Before they knew it, both of them drank a little too much.

An Baijing said he envied me, but I said he envied An Baijing.

An Baijing said I envy you for the many women around you, the romantic and the colorful flags fluttering.

I said I envy An Baijing for your stable family, obedient children, virtuous wife, caring for your husband and children, and having a happy life.

An Baijing slapped the table: "You are really in a blessing and don't know how many men want to be like you."

I said, "Brother, I have a hidden secret."

An Baijing said: "What is hard to say? Let's talk about it. You are Helanting, who has all the appearance, ability, courage, talent, courage, connections, ability, and all the advantages. She is better than many women in the world, and there are Black Pearl, Liu Zhihui, and what, who else is here?"

I said, "Actually, I wanted to be honest, at that time, I just wanted to spend my whole life with Helanting. Later, I found that it was impossible for me to live with Helanting only, so as to abandon He Mingzhu and Liu Zhihui, regardless of the two of them."

An Baijing blinked and asked me why.

I said, "I have no way to abandon them at all. I cannot abandon them. I cannot abandon them. I cannot abandon them. These two women, one of whom gave birth to me, Hei Mingzhu had Jenny. Hei Mingzhu's closest family and closest family are Uncle Dong. Uncle Dong died and died of old age. Then their family was ambushed while worshiping Uncle Dong. The guard died and the nanny aunt died. These were their family members, and Zhang Zi was injured. Apart from Zhang Zihei Mingzhu and Jenny, there was no family, only me, only our family, Hei Mingzhu's family. How could I give up her?"

"And Liu Zhihui, except me, has no friends, no relatives, and no people to be close to. In this world, I am actually the only spiritual pillar for her to survive."

An Baijing asked me: "I just don't understand. Liu Zhihui is so smart, why don't he make friends, make boyfriends, expand his circle of friends, spread his connections, and make his life rich and colorful. Instead, he will only follow you, only you in his eyes, only you in his heart, only you in his heart, only love you, and only willing to play with you alone, why?"

I said, "There is no colder at a high place. For people like her, they don't want to make friends and don't want to make friends. Getting close to her is just like me and Helanting at the time. They rely entirely on fate and character, and the time and place are in accumulating more and more subtle feelings, and later they become like this."

An Baijing said, "I understand that after hearing what you said, I can't give up. So why are you planning to marry them?"

I said, "I am thinking that I will marry Helanting, and then I will continue to take care of these two women, take care of Hei Mingzhu and Liu Zhihui. I can become confidants with them, become close friends, and become a family, but I cannot be involved in love with them."

An Baijing said: "Forget it, you, the deepest emotional line between you and them is love. Without love? How could there be no love?"

I was silent for a moment and said, "Okay, I don't deceive myself. Indeed, I have love for them, love for love, family love, and friendship. I can't abandon them, can't, can't."

An Baijing asked, "They still treat you like this even though they know you have Helanting."

I said, "Emotion is actually very mysterious. Even though I know that doing this is wrong, I can't suppress myself from doing this. Like Liu Zhihui, she is so smart that she wants to love others. She can't love them, she can't love them at all. She doesn't bother to talk about love and meet anyone again."

Regarding this, Liu Zhihui is even better than Zhu Lihua. Zhu Lihua will at least not completely block her inner world. Liu Zhihui has completely blocked her heart and no one can go in.

I rubbed my temples and said, "I can't give up at all. If I give up Liu Zhihui, she will die. How can I give up Black Pearl and Black Pearl and take care of the child?"

An Baijing didn't know what to say.

After a while, he patted my shoulder and said, "It seems that I have some misunderstandings about you before."

I said, "Helanting's subordinates all say that I am not worthy of Helanting. I think I am a scumbag, not a scumbag. I understand it very well in my heart. If Helanting tells a hundred people about this, one hundred people will say a word. Will this kind of boyfriend keep it for the New Year if he doesn't break up?"

An Baijing said: "If you say so, now Liu Zhihui and Hei Mingzhu don't have much thoughts about you, they just have to follow you, have no requirements for you, don't care about status, don't care about who is around you, right?"

I nodded: "That's true."

An Baijing asked: "So, what about Helanting? What about Helanting? Does she know what happened between you and these women?"

I said, "Helanting, Helanting is such a smart person, how could she not know? But I always told her what I really thought. Uncle Lei has been helping me enlighten her."

An Baijing asked: "What to enlighten me?"

