away from plague to highlight their whiteness. After that, they have to caress and sigh, looking like they have to live a life of fear and glory.
These two sentences were imprinted in Yu Zhouzhou's mind together with the smiles of the neighbors who stood aside and watched the mother who was desperately extinguishing the flames and rescuing the wood during the relocation. At that time, she only felt fear, out of instinct, but not much pain because of her ignorance. However, as she grew up, she became more and more sensible. Every time she looked for memories from the past, the damage of these chronic poisons showed its effectiveness.
Be sensible. Understand the sad things that God used to block you with his ignorance.
If the pain in the past was because someone cut her with a knife, then the pain in the present was because she knew why those people hurt her.
For some ridiculous reasons that have nothing to do with her but cannot be escaped in her life.
Yu Zhouzhou squatted alone by the road and couldn't cry. She squeezed her hard for a long time, and she abandoned her tears.
She didn't feel very angry or wronged. She just squatted there with blank vision, thinking nothing. In the past, the neighbor of Benben's family was a disabled uncle who lost his right index finger and thumb due to an industrial injury. The uncle was very kind, and the children would sometimes go to his backyard to pick up small wooden boards and shavings to play with. Yu Zhouzhou once asked him if it hurts when he broke his hand. The uncle said that the machine cut it over, but before he could react, his fingers fell off. The broken stubble was white and he didn't even bleed.
He lied to others. Dandan whispered, in order to show that he was not afraid of pain, he was so arrogant that he was talking nonsense.
When the uncle heard it, he just laughed, and told her that it was just too sudden and he didn't even react. When it reacted, it hurt. It was bleeding a lot, and I almost fainted.
Yu Zhouzhou woke up from the blank space. She subconsciously looked up to look at the sunset and found that the sun had long been hiding when it was hidden. The sky seemed to be soaked in blue and black pen water, and only the edge was faintly pink.
Go home, it's dark.
She stood up expressionlessly, picked up the small rice bag at her feet, put the cassette in, and then walked back home calmly. During dinner, she continued to grab the shredded pork from the fried pork with Brother Yu Qiao, and then copied the new words 10 times - Teacher Yu just praised her and three other classmates today, saying that their writing was neat. After watching the cartoon with Yu Qiao, she returned to her and her mother's hut. Yu Qiao followed closely and asked for the red and white machine cassette again. Yu Zhouzhou also pulled out a Grimm fairy tale from the bookcase again to confront him.
"Can you change another one? Isn't it childish?" Yu Qiao said to the Grimm fairy tale with heartache, "I am in full bloom and beautiful, and my handsome man with a bright future and a bright future must read the Grimm fairy tale?"
Yu Qiao couldn't understand all of the modified attributions Yu Zhouzhou. She said persistently, "How great is this book."
"Where is the best place?' From now on they lived happily together'... What a deceiving? Grimm's fairy tale fully proves that marriage is the grave of love, and love is the end of fairy tale..."
Yu Zhouzhou was confused when she heard this. She looked at Yu Qiao with a confused look on her face... She was dragged out of the living room by her uncle holding her ears.
Really, is it that boring?
For example, a poor girl has an excellent voice. She stood on the side of the road, selling flowers and singing, attracting the passing prince. The prince married the girl despite everyone's opposition. They lived a happy life together from then on...
Yu Zhouzhou hugged Shu tightly, closed his eyes, and used his best efforts to imagine that he was that poor little girl.
She rotated and jumped, lifted the skirt made of air and smiled and gave the poor child a rose for him to go home to give it to his sick mother - what a kind little girl - Yu Zhouzhou smiled reservedly, facing everyone's praise and appreciation, and then raised her eyes casually and saw a white horse stopping in front of her...
Then she suddenly felt the lights were dazzling.
It seems that this is the first time that her fantasy was interrupted by this inexplicable reason.
Yu Zhouzhou was panicked. She started from the beginning and rotated again, imagining her skirt swaying - she couldn't sway, so she pulled the towel around her waist and continued to turn around. Very well, this time she felt the swaying of the skirt on her ankle, and she re-cultivated the feeling of a flower girl. Then she sang and danced, gently holding a pencil with her thumb and index finger, and then screamed - Damn, she was stabbed by the thorns of roses. She was about to lower her head to suck the blood beads when she suddenly saw a white horse stopping beside her.
Yu Zhouzhou raised his head...
The lights seem to be even more dazzling.
Yu Zhouzhou's face was pale, she knew what the problem was.
Jiang Chuan's mother's magic mirror seemed to have taken away her magic.
Yu Zhouzhou's slow-responsive nerve finally woke up at this moment. The sharp pain and blood made her know that it was really hurt.
She put Grimm's fairy tale back on the bookshelf—
On Thursday afternoon, Class 1 and Class 7 had a physical education class.
There is no Lin Yang on the playground.
