Chapter 2087(1/2)
Chapter 2137
Unexpectedly, after Xiao Mango broke up with me, she had a new boyfriend so soon.
This made me wonder if the love she kept saying to me, is her love real?
Little Mango looked at me and said, "Are you disappointed?"
I said, "I don't believe it."
Little Mango said: "Believe it or not, it's true."
I asked, "Really?"
She said: "Really."
It seems, it is true.
I said, "Leaving so resolutely, looking for a boyfriend, looking for him so quickly, haha, is my love for me true?"
Little Mango said, "I think this is fate."
I felt even more uncomfortable when I listened.
I said, "He is good to you."
Little Mango said, "He treats me very well, but I don't love him."
I nodded and said, "Since I don't love you, why are you with him? Do you want to forget me with this?"
Little Mango said, "Don't think too much, it's not a problem. Do you know why I'm hiding from you?"
I said, "Don't you just want to hide from me?"
Little Mango said, "I am hiding from you, because when I see you, I feel pain, but after that, when I see you, I feel pain no longer."
I said, "Well, you let it go so quickly. It seems that I don't plan to forgive me anymore. After you leave, I'll keep looking for you."
Little Mango said, "I told me all the peppers."
I went to hold her hand: "Then why can't we start again?"
She broke free from my hand and said, "Don't say this, it's impossible."
I said, "Why? You don't love him."
Little Mango said, "I won't leave him. But we can, yes."
She hesitated.
I asked, "What can I do."
She said, "You can be intimate."
I thought she was joking, but I didn't expect her to hold my hand.
I walked forward and I asked, "What you said is to be intimate, how can you be intimate?"
She held my hand and said, "It's so intimate."
I asked, "I'm not afraid that your boyfriend will know."
Little Mango said, "Not afraid, he listens to me in everything. I know you want to be with me just to have fun. Do you know? I think the right choice I made is to leave you."
I said, "So I made you feel so bad."
She said, "It's not that you are bad, it's that you don't love me. I'm by your side, longing for your love. You are with me, not because of love, I'm with him, nor because of love, I just get some of the things I want, dependence, sex, and enjoy this feeling of being taken care of."
I said, "He treats you very well, this is what you want."
She said, "You love that woman. Once she calls you, you will pass immediately. I understand this feeling, like, now I hold your hand and see you, I can't walk. I can't control myself."
She continued quietly.
I said to Little Mango, "I really have nothing to do with her."
What we are talking about is Helanting.
Little Mango said, "Yes, I believe, nothing happened to you, but you have her in your heart."
Her cell phone rang, she took out her cell phone, and I saw that the phone was displayed: Dear.
A man's voice asked her when she would go back, and she said she went back and hung up the phone.
Little Mango said, "My boyfriend asked me to go back."
I said oh, not sure what to say.
Little Mango said, "Then I'm going back."
I said, "Then, okay."
I asked Anan to arrange a car to take her back.
When she got into the car, I couldn't help asking, "Will you still meet me?"
Little Mango said, "It depends on the situation."
After Hei Mingzhu dealt with Li Ruoya and the people from the Four-League, she repeatedly warned us, her subordinates to pay attention to their own safety, especially when going out.
So I also try to minimize going out.
Who made me offend so many people? Even in prison, there are so many people who want to kill me?
As soon as I go out now, it’s not OK to not bring a bodyguard.
Originally, I should have stayed in prison every day because prison is the safest place, but there is no way. There are usually many things outside, so I have to go outside to see a shop or something.
My biggest shortcoming is that I can't stand loneliness.
Little Mango came to me and said she wanted to treat me to a meal.
After meeting again, she couldn't help but find me.
Although she has a boyfriend, she still has no love for me.
And I also fantasized that she could split up with her boyfriend and followed me.
However, when I mentioned this during the meal, Xiao Mango clearly rejected me, saying that if I said anything else, she would leave immediately if I wanted her to break up with her boyfriend.
It seems, very determined.
I won't mention this, but what's our point like?
If something really happens or is intimate, then what is it? It's a matter of living together.
That was doing something shameful on her boyfriend.
But I don't want this.
Little Mango looked at me and said, "You seem to mind."
I said, "Of course I don't want the people in my arms to share with others."
Little Mango said: "I think so too. People are selfish, especially women. Do you know how uncomfortable I was before?"
I said, "I understand how you feel."
Little Mango said, "But you can't empathize."
I said, "Yes."
Little Mango said: "If you don't want to, then forget it. We will go our own way in the future and live our own lives well without affecting each other."
I said, "Sorry, I really can't share a woman with others. I think I can't stand it. Moreover, I feel sorry for him. Do you think you are worthy of doing this?"
She said, "I'm sorry."
I asked, "Then why not give up one of them."
She said, "Then I can only give up on you."
I asked, "Does it have to be like this?"
She said, "He is really kind to me. He will marry me, will you?"
I said, "Why, I won't."
I'm not confident enough.
She said: "No matter how time changes, no matter who appears, he is such an honest person, I think he will be kind to me in his life. Isn't a woman's whole life just to find such a good man? Although she doesn't love her, she knows that this is the backing she wants, the backing she wants for the rest of her life, and she has a stable and secure sense of security. Maybe it will be boring, maybe it will be dull, maybe it will be dull, but it is like an ordinary house of your own. Although it is not gorgeous, not stunning, not magnificent, it is your own nest."
I understand that what the man gave him was to be kind to her and a sense of security that he never left her.
And I was the one she felt she couldn't hold. She felt afraid of losing me at any time, and people hated this feeling.
However, this erratic inconsistency brought her great excitement, and she wanted to have it even more. Even if it was just a fleeting short-term possession, what she could not obtain or conquer was the best.
Little Mango said: "If one day the person you love is willing to be with you, I believe you will jump into her arms like me now without hesitation. This is the insecurity you give me, and I am afraid of losing it."
I said, "Oh, yes, people are afraid of losing."
Little Mango said: "Since you can't accept me like this, let's forget it, I won't look for you again in the future."
I said, "Okay."
To be continued...