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tired bird

Yu Zhouzhou would always hum the erhu song inadvertently later. It was indeed very unpleasant, but it seemed to be entangled in memory and could not even be pulled out. Only one thread was left to make her recall that embarrassing noon.

One morning just beginning in December, it suddenly started to snow heavily. In the physical education class, the teacher said that he would not run anymore and changed to a free activity class. Yu Zhouzhou dressed very thickly and took a lot of effort to flip the horizontal bar alone. She sat down carefully and looked at the students running around the playground.

"Zhou Zhou, come down to have a snowball fight!" Shan Jiejie ran over and shouted at her with a snowball holding the snowball.

Yu Zhouzhou shook his head.

Shan Jiejie looked at her, muttered a few words and ran away. She couldn't understand why Yu Zhouzhou was silent recently.

In this world, there are few friends and many playmates. As long as you shout, there will be many people running with snowballs.

Yu Zhouzhou saw Xu Di and his other boys staring at the snowman with shovels and buckets next to them, piled up a little, and drizzled some water on it to make it frozen more solid.

After the snowman began to take shape, everyone stopped playing snowball fights and surrounded them around the snowman. Xu Di and the others became even more proud, but they deliberately looked stern and directed the female students who were watching seriously, "Do not, dodge them a little. If you hit them, be careful not to get rid of them!"

Yu Zhouzhou let out a breath, but he didn't even notice that his smile had become a subtle difference from these friends of the same age.

She likes to sit on the high ground and look down on all the happy children with a kind of self-righteous aloofness and alienation of that age. Although many years later, when I recall this posture, I feel funny, at this moment, she truly feels a loneliness, a loneliness that was hiding because of the halo, but was growing up and climbing because of the return to the trough.

Falling is for climbing, or climbing is just for falling.

Yu Zhouzhou looked up at the sky. There were too many things she couldn't figure out, but she no longer fantasized with singularity and passion like when she was a child. As long as I worked hard, one day I would climb to the highest point again - because she had begun to doubt the meaning of this routine.

Seiya was knocked down, stood up again, knocked down, stood up again.

Is Seiya's existence to be knocked down or stand up? Or is he still having more missions?

Maribel exists for the world's beautiful and natural harmony, Seiya is to protect Athena, Sailor Moon wants to maintain world peace for the Tsuki Road, Kazuka Uesugi trains for Kazukoen, and Shokito fights to dominate the country in the competition - so, why is Yu Zhouzhou's female hero living?

This problem grew out of the depression caused by the Olympics and junior high school entrance examinations, which made her feel nervous.

In order to become famous?

Yu Zhouzhou’s world is too deep.

The mood of graduation has infected many people. The Christmas cards and New Year's Day blessings of this year were put on the agenda early. All the blessings mentioned "I will still be good friends after graduation", "We will always be good friends", and "I wish you a bright future" - yes, a bright future, a very mysterious but meaningless word for primary school students.

What is the future? Does a child who can’t learn mathematics in Olympiad have a future? Yu Zhouzhou discovered that even if the sky is much wider than the earth, what he can see when standing on the ground is so small, it is only a small and irregular piece divided by the building group above his head. This is everyone’s future. There is only such a small piece, so small that even a mathematics of Olympiad can cover up most of it.

Yu Zhouzhou sat on the horizontal bar, motionless—

When Lin Yang walked out of the teaching building, the first thing he saw was a quiet snowman sitting on the horizontal bar.

He stood at the door for a long time until his back was pushed by his classmates, "What are you doing? Why haven't you gone out yet? Let's play football together. I have said I want to play snow football. The little snow I fell last time was not enough to get some gaps in my teeth!"

A girl laughed, "Just drink the northwest wind, why put the gap between your teeth with snow!"

They were fighting and talking, and Lin Yang woke up as if he was walking towards Yu Zhouzhou awkwardly, but stood next to the horizontal bar, but he didn't know if he should speak to break the tranquility.

"Zhou Zhou?"

I haven't spoken for too long, and even pronounced the name is awkward.

Even this time the estrangement and isolation were far more tragic than the "gratitude and righteousness" that children played house in the four years. Lin Yang couldn't explain why. In short, when the mother was so angry that she trembled at him and said, "Can you listen to me, can you not cause trouble for me, can you let me calm down for two days, can you..."

He cried and nodded, saying, "Yes."

The adult world is far more complicated than what he saw. He doesn't like to smile at Zhou Shenran's parents so much to cater to the false mother, but he can't hate his most gentle and beautiful mother. He can't figure it out, and he can't figure it out very well.

Since Zhou Shenran jumped to Lin Yang's class in third grade, he felt that his parents' attitude was very wrong. Perhaps he was used to seeing his mother respond calmly in the face of others' flattery, so once he saw the same cautiousness on his mother's face, he felt very reluctant and sad.

So he said, Mom, I was wrong.

Yu Zhouzhou lowered his head, "It's Lin Yang. Is there anything wrong?"

Lin Yang lowered his head, "It's okay."

Ticking the back of his head, he felt that his behavior was very idiotic. Most of the students in the class went to get vaccinated, and only a few of them who had been vaccinated were released to take physical education classes. So he felt that he would not be discovered by the teacher or reported by Ling Xiangqian and the others.

I had to find a topic casually.

