I pretended to sleep and ignored Helanting and would coax her later.

After about ten minutes, she probably wanted me to coax her, so I sat up and gently hugged her from behind.

She pried my hand apart.

Not very hard.

The arrogant Mr. He is interesting.

I kissed her face and she gave in.

The two lay down and faced each other for a while, and she turned around.

I hugged her, said nothing, and went straight into the subject state.

We haven't been together like this for months.

She said she was afraid of getting pregnant.

I have already caused her to get pregnant, but after she got rid of her, she couldn't stand it. Fortunately, she has been taking care of her since then, and she has also treated her to recuperate when she went abroad. Pregnancy and having children is not a problem.

I didn't think so much, I just wanted to be pregnant, and I just wanted to be pregnant.

Afterwards, I hugged her and said, "I'll be born when I'm pregnant."

She said, "No."

I asked, "Why not."

She said, "I didn't say I want to marry you."

I said, "Because I haven't proposed to you yet."

She said, "It's not okay to propose, I won't marry."

I said, "By the way your mother told me that I want me to have a child with you."

She said: "She was afraid that I would have a child when I was old, and she was worried that I would go through life and death all day long, and that I would be in danger of my life. She thought that after I had a child, the child would be a hindrance, so I wouldn't come out."

I said, "Have your mom talked to you?"

She said, "I can see it."

I thought to myself, it was Helanting, she knew everything, and her mother could not hide anything she wanted.

She asked me, "Did my mother ask you to have a child with me first and talk about the wedding later."

I said, "Okay, you know it all."

She said, “Can we have children now?”

I don't know if she is referring to our emotional state instability, or whether we are in a special dangerous period of instability and cannot have children.

I said, "Do you want to?"

She said, "I'm so busy now, I can't do it if I don't come out."

I breathed a sigh of relief, it seemed that the instability of my emotional state that I was worried about did not exist.

I said, "What if there is one?"

She said, "Then let's be born."

I said, "Yeah, OK."

She said: "But if you have something to do and have to be busy, you can only take care of your children."

I frowned: "Do you have to run out in person?"

She said, "I don't want to, but there is no way."

I said, "What if something happens to you, what will happen to the child."

She said, "You raise it, you take it. Sometimes I feel very happy to see you play with the girls around you."

I asked, "Are you not jealous? Why are you happy?"

She said: "If something really happened to me, at least you won't be so sad."

I said, "Bah, what do you say, how come you will be wrong. To be honest, don't always charge yourself in the future, it's really dangerous."

She said: "Impossible."

It seems that I can't persuade her, so I can't persuade her.

And her job really can't prevent her from going out.

She said, "Stay and get up early tomorrow."

She turned her head and I hugged her from behind.

It was past six o'clock and it was already dawn.

The fire was left with only a few fiery red charcoal left by large wood.

The clothes were all dry, so I got up to put on my clothes, and Helanting washed her face by the river.

The rain has stopped.

The sky is dark and it may rain at any time. The emerald green hills on both sides of the river are shrouded in clouds and mist, and the scenery is quite beautiful.

I went to the riverside, looked at the turbid surface, and said, "The river water has soared. Fortunately, I was lucky enough to save my life last night. Otherwise, I would have died in this river and I might not even be able to retrieve the body."

Helanting looked at the river, thinking about something.

Last night she said she was happy to see me having fun with other women because something happened to her at least I wouldn't be so sad.

Maybe what she was thinking about now was what would I do if I had died in the river last night.

Seeing that his boyfriend was having fun with other women, he was jealous and happy. There was only Helanting, the only person in the world.

Love itself is selfish. Falling in love with someone, I just want to have this person intact. But in Helanting, there is one more thing about love, which is helpless selflessness beyond selfishness. Because she herself knows that she may sacrifice at any time, she will think about some aspects of selflessness in love.

I don't want her to have anything to do, but she always runs out to charge. I have to say that this really increases her chances of being in danger.

I said, "What do you think?"

She looked at me and said, "I missed why you saved me last night, which made me feel soft. I wanted to break up with you, but I couldn't get a breakup."

I said, "You really have such an idea?"

She asked me, "That's not as good as your wish, and you'll be happy. Let's go with Liu Zhihui, Hei Mingzhu, and a bunch of troublesome spirits."

I said, "Oh my little princess, I started to knock down the jealous jar when I woke up early."

She said, "Who is jealous of you?"

I hugged her from behind, looked at the beautiful scenery in front of me, and said, "It would be great if we could be idle and light. Find a place like this, build a bungalow, build a fish pond, grow some vegetables, and live like this every day, and you don't have to worry about anything."

Helanting said: "Is it possible?"

I said, "It's possible. The scenery is pretty good, but the river water is too turbid."

Helanting said: "Sometimes I miss us when we are abroad."

I said, "Well, so do I."

How happy that time was. I didn’t think about anything every day, just read books, learn to study, and have dinner, walks and sleep together at night.

Walking around Helanting in that picturesque school, we would sit by the riverside at dusk in the school and watch the slowly flowing rivers sparkling in the sun.

Sometimes there is some music in the school, and the most impressive thing is the country music at dusk.

And that reappeared yesterday.

She said, "Those?apy?times."

I smiled and said, "I thought of that song too."

You said that the clouds dyed the sky, and who would you enjoy the flowers blooming on the streets? Later, the smoke and willows were dark, and the water in the middle of the lake was unparalleled.

I said, "I will follow you wherever you go in the future. Let's die together. I feel at ease with you by my side. Wherever you are, there are beautiful scenery."

She said, "I don't want you to follow."

I said, "Are you worried that I will die with you?"

She said: "A meaningless sacrifice."

From the perspective of interests, if something happens to her and dies with her, it will be a meaningless sacrifice, a vain sacrifice.

I said, "Sacrifice is to sacrifice, and it's better to die with you."

She said: "It sounds nice to be sweet, but from the perspective of war, this is a childish word for children. Don't follow him again in the future, do you know?"

When fighting, the most important thing is to live and live.

As a general who leads the team, her most important mission is not to win big battles, but to sacrifice less.

I didn't say anything.

She said, "Don't do these stupid things with anger. You and I know what we are facing. When you need you, I will tell you that no matter who we are, it is very important."

I said, "Okay."
To be continued...