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019 back to freezing point

"I... I've been sleeping in the bed just now. After my grandmother came in, she stood by the bed and watched for a while, and then suddenly went there to open the dark room...

Then my grandmother told me something, saying that as long as I figured it out and remembered it, I could go back to my mother at any time.

Then, there was nothing more..." Lin Sa was a little guilty when asked, and turned his eyes to somewhere else and answered truthfully.

"Oh, that's it..." When Madam Wei was stunned when she heard Lin Sa's words,

But soon he changed into a smile and came forward to coax Lin Sa and said, "It's okay, our sister Sa ignores her grandmother. She is so confused and is talking nonsense.

Come on, come on, try this porridge for nanny, tell you, nanny is very good at making porridge. Please keep in mind that you drink it today, and you are greedy every day, and if you don’t drink it for a day, you will feel panic…”

"Yes." With the earnest service of Madam Wei, Lin Sa started drinking the porridge silently.

In this way, Lin Sa stayed in his grandmother's house with a thick face, drinking all kinds of delicious porridge carefully cooked by Madam Wei every day, but the bed was moved from the spacious and comfortable big bed to the couch next to the window.

This is not counting. What disappointed her even more was that her relationship with her grandmother was inexplicably back to the freezing point. Her grandmother seemed to have magically returned to the first meeting. Although she was not as harsh as in her previous life, she never had the enthusiasm and concern she had when she first woke up that day, let alone the expression of fear of falling in her palm and fear of melting in her mouth.

After her grandmother mechanically told Madam Wei to arrange Lin Sa's food, clothing, housing and transportation every day, she turned around and got into the dark room again, leaving her alone, neither happy nor worried, neither far nor near.

Only when Madam Wei comes in to deliver food occasionally, she will think of ways to tease her grandparents and grandchildren and say a few words. Apart from that, both of them are basically speechless.

Sometimes Lin Sa really couldn't figure out what good things were in that small dark room, how could it be so attractive that she could stay for most of the day. But after all, she thought about it, but Lin Sa never had the courage to risk the taboo to go and check it out.

In addition, it might be because of the influence of his grandmother's attitude or being confused by the situation in front of him, Lin Sa's mood also sluggished for a long time.

Every day, my grandmother stayed in the dark room for most of the day, and she would lie on the bed and stare blankly for most of the day.

I think about my past life, this life, and how to break the dead end in front of me next...

Every now and then, my mother would come over to report some things to her grandmother. She looked very cramped and careful every time. Only when she saw Lin Sa, would her eyes suddenly burst into enthusiasm and longing. However, Lin Sa did not dare to have too much eye contact with her mother, and she just said hello and then slipped back to the room.

Both grandmother and mother were surprised at her reaction.

The mother's eyes were more sad, and she felt that because of her incompetence, her biological daughter was not happy and unhappy, while her grandmother was more confused. She was a little confused. She was a little confused. Why did she deliberately alienate her mother and rely on her?

In fact, only Lin Sa knew in her heart that what they were thinking was wrong. The reason why Lin Sa ran away in such a panic was not that she didn't want her mother or was with her, but that she really didn't dare to face her mother's sincere eyes, especially when she thought of the tragic situation where her mother died of illness after two years in her previous life, Lin Sa felt very sad.

She knew that her mother loved her more than she loved herself, and she also knew that her mother's greatest wish in her previous life was to return to her hometown and city, and stay away from the capital. Although she understood all this clearly, she felt that she could not help her at all.

Lin Sa felt more guilty. She hated her incompetence. She hated herself for knowing these endings but was powerless. She could only watch them leave one by one. In front of them were Emperor Yongkang, the queen and the prince, and now it was her favorite mother's turn.

Sometimes when he woke up in the middle of the night, Lin Sa couldn't be sure that he was now staying with his grandmother and doing so wishful thinking and betting, would he help his mother?

Or, like the result of the palace change, it is actually accelerating the development of things in a worse direction. Lin Sa dares not think, nor can he think down.

At one point, Lin Sa even questioned what the meaning of his rebirth is. Is it just to witness all the tragedies in his previous life, and to repeat them in front of him again in this life?

After a few more days were gone without realizing it, seeing that summer was coming to an end, Lin Sa's body finally recovered.

In the afternoon, it was rare to encounter a cool weather. When I woke up, the bright sun in the morning disappeared. The breeze swept over the drizzle, bringing coolness.

"Sa'er...Sa'er..." Just as Lin Sa looked at the gloomy sky outside the window again and was bored and dazed, a faint voice suddenly heard a crying at him.

Lin Sa subconsciously looked around and found nothing.

"This...what is here..."

Lin Sa followed the voice and Ding Qing to see that there was indeed a small head hidden in the tall tree canopy outside the yard, "Big...Brother, why are you doing so high when you climb to such a high place?"

"Shhh..., whisper! Be careful to lure people over." Lin Zong stopped Lin Sa in a low voice, jumped down from the tree like a monkey, and bounced a few times before coming to the windowsill.

"It's not easy, but I caught the opportunity to leave the house at the same time. The others were busy tidying up in the yards in front of me these days. Finally, no one took care of you. Hurry up, change your clothes quickly..." Lin Zong said, taking out a small bag from his arms and handing it into the window.

"What am I... changing clothes?" Lin Sa was confused and did not reach out to pick him up.

"What do you say? Of course, it is the old rule in Yicheng before. I will take you out for fun," Lin Zong said without hesitation, stuffing his clothes into his sister's hand. "My good sister, are you stupid to recuperate with your grandmother? You can figure it out yourself, how long has it been since you left this room? If you stay, I feel that you are going to take root here, which is too inconsistent with your previous personality."

"Big...Brother, I...I don't want to go..." Lin Sa hesitated and returned the clothes to Lin Zong.

"Don't want to go?" Lin Zong was obviously stunned when he heard the crazy girl Lin Sa rejected him, and asked, "Why?"

"I'm not in the mood. I think it's good to stay in the mansion quietly now. I..." Lin Sa tried hard to raise the corner of her mouth, trying to make it more convincing, "Let's talk about it, grandma is back later..."

"No, you have to go out today!" Unexpectedly, Lin Sa was interrupted by Lin Zong after he was halfway through his words.

"Sa'er, listen to my brother..."
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