"Zhou Zhou, how did you do the exam last week...?"

"Not good. I can't even do it."

Lin Yang was stunned and raised his face, and the scattered snowflakes fell on his face, cold.

"Then..." He didn't know how to comfort Yu Zhouzhou, and he really didn't understand what is difficult about Olympiad mathematics. Why can't he learn it even if Yu Zhouzhou is so smart?

"Actually, I remember the teacher in the Olympiad class I attended said that it doesn't matter if I don't learn Olympiad, Olympiad, Olympiad is of no use..."

"Then why do you have to learn?" Yu Zhouzhou tilted his head to look at her.

Lin Yang was unprepared for this inexplicable conversation and was choked and said nothing. He looked at Yu Zhouzhou with some embarrassment and found that Yu Zhouzhou was just staring at the crowd of snowmen in the distance, without paying attention to him at all.

He was silent. Yu Zhouzhou looked at other people's snowman, but he looked at his own snowman.

The snowman suddenly smiled and five crescent moons bloomed on her face again.

"Lin Yang, last time, I didn't have time to thank you."

"……What's up?"

"You know I don't have a father."

This question suddenly popped up, and Lin Yang was so surprised that he almost jumped up. He looked at the upper covered by snow in panic, thinking about how to answer it. Unexpectedly, Yu Zhouzhou suddenly jumped off the horizontal bar, splashing a piece of snow, and the snowflakes piled on his shoulders fell down one after another.

"Lin Yang, what do you want to do in the future? Why do you want to study Olympiad mathematics and why do you want to be the team leader? You will go to Normal University High School and then get into a good school. I heard that the best high school in the province is Zhenhua, and the best university in the country is in Beijing. Do you want to go to Beijing? Then what do you want to do?"

Yu Zhouzhou never asked him a bunch of questions as quickly as he spoke. Lin Yang didn't even think of a single question clearly. Yu Zhouzhou had already stood in front of him and patted his head with a smile. He even had to tiptoe, but he realized that he was already taller than her.

"I'll ask casually."

He breathed a sigh of relief.

"So, we may never see each other again."

She continued to say with a smile.

Lin Yang stood there stupidly, watching his snowman with his hands behind his back, and walked towards the crowd step by step.

"Zhou Zhou!" Lin Yang shouted anxiously, "Are you okay? What's wrong with you?"

Yu Zhouzhou did not look back—

Just as he approached the crowd, Yu Zhouzhou realized that the students who built the snowman were a little angry.

"I said it wasn't me!"

Zhan Yanfei almost shouted, but on the playground that had just snowed, her shout seemed to be sucked away by an unknown monster, and she was hoarse and still sounded unconfident.

"Isn't it just that I won't take you to build a snowman? Are you as for it?" Xu Di snorted and whipped the shovel to the ground.

"What's wrong?" Yu Zhouzhou pushed Li Xiaozhi beside him.

Li Xiaozhi looked at the people in the dispute center with some embarrassment, "The snowman is piled up soon, and the cold is very strong, but someone found a footprint on the snowman. I don't know who stepped on it. Everyone didn't pay attention at the beginning and poured it on water, but now it's not smooth."

"What does that have to do with Zhan Yanfei?"

"I don't know who said it... Anyway, some people said it was Zhan Yanfei who stepped on it. She was walking next to the snowman for a long time just now. Xu Di said that if she didn't work, she would let her stay away. She was still quarreling with Xu Di."

"Who said she stepped on it?"

"I don't know. Someone said that anyway."

"Someone" is the most magical and powerful person in the world.

Yu Zhouzhou watched Zhan Yanfei confront a group of boys and girls in vain, and even saw Xu Yanyan's gloating smile in Zhan Yanfei's opponent. She was a little sad, but she didn't have the courage to be enemies with so many people and stood by Zhan Yanfei to argue for her, so she had to lower her head and despise herself fiercely.

"Forget it, it's all over. So, I'm so good. Everyone, hold hands and circle around, and then I will use a shovel to smash the snowman!"

Everyone finally muttered and dispersed, then held hands and pulled up a large circle that was neither flat nor round. Yu Zhouzhou stood on the left, and Shan Jiejie stood on the right, spreading her arms a little bit to stretch the distance. When the circle began to take shape, everyone suddenly found that in addition to Xu Di and Xueren, there were also Zhan Yanfei standing in the middle.

Zhan Yanfei stared at the big circle blankly, feeling very embarrassed to be surrounded by it, so he hurriedly ran between the two people and wanted to let them separate their hands and give them a seat, but the two people held them tightly and didn't let go, and didn't look at her.

It seems like a sinner paraded in the streets.

Zhan Yanfei tried three or four times. For different people, Yu Zhouzhou seemed to have seen fine beads of sweat seeping out of her forehead during the cold weather.

Yu Zhouzhou didn't know that at this moment, the look she looked at Zhan Yanfei was almost a replica of the gaze she looked at when she walked back to her seat with a red cross in class five years ago.

mercy.

However, there is a little difference.

"Zhan Yanfei!"

Yu Zhouzhou subconsciously called out and was stunned for a moment. Under Li Xiaozhi's surprised gaze, she let go of Li Xiaozhi's hand.

"Come here."

Everyone looked at her, but she just looked at Zhan Yanfei with a tragic and nameless look.
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