Chapter 389

I returned to my office, lit a cigarette, and sighed to the sky.

It's so difficult.

There is no way to start.

I was monitored by people in everything I did. I originally wanted to check where Xiao Ling was and why didn’t I come to work, but I was afraid that as soon as I asked, they would be going to make trouble soon.

Therefore, I can't ask the prison guards and supervisors in the prison area, because I don't know if they are Ding Pei's people, and I can't believe it, so I can only ask Xie Danyang, hoping to find Xiaoling's information and then go out to find Xiaoling.

Xie Danyang helped me find out the information and Xiaoling's information.

Xiao Ling’s information, the address left is her hometown.

Her hometown is in a county more than 400 kilometers away from here. Do I ask me to find it in her hometown?

It's too far away, I don't know if she is in her hometown.

But why has she been asking for leave for so long?

He said he was feeling uncomfortable and asked for leave. The subordinate he asked last time still looked at the leave request form.

There is a number on the information, I will call it, and the number you dialed is an empty number.

Well, there is no future.

I asked Qiangzi to help me find it, but it also takes time.

In prison area D, I rarely go to prison area because the female prisoners here are even more hungry and afraid of causing riots.

I have seen many female prisoners in the vent field, with gray hair, probably for a long time.

After reading the information, it was all about serious offenders, murder, drug trafficking, etc.

That guy Wang Yan really poisoned people. The discipline she brought in to the poison was arrested, and Wang Yan was also arrested. He was really a crime. Wang Yan probably wouldn't be sentenced to death without being sentenced to reprieve.

If a person has come to this point by himself, even the gods cannot save him.

That day, I was bored in the office.

Valai knocked on the door of my office, walked in, and said, "Guide Zhang, you are the psychological counselor in our prison, are you?"

I said, "Yes, what's the matter?"

Valai said to me: "There is a female prisoner who has been making trouble for many days. She wants to commit suicide. I heard that she had depression before. Can you cure this?"

I thought to myself, isn’t depression very simple?

OK, I'll show you guys my skills.

I said, "You bring her here first."

Valai said: "Okay"

More than half an hour later, Valai brought the female prisoner in to me. After knocking on the door, she said, "There are people."

I uttered a huh.

Valai said, "Then I'll go out first. This is her information."

I said, "Okay."

The female prisoner came in and stood.

I put the notebook in my hand and looked up at the female prisoner.

I was shocked at that time.

It can be said that it is shocking.

Although a big beauty is wearing a prison uniform, she cannot cover her slender figure, her slender waist, her straight breasts, her beautiful jade neck, and her white skin feel more charming and bright. What is even more shocking is the outline of her face, which has a rare and clear sculptural beauty, her eyes are clear and clear, and her pair of beautiful eyebrows are slender and charming, slanting to her temples, making her look bright and bright, making her look unique and shocking.

This is just her short hair and she is so beautiful without makeup. If she dresses up again, I don’t know how many people will be fascinated.

The beauty and Helanting are almost inseparable from each other.

She looked at me with her eyes blank and her eyebrows were filled with sorrow like Lin Daiyu.

Seeing this beautiful female prisoner, I couldn't help but feel a little bit: "You, please sit down."

She said thank you softly.

Then sat down.

I took the information from the female prisoner that Valais gave me and looked at it.

Grid, a very strange name, is Grid, is there any surname Grid?

Twenty-eight years old this year.

At the age of 25, he came in for robbery and murder and was sentenced to life imprisonment.

It is difficult to get such a young and beautiful girl and a vicious thief who robs and kills people.

He is so beautiful that when he comes in, his sense of loss must be much stronger than that of ordinary girls.

Because, girls with ordinary appearances do not feel that much loss.

Once these extremely beautiful female prisoners flow from society to prison, they feel no less than falling from heaven to hell. The handsome guys, flowers, and good life beside them are gone. Outside, there are stars supporting the moon. When they come here, all the stars step on the moon, and people are jealous, especially such beautiful female prisoners, who are inevitably jealous and bullied together, which is normal.

Also, thinking about my peerless face, but I want to wither and wither in this place, I can't help but feel sad and sad than ordinary female prisoners.

Even if you make good transformation, it will be more than ten or twenty years later. No matter how beautiful the peerless face is, it is already old.

Therefore, the more peerless beauty is, the more likely she is to get depression than ordinary girls when she gets here.

I asked her, "Your name is Gezi."

Grid said, "Yes."

Her voice was naturally magnetic and very pleasant. Her eyes were bright but without gods, like a person who had been pulled away from her soul.

I asked, "I haven't known anyone with this surname, the surname is your surname."

Grid said, "Yes."

Her expression didn't move.

Not cold, but not hot.

She was not calm either, and felt that her heart was extremely suppressed and sad.

I said, "Your parents married you."

Grid said, "No."

I said, "Who gave you this name, I think it sounds pretty good."

Gezi said: "The Orphanage Director."

My heart trembled, as if I asked something I shouldn't have asked. She was an orphan who grew up in an orphanage.

I said, "Sorry, I seem to have asked a wrong question that makes you uncomfortable."

Grid said, "It's okay, I'm used to it."

I said, "But no matter what, this name sounds pretty good."

"I was abandoned when I was born. When the police picked me up, I was wrapped in a plaid shirt and sent it to the orphanage. The director of the orphanage gave me this name."

I said, "Let's change the topic, okay."

She looked at me.

I said, "They said you want to commit suicide."

Grid lowered his head and said, "No."

She seemed to be denying it.

Many depressed people are afraid that others will know when they are about to commit suicide, and they are also worried about others' obstruction, because when they are severely depressed, they are very tormenting.

Patients with severe depression will experience pessimism, despair, hallucination, despair, and loss of function, accompanied by serious suicide attempts, and even suicide behaviors.

If you really get to the extreme, you will think that living is meaningless all day long, feel hopeless and helpless, life is worse than death, and life is like years, and have a strong desire to end your life.

I said, "Do you don't have this idea?"

Gezi asked me: "Do you mean you want to commit suicide?"

I said, "Yes."

Ge Zi said: "Whoever does not want to commit suicide in our prison area does not want to commit suicide. None of the female prisoners I know does not want to commit suicide."

I said, "Yes, because I was locked up, my psychological factors all have the tendency to commit suicide and end my life, but have you ever thought about how a pity it is?"

Gezi asked me: "Come in here and spend your whole life, it's better to die."

I said, "You can transform and go out as soon as possible."

Gezi said, "Twenty years later, I'm old and will go out."

I said, "Don't think so either. What I want to say is that most female criminals do have the idea of ​​suicide, but you turn this idea into action."
To be continued...