Originally, I had already planned to break up with Helanting completely, and I didn't want to expect anything from her.

I don't want to ask for anything.

It's even less likely to expect her to change anything.

But who knows that she is still so jealous of me, and she still likes me. If she didn't like it very deeply, she would never be so jealous.

But after all, she developed a strange temperament since she was a child. She was very stubborn and would never bow her head. She was spoiled and had a princess temper. It was impossible for her to admit defeat. She would never admit defeat in this life. Only by being jealous can she maintain a love life like this.

I can't bear it even if I'm jealous and can't help but resolutely kill this negative emotion in my body. This is Helanting.

Hei Mingzhu is much more sensible than her. Although she is also a proud and arrogant person, she has been trained in the military camp since she was a child and has been in the battlefield in the mud. She can be spoiled when she should be spoiled, and she can be spoiled when she should be spoiled.

When two people get along, comfort is the most important thing. Since you can’t give me comfort, I can only find someone who gives me comfort.

Besides, Hei Mingzhu is not that bad compared to Helanting. If you say it’s pretty, Helanting is definitely the most beautiful. Hei Mingzhu is not bad at all. They have their own strengths. He has his own figure, which is quite exciting. Hei Mingzhu and I are more in tune with each other, which is the most important thing.

She knows how to give in.

She gave me a way out and made her feel comfortable with each other.

Hei Mingzhu asked me, "What are you thinking?"

I said, "Oh, no."

Hei Mingzhu said, "I miss her."

I said, "I miss you."

She said, "I'm in front of you, do you need to think about it? A liar."

I said, "Well, a liar. Suddenly, you are so beautiful tonight."

She shook her show and said, "I'm always beautiful."

I said, "Well, right? You'll be so pretty just praising you, and you'll be bad."

She said, "Bad? Beat you."

I said, "Look, this bad temper will be reduced by another ten."

She said, "Okay, how many points are now?"

I said, "It's barely enough to be fifty-nine, but for your gentleness, I'll give you a point, just sixty, and I passed the exam."

She reached out and pinched me: "Pass! I'm sixty?"

I said, "Beat someone! I'll deduct sixty."

She was playing with me.

After drinking it almost, I looked at her charming and mature look and asked: "Are you really only twenty years old?"

Her eyes were distracted: "What if it is?"

I said, "I am too mature and my mind is mature."

Hei Mingzhu said: "You mean I should be a little naive, right? The world is so chaotic, who will I show you?"

She put her hands on the table and dragged them down. She looked at me, looking like a little girl. From this perspective, she looked quite like Zhou Haimei.

Too beautiful.

I laughed, she became humorous, which was quite interesting.

After drinking it almost, it's time to go to bed.

I have the intention of sleeping in the same bed with her, but it seems that I always feel uncomfortable.

It's Helanting.

Still Helanting.

Black Mingzhu was so cool that she walked around and tilted, so she walked directly to her room without saying anything to say goodbye to me.

Entering the room, slamming the door.

I was also a little dizzy and took a few steps.

But I saw a familiar figure sitting on the other side of the deck looking at the stars?

Look at the sea and the stars?

A little cool.

I couldn't help but walk over.

I sat beside her and looked at her. She just looked at the stars and ignored me.

I lit a cigarette, and sat silently without saying a word.

After drinking, it’s quite comfortable to have a breather.

She took a bottle of beer from the side and took a sip.

She is drinking too?

She took a sip, put down the beer bottle, I took it over, and took a sip.

It was just to drink with the beer she had drunk.

After drinking, I leaned against the wall behind.

Looking at the starry sky, I closed my eyes, blew the wind, and woke up halfway.

If she doesn't speak, I plan to stop talking.

However, she still spoke.

She said, "You are together."

I said, "That's true, not counting."

She said, "Many times, I envy her."

I said, "What do you envy? You have such good conditions, but you still have to envy her."

Helanting said: "There is no pressure, she doesn't have to do anything."

I asked, "Then do you have to do it?"

Helanting said: "Yes, you must do it. If I don't do it, there will be many good people who will die, including my relatives and friends."

I said, "I can understand that when I was in prison, I used to be like this whenever I saw people around me falling down and unable to hold on. I also had this belief. I didn't make money or power, but just for them, my people, friends, and comrades around me."

Helanting said: "She can live a free and easy life. She is not about doing what she can do, but about not doing what she doesn't want to do."

I nodded and admitted that what she said made sense.

I said, "If you pass this hurdle, you will be free?"

She said, "I don't know."

I said, "It's not over yet. After passing this hurdle, the next hurdle will be waiting for you. There are endless people to catch, and countless criminals to catch."

She didn't say anything.

I said, "Is this true? That's why you don't even have the courage and freedom to pursue love."

She said: "Sometimes, I also want to remove all the burden on me. I can bear this weight. I can bear it no matter how heavy it is, but it has lost too much."

I said, "Lost time, loss of entertainment, loss of happiness, loss of freedom."

She said: "I don't even have room to pursue love."

I said, "I think you have it, but you are afraid of being hurt, and you can't lower your head. What I want to tell you is the feeling you make me feel. You are always high above you, you are like a god in the sky, not in the world, you always have a commanding tone to me. At work, I can be your subordinate, but in love, can't you be a little woman?"

She doesn't speak.

I bravely expressed the bad emotions she made me feel in front of her.

I said, "Maybe you think, oh, talking about feelings means children playing house. But love, love is two childish children playing house, intimacy, love, joking, and acting cute, nothing, how can it be love?"

She was silent.

I said, "You said you don't have time and energy. Have you been exhausted in the previous relationship? You can always squeeze out time to meet and have a meal, at least you can get information, and you don't reply for ten days and half a month. This makes me feel that you don't love me, and I haven't ignited your heart. Sometimes, I really want to hear you say that you don't love me, and that at least makes me feel that you are honest with me."

She still didn't answer the conversation.

It is undeniable that I still have beautiful expectations for her in my heart.

But her personality is difficult to change. Do I still need to look forward to it?

I should curb my own expectations.

I sat up and prepared to leave.

But she grabbed me and looked at me.

When I turned to look at her, she hurriedly let go and looked forward and didn't look at me.

I stood up.

She shouldn't let go of her arrogant self-esteem, and I should admit that she really doesn't love me that much.
To be continued...