Chapter 816 Return to reality (3)
"What's the hard work for me? Isn't people born to suffer?" Ai Lian's eyes turned red in an instant. How could you erase the grievances of many years in just one word?
"Mom shouldn't have left you alone and faced your dad alone." Qin Yue's eyes also turned red, and she remembered that devilish man again.
"Is this useful to say this at this time? After all, I no longer need any parents now. When I need it the most, I can't get it, and I don't need it now." Ai Lian sneered.
"Mom knows that she is wrong. Back then - back then, Mom was also fucked by your father!" Qin Yue's eyes were filled with tears and her face was full of grievance.
"My dad forced you? He forced you to give birth to me? He forced you to hit me? He forced you to leave home and ignore me? Yes, he forced you to force you, but that's not the reason for you to hit me and leave me behind." Ai Lian raised her head, her eyes turned red, and her eyes fell one by one, but her voice was surprisingly calm, and she looked at Qin Yue and said word by word.
Ailian remembered her in her previous life, and was pulled to pay off her debts by Ailin and was her lover for more than ten years. The experience of being in hell and thinking about revenge at all times became her nightmare.
After being reborn, she took revenge one by one. She thought she had already removed this inner demon and thought that all the previous life was like a dream and could no longer affect her.
However, she didn't expect that Qin Yue would rekindle these past events again in just a few words, making her mood a little out of control. She thought that after experiencing so many worlds, her own things were nothing, but she didn't expect that, it turned out, it was not.
"It's my mother wrong. Mom apologizes to you. In those years, Mom was like a devil. She felt like she was going crazy, so she vented all the negative emotions on you. Over the years, Mom has known that she had done something wrong and has been regretting it. It's so bad that I regret it. In my dreams at night, you were beaten by me and cried, 'Mom, stop beating, pity, stop beating' - wuwu--" Qin Yue had already burst into tears when she said this.
Ailian just looked at Qin Yue who buried her face in her palms, without expression, but her tears never stopped.
"It's useless to say these things now. I've grown up. The maternal love I had hoped for is no longer needed. So, what are you here to do today?" Qin Yue, who did not persuade her to cry, was crying silently there. She waited until her crying stopped before she said quietly.
Qin Yue sobbed, her shoulders trembled, and she raised her tears. Looking at her daughter, who had tears clearly wet her front but still had a calm expression, she said in a trembling voice, "Lian Lian, can you forgive your mother? Give her a chance to compensate?"
"Ha!" Ai Lian chuckled, with tears in her eyes, but a sarcastic smile appeared on the corner of her lips. "You have thought too much, my forgiveness or unforgivableness is actually irrelevant. From the day you left, I have no mother anymore. You didn't show up when I needed help and care the most. Now I go to a famous school and live a worry-free life. Why do you still have a chance?" As she said, Ai Lian's tears gradually disappeared, and he also increased his aggression when he spoke.
"Don't say that, you are the flesh that fell off my body after all. I know you have not been doing well over the years. Mom's conditions are OK now, so I can help you," Qin Yue continued.
"You know I'm not doing well? You know I'm not doing well, why didn't you show up earlier? You know I'm not doing well, why didn't you come back to find me?" Ai Lian's voice became louder.
"I - I married again, gave birth to a younger brother for you, and I have been taking care of him, so I can't take care of you." Qin Yue also felt that these words were more like excuses, and she was a little bit confident when she said them.
"So that's it! It seems that when you remarry, you should have married well. It's much better than the old gambling ghost who follows my dad. Then I wish you a blessing." Ai Lian's tone was frivolous and joking, without the so-called respect for his elders.
Yes, this was her intentional, she spoke in this tone.
The reason why she destroyed herself in her previous life was to have half of the contributions to her biological mother. If she could fulfill her responsibilities as a mother, if she was a mother, she would be strong.
I will end up much better in my previous life, right? At least I don’t need to have those ten years of humiliation, that is like ten years in Avici Hell.
At this time, Ailian felt that she had traveled through so many small worlds. Is it because those ten years gave her too many psychological shadows? She kept her away from love and men from now on?
Qin Yue's face turned pale, and she stared blankly at the familiar and strange daughter in front of her, whose once tender face, and the face in front of her now appeared in front of her alternately.
The little girl who was beaten to the point of being blue and purple with red marks on her face overlapped and separated from the girl who looked outstanding and looked cold and sarcastic.
"Yes! Over the years, I have only guarded my current family, my current husband and son, and lived a peaceful and joyful life, but I rarely think of you, and think of you, your gambler father. I deliberately escaped and dared not think of you."
"Until--I saw you on TV, I suddenly realized that the cute daughter I gave birth to back then has grown so big now, and during the period when you were growing up, I missed most of the time."
"Even if I was not absent, what did I do? Let you live in fear and beating every day."
"What qualifications do I have to ask for your forgiveness? What qualifications do I have to lick my face and ask for compensation? What compensation can replace your maternal love during your growth stage?"
"I was wrong, I was wrong from the beginning to the end."
Qin Yue smiled self-deprecatingly, picked up the tea cup in front of him, and drank the cold tea in the cup in one go.
She stood up, looked at Ai Lian who was still sitting on the sofa, and smiled bitterly, "Lian Lian, no matter what, it's my fault, but the compensation you should give is still to be given. I know you are financially independent and don't lack money, but - but I want to do something, but I just don't know what to do."
"Nothing is needed, I'm fine alone." Ai Lian glanced at the woman in front of her who was crying and still had no makeup on her face. The woman who looked a little older than she now, who was so angry that she could naturally imagine that she was right to leave the man named Ailin.
But she shouldn't beating or scolding herself, and then she left and threw a little girl to the gambling father.
She is innocent! Why do you treat her like this? Is she just because she has the blood of her father?
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Chapter completed!