Chapter 7 The Mystery of Suzaku's Life Experience
Li Xianglian was filled with despair. She couldn't imagine what kind of life she would face if she left home.
That's to force her to death!
This is the blood of your Zhu family, and the blood is thicker than water! How could you be so cruel?
This is the flesh that fell from one's body, and it is connected by flesh and blood.
Yes, her father, her father will definitely not discard it! Yes, she will definitely leave her children!
Li Xianglian saw the dawn again, and her last hope was placed on Zhu Du.
Li Xianglian stumbled towards Zhu Du, or was too anxious, tripped, and threw herself on the ground, and she didn't even have time to get up. She climbed to Zhu Du and hugged Zhu Du tightly.
"This is our child, isn't this our flesh and blood? Husband, you won't watch it...will you throw our child away?"
Li Xianglian begged in a low voice, looking up at her husband, hoping that he could help him plead with her father-in-law and let the child stay.
Zhu Du slashed his arms twice, but Li Xianglian hugged him too tightly and did not break free. She just stared at the ground and said nothing.
"I...I won't let her drag her down at home, I will raise her by myself..."
Li Xianglian was still begging.
" Raise her? What do you use to raise her? Your dowry has been spent on her long ago. How do you raise her?"
Zhu Du finally couldn't help it and started scolding loudly.
"I..., isn't the child sick? How did I know that it has been impossible to cure it?"
Li Xianglian whispered comfort.
"I will find something to do, I will. Dalan said that there is a shortage of someone who can get a toilet in the town... The price is quite high. I'll go, I just want you to leave the child, okay? Woo woo..."
Li Xianglian, who could no longer control herself, started to cry.
"She is not worthy of you, do you know? She is not worthy of-"
"After all, she is our flesh and blood? Isn't it - is it?"
Zhu Du's face changed several times, and she could no longer control herself. She stood up with Huo, pulled Li Xianglian up, grabbed Li Xianglian's shoulder with both hands, and said with gritted teeth:
"I hate her! I hate her! She...she...she is not our child, no!"
"The reason why our family ended like this is because of her!"
"It was her who ruined our home, it was her!"
Li Xianglian was completely confused. She couldn't believe that this was the truth. Why wasn't even the child hers? This was fake, it must be fake. She looked at Zhu Kang in a blink of an eye with a full mind of questions.
The head of the Zhu family sighed deeply and did not speak.
Looking at Qian, Zhu Jie and Zhu Yuan at the door of the house, they all looked like they knew it long ago.
It turned out that the whole family knew about this, except for themselves, and they were always kept in the dark.
Why is this child suddenly not his own flesh and blood?
Li Xianglian could no longer withstand the blow and fainted.
The Zhu family surrounded him, and all this had nothing to do with Zhuque.
I didn't have any consciousness of this body and was completely unfamiliar with this home.
I was just a little grateful to Li Xianglian and moved by the great maternal love.
Now it seems that I don’t belong to this family.
Finally, when he looked at Li Xianglian who was fainting, Zhuque turned his head and walked out of the yard without hesitation.
"Haha, what's wrong with homelessness? So what's the matter with loneliness and helplessness? As a time traveler of modern civilization, I can't even break out of my own world?"
Walking forward, my mind felt all kinds of feelings. Every bit of the previous life, the fragments of this life lingered in my chest, pressing against a huge rock on my body, getting heavier and heavier, and even my breathing became heavier.
"ah--"
Zhuque looked up to the sky and let out a long whistle, spitting out the stuffy breath in his chest, and his mind became much more awake.
Then he looked around.
The land temple suddenly appeared in front of me. It turned out that I returned here without realizing it. It seemed that I was really destined to be with this temple.
Zhuque smiled bitterly, feeling a little tired, so he stepped in and sat down against the base of the statue.
Just as he sat down, Dahuang actually followed him and crawled at his feet with his tail shaking.
Zhuque smiled, reached out to carry it over, and stroked its head with his hand.
"I didn't expect you to be quite loyal. Don't worry, I won't treat you badly. I want to take you all the food in the world."
When I thought of eating, my stomach started to scream again. It’s okay, we have a “treasure”.
Immediately stretched out my hand and silently said, "Roasted chicken, ham, bread..." Then, a large amount of food appeared in front of me.
I opened the vacuum packaging bag of roasted chicken, tear off one chicken leg, and gave the rest to rhubarb, slowly thinking while eating.
"How will I spend this life next?"
"I was just an ordinary girl in the countryside in a daze. After nine years of compulsory education, she was so poor that she didn't even pass the high school entrance exam. She really lost interest in going to school, so she went directly to the city to work with the village migrant workers and became a migrant girl."
"I don't have culture, skills, and specialties. The only advantage is that I look good and have some beauty. Otherwise, that scum won't like him."
"And in this life, even beauty has been deprived of, and no relatives are still there. Such a rebirth is not scientific at all?"
"I remember in the novel about rebirth in my previous life, the protagonist either has unique skills or is extremely smart. Why did it change when it was his turn?"
The more Zhuque thought about it, the more sad he became, and he couldn't even eat chicken legs.
"Fortunately, I also brought the warehouse with me, and I would have starved to death if I were hungry. The warehouse was so useless, most of them were locked. How could it be opened with my own small body?"
"And it is also a disposable one. Once used, it will be gone. You can't bring anything except your body and dead objects."
Zhuque became increasingly disappointed, but his unyielding temperament made him full of fighting spirit.
Since I am given a chance to live again, I will never waste it in vain! No matter how hard or difficult it is, you must be strong. If your heart is in a dream, it will be there!
I remember reading in my previous life that Maslow, a famous American humanistic psychologist, summarized various human needs into five levels of human needs, which are physiological needs, safety needs, respect needs, belonging and love needs and self-realization needs.
My current state cannot even meet the lowest level of physiological needs.
Now, let’s solve the problem of eating first.
But for a ten-year-old child, getting food is more difficult than climbing to the sky.
How long can your own warehouse last? Can you beg from house to house? For a person with a mature mind, it is harder than killing yourself.
When facing the problem of life and death, Suzaku was stumped. Is there no way to do it?
Chapter completed!