Thirteen, what are you going to do? Qiu Shasha said, put down the things she was holding and hurriedly walked towards me who was about to get out of bed.

I felt so upset that I wanted to go out for a walk alone. As I said, I put on my shoes and stood up from the bed.

Otherwise, Sister Zhao Man and I will accompany you out for a walk, Qiu Shasha asked me with some concern.

I shook my head:

I can do it myself and come back soon. By the way, Fatty, others are fine, I found that the fatty is not in the ward, so I asked Qiu Shasha and Zhao Man.

When Sister Zhao Man and I went downstairs just now, the fat man was still in the room, but now he disappeared. I guess he went to the bathroom. Qiu Shasha said to me.

By the way, you broke the Feng Shui dead end last night. I looked at Qiu Shasha and Zhao Man and asked.

Qiu Shasha shook her head:

It was not broken, I don’t know why it was willing. Since Sister Rushuang and the male ghost named Tang Yanlan left, the Feng Shui death situation was broken by itself, and Xia Linxuan had already escaped. I have never understood what they were willing to do. What is their purpose this time, and why Tang Yanlan’s ghost is with Xia Linxuan. These are all problems that we can’t figure out, and the whole thing is very strange and there are many loopholes.

I nodded and understood what Qiu Shasha said in my heart, but I was too lazy to think about it now. I don’t want to think about anything now, I just want to go out alone.

Walking outside the ward, when I walked to Qiu Shasha, she seemed to be about to say something to me, and Zhao Man, who was standing beside her, persuaded her.

Indeed, I really need to be alone now. Zhao Man knew this well, so he persuaded Qiu Shasha to stay. Now I even have no energy to walk. I walked out of the ward alone and walked into the elevator along the corridor.

After going downstairs and leaving the hospital, I walked alone on the noisy street in a daze. Since Rushuang left, I felt like I was dead now, and even though I was alive, I became a walking corpse.

I fell too deeply in love with her, but I also understood that her feelings for Tang Yanlan were definitely not comparable to me, but I was really heartbroken and unwilling to do so, and even hated Tang Yanlan a little.

But I don’t blame anyone. If you want to blame, blame the fortune in this world for making people mess with people, making Rushuang find the wrong person and love the wrong person.

In this way, I was walking aimlessly on this not-so-broad street, but I kept thinking about the scenes of Rushuang in my heart. Until now, I clearly realized that I could not live without her, but I had to leave her. The saddest and helpless thing in the world is

I love her, but I can't be with her.

Walking forward, I suddenly saw an old fortune teller standing by the street. When he saw me alone, he immediately stood up from the stall and waved to me and shouted:

Hello, young man, do you want to calculate the divination? I see that your eyebrows are bright and the heavenly pavilion is rich and will definitely control the blessings of the universe. However, you have a slight inappropriate aura, spreading in the heavenly court, looking for help, and spreading the jade sea. Come on, I beg you to give me the eight characters, and I will give you a brief diagnosis for it.

After I heard the old fortune teller's words, I stopped and looked at him and asked:

Old sir, I don’t know if you are considered a marriage. Although my heart is dead now, I still want to hear what he said, even if it is lying to me for being happy.

Seeing that there was a chance, the old man stood up from the bench and looked at me and said:

Forget it, young man, take out your left hand and show me.

I reached out my left hand, and the old man hurriedly took out a pair of reading glasses from his pocket and put them on. He held my hand and looked at it seriously. It looked like a master.

He didn't say a word, staring at my left hand for a while before letting go of my hand, shook his head and signaling me to take back my left hand.

How about it, I looked at him and asked.

The old man lowered his head and pinched his fingers, looked at me and said with a smile:

Young man, the marriage line on your left hand palm is good. The line is deep and thin, and there are twill patterns on the head and the edges of the palm, indicating that you have a lot of luck in love. And you will definitely have a marriage this year. At most, you can get married in autumn.

After hearing the old man's words, I smiled and shook my head. Although I knew he was lying to me, I got some comfort in my heart and looked at him and asked:

Old sir, I will give you how much you count.

The old man smiled and said:

Twenty, if you continue to calculate, I will charge you another ten yuan for career, five elements, eight characters, numerology.

I shook my head, took the twenty dollars out of my pocket, handed it over, and turned around and left.

A gust of cold wind blew, but I couldn't feel the cold at all. Looking at the deserted passers-by on the street, my longing for Rushuang became stronger and stronger.

I know that I am just sinking into my relationship with Rushuang now and I am unwilling to extricate myself. I use the palmistry that the old man tells me just now to explain it, and blindly numb myself, fantasizing that the miracle of lovers finally getting married will come to me.

But I know very well that miracles will never come to me again. I still have to continue walking this road of life, but I lack Rushuang's company.

Now she is with Tang Yanlan, so she must have a lot to say to each other, just like the reunion after Rushuang and I parted.

At this moment, I suddenly wanted to drink, get drunk, and let alcohol numb myself. I stopped thinking about those things and completely forgot all of this.

In this city of steel forest, there is no story of Snow White and Prince. Fairy tales are fairy tales that can never become reality, but I live in reality. Fast-paced life, hurrying figures, numb eyes, false smiles, I am being assimilated

When I walked to a store, I bought myself several cans of beer, sat down on a nearby open space, and watched the passing vehicles back and forth on the street, and started drinking.

The more I drink, the more uncomfortable I feel. Who said that I can drink to relieve my sorrows whenever I think of the back of Rushuang turning around and walking away with Tang Yanlan, my heart seems to be about to explode. As I drink, I finally vomited in discomfort.

I now understand one thing: If pain reaches the limit of unbearable pain, people will collapse

Standing up from the ground, I fell to the can in my hand hatefully, and shouted at the sky with my head raised.

I can't find any venting port at all now, which allows me to vent the pain that Rushuang left me. Whenever I think of the words Rushuang once said to me, I feel as uncomfortable as if I die.

Ah~ I looked up and shouted again, gathered my own yang energy on my feet, and quickly rushed out in the direction ahead. I raised my speed to the limit. Now I need to vent, otherwise I will really be crazy.

When I asked about the love in the world, I taught people to live and die together. When I was a child, I didn’t believe this sentence at all, but now I truly understand the meaning of this sentence.

I ran wildly all the way. I don’t know how long it took until the yang energy and physical strength in my body were exhausted. I stopped and found that I had run out of the city and came to the suburbs south of Dongdian.

I sat shakingly on a ground full of weeds, but I couldn't calm down in my heart.

An Rushuang, I love you, I raised my head and shouted loudly toward the sky, shouting this sentence that has been pressing into my heart. At this moment, my tears could not be suppressed. I continued to raise my head high so that the tears in the corners of my eyes continued to flow down, but a feeling of overwhelming pain appeared in my heart. I was powerless to love Rushuang anymore, and I didn't even dare to think about it.

I think I will remember her back walking with Tang Yanlan for the rest of my life. I closed my eyes, closed my hands, and whispered in my mouth:

Rushuang, I wish you happiness and joy, tears can finally be restrained and slipped down

The only thing that drips on the ground and melts into the soil is not only tears, but also my soul.

I miss her, I love her, but I can't tell her.

Haha, maybe all this is fate. I, Zuo Thirteen, have no virtue and virtue, have a woman like Rushuang, who is a wife who is with me for ten years, and I should be content.
Chapter completed!