I said, "Let her accept the fact that I have other women."

An Baijing said: "It's not good to do this."

I said, "I know it's not good, but I can't change it. When I think about Liu Zhihui Hei Mingzhu being lonely, I feel uncomfortable."

An Baijing said: "Can Helanting accept it? The key is Helanting. If President He accepts it, everything will be easy to say."

I originally wanted to tell An Baijing that Helanting was pregnant, but when I was about to leave, I would rather let it go. Helanting didn't want others to know about this.

I said, "It seems that she is not very happy at the moment."

An Baijing said: "Who is willing to let go? She is now tolerant of you."

I said, "Yes, but if I do something else, such as something more excessive, then I don't know how she will treat me."

An Baijing said, "Oh, this matter is difficult to resolve."

I said, "So I've been upset, I feel uncomfortable in my dreams, and I've been entangled in my dreams. What should I do and what should I do."

An Baijing said: "Let it go with the flow, don't think so much, what you should do. No matter how you choose or do it, it will hurt another person. If you are kind to Helanting, you will hurt other women. If you are kind to other women, you will hurt Helanting. But if you think about it from another perspective, why are they so infatuated with you? It's not that you can't let go of them and can't bear to give up on them being lonely."

I said, "I guess it's right."

After talking a lot, I unknowingly thought that I could only drink half a bottle of white wine for one person, but I got it later.

One bottle per person is enough to make me drunk.

When I was sent home, I didn't know how to come back yet.

In a daze, she took out her cell phone and called Helanting. When she heard my voice, she asked, "Drunk?"

I said, "I drank some wine with An Baijing and accidentally drank high."

Helanting said, "Are you okay?"

I said, "I'm dizzy, dizzy, but I haven't vomited yet. Don't worry. Where are you now, I miss you."

Helanting said: "At my parents' place, I just finished chatting with my mother and lay down. I can't get over. She will go with me tomorrow morning to burn incense."

I said, "Oh, okay."

She said: "Don't come out to meet An Baijing in the future, and you have something to say on the phone. If you meet too much, his situation will be dangerous."

I said, "I know, he told me just now. Then let's do this first, I, I'll go to bed."

She said yes, she had to rest early, and she hung up the phone.

After hanging up the phone, I couldn't sleep and flipped through WeChat with my phone.

It turned to Liu Zhihui.

I couldn't help but send it to Liu Zhihui, are you asleep?

After a minute, she replied that there was no.

I sent it, what are you doing?

She replied, reading.

I called directly.

Neither of them spoke. After calming for about two minutes, I said, "Are you listening?"

She said, "Listen."

I said, "Just want to hear your voice."

She said, "Oh, OK."

I said, "You say a few words."

She said, "What are you talking about?"

I said, "It's good to say anything."

She smiled slightly and said, "Have you drunk?"

I said, "I've drunk it, and I miss you very much after I drink it."

She said, "Then you drink more and miss me more."

I was so happy that I said, "You are not afraid that I will die of drinking."

She said, "Scared."

I said, "Then you let me drink more."

She said, "Because you will look for me."

I said, "I will look for you more in the future. I have too many things recently and can't get out of it. I have to do too many things. I want you to come back, but it is not realistic at the moment. If you come back, you are inconvenient to move, not free, and there are dangers. But I hope you will come back to help me and help me deal with many troubles."

She said, "Is it a matter of chasing the murderer?"

I said, "Yes, our enemies are very powerful and at the moment, and it is very high, so it is difficult for us to deal with."

She said: "Be careful, call me if you have something to do, and you can't stay here."

I said, "Okay. You have nothing to do recently. Is that handsome guy who has a mine in his family still looking for you?"

She said, "I ignored him, and he slowly gave up."

I said, "Oh, that's it."

She said, "You don't worry about me following others."

I said, "You don't know what I think. I hope you follow others, but I'm afraid you really follow others."

She said: "Then don't pretend to be generous. There is nothing wrong with being selfish."

I said, "I got it, it's very late. I'm going to rest. I'm dizzy."

She said, "Drink some honey water."

I said, "Let's talk about it tomorrow, go to bed, good night."

She didn't say anything more.

After hanging up the phone for a while, she sent me a message asking me to drink some honey water, some vinegar, and get up tomorrow morning to eat some fruits, pears, oranges, etc.

If it were other men, like Liu Zhihui, they wouldn't bother to pay attention to it. Looking at this message, I felt warm in my heart.
Chapter completed!