The stubborn Xue Mingmei looked at the sea and looked at me, and there was sadness in her eyes.

Yes, everyone will die, but who can truly face death with laughter.

It’s hard to part, I’m reluctant to leave.

I said, "Don't worry, I won't let you die."

She said, "Are you the King of Hell?"

I said, "You must have this determination."

She said, "I'm not afraid of death, I just can't bear to leave you."

I said, "I can't bear to leave you either. By the way, does he know that, your boyfriend?"

She said, "He doesn't know either."

I said strangely, "You don't even say him?"

She said, "I don't say anyone, I've told you, and I don't want anyone to know."

I said, "Why are you doing this?"

She said, "I just don't want people to see my ugly appearance."\0

I was silent for a moment.

I asked, "Then you came out with me like this, have you ever thought about his feelings?"

Xue Mingmei said, "I will be nice to him and compensate him, so don't worry. You don't need to consider this for me. I know what I do, but I just want to do it. If I don't have morality, I don't have morality. If I like it, that's it."

I sighed a long time.

Xue Mingmei said, "Love is the soul of a woman."

I remained silent and looked into the distance.

Just one day passed again.

At night, I was worried about something wrong with Xue Mingmei, so I asked the two doctors to move to the next room with emergency equipment and even oxygen tubes. Then, I installed a simple bed beside Xue Mingmei's room, brought a quilt and pillow, and slept beside her bed.

If something happens to her, I can take care of her.

Xue Mingmei leaned against the head of the bed and looked at the book.

After a while, she asked me, "Is it necessary to install a bed?"

I said, "I'm not worried about something wrong with you. I'm so convenient for you to take care of you."

She said, "Come on, you can't sleep in my bed, are you afraid that I will eat you?"

I read her for a while, she put the book down, then turned around, got into the quilt, and turned off the light.

In the room, there was darkness.

I touched the dark and got into her bed, which was very warm and fragrant.

I hugged her from behind.

After a moment, she turned around and faced me in the darkness.

Gentle, gentle, like raindrops, her kiss gently touched...

silence.

calm.

peaceful.

Maybe everything is natural, maybe everything is destined, everything is like the past, everything is not like before.

Finally I understood what those words she said in the evening that she took the initiative to pester me.

She would ask me how much position she occupies in my heart, me and the women around me.

She would ask, if one day she died, would I forget her, and would I still remember her.

She was tired, and I was tired, and she heard a uniform breathing sound and she fell asleep.

But I can't sleep.

I got up and went out. I knew it was not good to smoke and drink, but at this time, I wanted to smoke one cigarette and two cans of beer.

Arrived on the deck and sat quietly there smoking and drinking.

Love is her soul.

To me, that's not the case.

I don't know what I was thinking when she kissed her. I just thought, as long as she was happy, as long as she was happy.

Reject? How can you bear it?

I'm sorry to Helanting if I do this.

But, in the face of life and death, the other things that can be considered are too small and too indifferent.

In any case, Xue Mingmei and I have experienced life and death. If this is her long-cherished wish, I don’t want her to die regretfully.

Late at night, I called Helanting at this point.

Helanting asked me what was wrong and if something was wrong.

I said, "I want to talk to you about something."

She asked me "What?"

I said, "I just learned today that Xue Mingmei had cancer and spread. According to her, there may not be much time."

Helanting said, "How could this happen?"

I said, "I don't know either."

Helanting said, "That's why she pestered you, followed you to sea, and wanted to spend the last time with you."

I said, "It's true, I, I'm quite worried about you."

She said, "I'm fine, I can understand. That's the woman you saved with your life. She has shared hardships and life and death with you."

I felt a little sorry for her. Yes, there is more than the only woman who has shared hardships and life and death with me.

I said, "I want to ask you to contact which hospital is better for cancer treatment, and then let her go."

Helanting said, "Okay."

I said, "But the problem is a little nervous at the moment. I originally planned to set off tomorrow and the next day, but I guess it seems that the other party is still searching on the sea, so I think it's best to stay for two or three days, but I'm worried that if her disease occurs, it will still be something, and I can't stand it."

Helanting was silent.

I said, "But if you set out rashly, the chances of being searched by the other party will be very high."

Helanting said, "For the safety of all of you, I will stay for a few days. I will send our people to walk along the way as a merchant ship to see if the other party has searched."

I said, "This is good, this is a good idea."

Helanting said, "I'll let them set out now, you can rest early."

I said, "Okay, thank you for your hard work, old."

I wanted to say to my wife, I love you, but before I finished speaking, she had already hung up the phone.

"Smoke again?"

At some point, Xue Mingmei stood behind me.

I wiped out the smoke and asked, "Why are you getting up?"

She said, "Wake up."

She sat next to me, took the bottle on my table and took a sip of the wine.

I said, "You, can you drink alcohol when you take medicine?"

She said "No."

I said, "Then do you still drink?"

She took another big sip.

I really convinced her.

I snatched the beer bottle from her hand, if it really makes me look like three long and two short...

She walked over, sat on my stool, leaned against me, and looked up at the stars.

The starry sky is full of stars, the waves are calm, hitting the islands and reefs, the sound is beautiful and the cool breeze is gentle, as if we are really here for vacation?

It's like a couple on vacation.

Xue Mingmei said, "I have heard everything you said to Helanting just now."

I said, "You came out with me?"

She said, "You just arrived and you happened to be calling. Thank you, thank you."
To be continued...