I asked, "You, you are serious."

Helanting stared at me, with tears in her eyes.

It should be true, otherwise, would such a strong person as Helanting cry?

Her hand on the table, holding it tightly, and I lowered my head, not knowing what to say.

It is a big deal for a woman to not get a child.

I reached out and held Helanting's hand. She slapped my hand away with anger and hatred.

I wish I could die sooner.

After a while, she spoke first, "It's not your fault, I blame myself! I don't know how to protect myself, it has nothing to do with you, okay. I have always advised myself not to hate you, but I can't do it. Sometimes I am very conflicted and I want to take revenge. It's not difficult for me, but I can't do it myself. I push you to those prison areas and let you fend for yourself. If you die, I may not feel so guilty."

I asked, "Will you feel guilty? I am your enemy. If you kill me, don't you feel very happy?"

Helanting said: "Yes, I won't feel guilty. I want to watch you die! I will feel very happy, I'm treating you like this."

I understood her heart, because I hurt her, which hurt her body for a lifetime, and not long after I checked it out, she hated me more and more during this period, but she couldn't do anything to me, so she pushed me into the prison area and wanted to see me die, at least she didn't feel so guilty. She herself was also in conflict. She wanted to die while thinking about me, but she didn't want me to die. She hated me and loved me. Although she didn't know what kind of love it was, at least she couldn't bear to die.

I said, "I really didn't expect it to cause such great harm to you."

Helanting said: "After finishing my work, I will go abroad and use cutting-edge medical technology to give it a try. If it doesn't work, I will definitely kill you! You can run away quickly. Don't be here, I will not be able to resist attacking you."

I said, "I will always be here. If you really want to kill me, I am willing to let you kill me, but it is impossible to let me commit suicide by myself."

Helanting picked up the teacup on the table, finished drinking it, and said, "Then you wait for death."
Chapter completed!