Yu Zhouzhou played in Liangmengcheng with four or five children. She ran very happily today. In fact, the body and mind are combined closer than imagined, and all the depression in her heart can be relieved by sweating. The young Yu Zhouzhou did not know many principles and techniques, but she had the instinct to defend herself.
When the get out of class was about to end, Yu Zhouzhou finally heard a familiar voice.
"Yu Zhouzhou!"
At that moment, Yu Zhouzhou was very happy. She knew that she was still looking forward to it after all, although she pretended to be no different from usual. She didn't know why she had to pretend that the world was peaceful to herself.
Being happy means being happy, being unhappy means being unhappy, laugh when you want to laugh, and cry when you want to cry.
Yu Zhouzhou didn't know that what she lost was the most beautiful privilege of the child.
"Zhou Zhou, I..." Lin Yang put his hand on his knees and gasped, "Our teacher asked me to go to run errands, and I didn't let me take physical education classes. I finally got it, I..."
"Oh." She nodded.
Lin Yang finally breathed evenly, and only then did he realize that something was wrong with Yu Zhouzhou in front of him.
Something is wrong?
She seemed to be... calmer than usual.
Is this wrong?
Lin Yang didn't care. He discussed with her if there was an urgent matter. "My parents told me that there was a senior student nearby recently. It was very unsafe and I didn't let me go home by myself. They drove to pick me up every day. I begged them for a long time, but my mother got angry yesterday and dragged me away. How safe is it to walk alone? I told my parents, "Anyway, our two families are close, so you can take a bus home with me in the future, okay?"
So that's it. Yu Zhouzhou was filled with joy and relief for a moment, and then the next second, her overly smart little head told her that something was wrong.
Just like yesterday, Jiang Chuan said, my parents "also" told me to stay away from you.
Yu Zhouzhou tilted his head and asked, "What do your parents say?"
"My parents?"
"You said you wanted me to take your car, what did your parents say?"
Lin Yang moved his lips and then fell silent.
Lin Yang remembered that his mother was so annoyed by him yesterday, and finally she suddenly shouted at him, "Why are you so much trouble?! Can you calm down?"
But Dad's tone was still gentle, but he said, "Yang Yang, Qianqian and Jiang Chuan thought of taking piano lessons with you in the past two days. In the future, Dad might have to pick up the three of you children together, and he might not be able to sit in the car. Moreover, we don't know Yu Zhouzhou's parents, so they will rashly pick up and drop off other people's children, and her parents may have any objections."
It seems to make sense, but it is also very awkward.
Lin Yang felt that his parents didn't like Yu Zhouzhou, but suddenly, how could he tell Yu Zhouzhou? Besides, his parents are such good people, how could they do something wrong? So... So... Lin Yang felt that his world was in chaos, so he could only come over and tell Yu Zhouzhou that even if things were messy now, at least...
At least he was not confused.
Lin Yang's silence has a different meaning in Yu Zhouzhou's heart.
Sure enough, it's to keep you away from me, right?
"My mother will come to pick me up," she said, "Lin Yang, thank you for your kindness."
Thank you, Yu Zhouzhou thought. It’s already great that you can still come to me.
Enough is already.
"Zhou Zhou...you are lying."
"I don't."
"You are lying."
Yu Zhouzhou looked at Lin Yang quietly, her expressionless face made Lin Yang feel scared. He had never seen Yu Zhouzhou like this before.
"Everyone is lying, Lin Yang."
Lin Yang felt inexplicably sour, he had never encountered such a big crisis.
"By the way, wait for me."
Yu Zhouzhou hurried back to class and took out a 64-in-one cassette from his schoolbag.
"For you."
Yu Qiao knew she would cry... Yu Zhouzhou shook her head and wiped her brother's image from her mind.
"...I can't ask...Thank you, I'll give it back to you after playing for a while. Otherwise, let's change the game and play for a week alone?" Lin Yang smiled happily - but this time the happiness was no longer so pure, but with a sense of panic and flattery.
"No need," Yu Zhouzhou stood on the steps with his hands behind his back, looking down at Lin Yang.
"Lin Yang, I never want to play with you again."—
The red balloon on the latch of the windowsill finally slowly leaked into a small soft ellipse. Yu Zhouzhou picked it off and put it into the biscuit box under the bed.
She ran to her sleeping grandmother's room to check the salt water bottle for the infusion, and then went to call her mother, it was time to remove the needle.
Yu Zhouzhou stood aside and watched her mother take off the salt water bottle from the net bag of the iron rack and place it next to the table.
The empty bottle contains clear yellow liquid.
Yu Zhouzhou suddenly remembered the holy water. She filled the clear tap water with such a bottle, and then crossed the Demon Realm Mountain to save the God of Autumn and Winter and the God of Spring and Summer.
She remembered Lin Yang and asked her, what happened later?
later?
Did they get together later?
Probably...no.
Why?
Chapter completed!