This time he lost to Zhang Tianshi, but Xiao Huaili never regarded himself as a loser in his heart.

Others are not qualified to interrogate themselves. If they don’t understand other people’s past, they cannot blame their present. Xiao Huaili spit out a mouthful of blood again and laughed wildly.

"Do you have such a feeling that you can't stand out in your whole life and live under the shadow of others. No matter what you do, you will feel inferior. You have never praised you, and no one will affirm your strength."

"Are you talking about your brother Xiao Huaiyi?"

"You have seen him before and know that his excellence is even in the eyes of the tribe, he is the hope of our Xiao clan, like the guardian god of the Xiao clan."

Xiao Huaili recalled the past, just like before, he treated Xiao Cang completely as an outsider, and did not give Xiao Cang a fair and equal opportunity.

They are all members of the Xiao clan. Why are there such a big difference between people? He doesn't understand this and doesn't understand the selfish thoughts in humans.

He clearly remembered that once, Xiao Gan needed to appoint one person to go out to perform tasks. This task is very important. Once it is completed, it will inevitably establish its position in the Xiao clan.

After the eldest brother died, Xiao Huaili was always looking for opportunities to show off, thinking of relying on his own abilities to fight with Xiao Huaiyi. They are also members of the Xiao clan, so why can't the clan leader do it himself?

He seized this opportunity. Without showing any indication, Xiao Huaili stood up on his own, expressing his willingness to share his father's worries and hoped to delegate this task to him.

This was the first time Xiao Huaili was so active. He clearly remembered that the expressions on everyone present were surprised and jealous, and Xiao Huaiyi, who was sitting aside with a calm expression, seemed to have no intention of fighting in his heart.

However, next, Xiao Gan's eyes automatically moved away from Xiao Huaili, as if he had not seen his figure. He walked directly to him and handed over the task to Xiao Huaiyi.

This feeling was like being slapped hard in front of everyone. His initiative and enthusiasm were exchanged for Xiao Huaizhi's ridicule. At that moment, Xiao Huaili clenched his fist and wanted to punch it out.

Then he stood in front of Xiao Gan and asked, why was this? Why had he stood up, but his father ignored his existence. The brothers and others did not express their feelings, but handed over the task to his brother.

Could it be that in order to cultivate Xiao Huaiyi, Xiao Huaili was very unwilling to accept it, but in the end he endured it. If he performed too strongly at that time, he would lose the opportunity forever.

"Huili, you should go to seclusion and practice in the clan. I will come back once I go out. I hope you can gain something when I come back."

Xiao Huaiyi smiled slightly and patted Xiao Huaili's shoulder gently. His trust in his brother did not notice that Xiao Huaili's face became extremely gloomy.

Xiao Huaili, who was so humiliated in his heart, remained calm and did not continue to fight for it. Instead, he left alone. From then on, he understood a truth: what he wanted could not be entitled to others.

Only when your fist is hard can you get everything you want. That is, at that time, Xiao Huaili's mood changed.

"No matter what I do from childhood to adulthood, Xiao Huaiyi has always been better than me. He only needs one day to comprehend and learn the same martial arts, and it takes me more than ten days to get started."

Xiao Huaiyi said angrily, this feeling cannot be described, as if the students and parents nowadays praised them, they have always been other people's children and have nothing to do with them.

They turned a blind eye to what you did, but at the last moment, they had to stand up and comment a few times. Moreover, among the tribe members, some people regarded Xiao Huaili as a ruler to measure Xiao Huaiyi's growth rate.

In the end, his ruler could never measure his brother's height. He became a tool for comparing each other, and his heart became darker, breeding the shadow of the inner demon.

"If you say so, when you followed Xiao Huaiyi to my Qingyun Temple that day, you actually had a heart demon growing in your heart, right?"

When Zhang Tianshi recalled the scene at that time, he finally understood why Xiao Huaili had no interest in the meditation technique he created.

Originally, the function of this meditation technique was to restrain the demons of the mind and keep one's heart calm. Only by emptying oneself and abandoning all distracting thoughts can one achieve the so-called meditation.

At that time, Xiao Huaiyi only took half an hour to learn the meditation technique and was extremely helpful to the practice. Xiao Huaili had no interest at all and even showed disgust.

I finally understand the inside story, and I blame myself for being careless. How could I miss such details? If I noticed it in time, there might not be any previous tragedy.

"That's right! I live in the darkness, there is nothing to accompany me, and there is no one worthy of my trust. The only thing I know is the born demon."

"The devil is born from the heart. Do you know that all this arises because of your inner greed and obsession, and what you pursue is nothing more than a waste."

Zhang Tianshi's words not only did not make Xiao Huaili reflect on his mistakes, but instead made Xiao Huaili think that the people around him were idiots, and they didn't need such powerful power, but they just wanted to blame something.

"What do you know? With my strength and the speed of my cultivation, even if I spend my whole life, I will never catch up with his pace."

Xiao Huaiyi is extremely talented and far above Xiao Huaili. With the same cultivation, it takes him a week to achieve the same effect that Xiao Huaiyi can achieve in one day.

Moreover, such a gap becomes bigger and bigger as time goes by, and in the end it is a gap that is never crossed.

Xiao Huaili also refused in the early stages of the birth of the inner demon. He did not want to rely on this external force to make himself stronger, but in the end he could not survive the temptation of the inner demon and finally came to this path.

"Only by integrating the power of the inner demon, I can catch up with him. Even if I have the inner demon, it will take more than 20 years. I can't wait for all this."

Xiao Huaili had a hideous smile. After understanding the reason for all this, Master Zhang felt that this person was really sad.

It was just for the sake of inner obsession that he finally became like this, and his good future was completely ruined. And he went further and further on the road to making mistakes. In the end, he probably wouldn't even think of who he would become.

He wanted to say that people are different. Everyone's talents and destiny are destined from the moment they were born. The greater their ability, the greater their responsibility. Xiao Huaili never understood this truth.
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