Xue Mingmei said: "What can you do if you have one more day, one less day, one more month, one less month, one more year, one less year, what can you do if you have one less day?"

I scolded, "Damn, everyone wants to go out early, it's okay to go out early! You're good, you're like a fool, waiting for death! Waiting for old age! You know you're still very young! When you go out, you're not in your thirties at most. What's wrong with you in your thirties? Look at many celebrities, female celebrities in their forties and fifties, they're only so young at that time! Have you been here for a long time and really don't want to go out? All the edges of life are wiped out by the despair here, and all your confidence in life is gone? Don't do this, Xue Mingmei!"

She looked at me and said, "After thirty, more than thirty, what else can I do? What else can I get back? What else can I get back?"

I said, "Save it back! You should start a new life, don't look back, look forward, time flows forward, we can only walk forward, forget yesterday, and start over! You are so smart, after you go out, you can easily make money and live a good life, meet someone you love, he also loves you, a beautiful lifelong marriage, there are even many boys and girls, the family is happy until old, and children and grandchildren are all over the hall."

When I said this, I felt a little uncomfortable.

I feel very uncomfortable thinking about Xue Mingmei who is so beautiful Xue Mingmei and the charming Xue Mingmei will fall into someone's arms.

But this is a helpless life. Now I am not as inferior as before. I am very confident, but so what? Xue Mingmei goes out. Will someone like her still choose me? If she really chooses me, can my family accept her? I can really accept Xue Mingmei, who is older than me, has been to jail, and has stains that cannot be erased for the rest of her life?

Reality is very realistic. Even if we break through layers of shackles, how much we can do to truly achieve happiness.

Not to mention it too far, I am throwing me out to wash my car, pets, and dishes now. I am completely unacceptable and don’t want to do it at all. I want to die.

Xue Mingmei smiled helplessly and said to herself: "Children and grandchildren are happily around their knees. Imagination is always so beautiful."

I said, "Stop talking nonsense! I found that you are a good person, but sometimes you are too philosophical. You have too many things in your dog-headed dog mind, too far, too desperate, and you don't want to live every second of the moment! I'll report you to you, and you will give it to me even if you die! I'll pay the money."

Xue Mingmei said: "No, I won't go."

I clenched my fists: "I really want to beat you!"

Xue Mingmei asked, "Give me a cigarette."

I lit a cigarette for her and also a cigarette myself.

The wine is over.

I hid the bottle in my clothes.

She asked, "If I go out, will you marry me?"

I was stunned for a moment.

Do I want to tell the truth?

I don't want to marry her.

If she is honest, will she be less confident in the future? If she tells lies, will she really want to marry me?

I said hesitantly: "I, I, maybe."

She saw through my thoughts at a glance and said, "I won't even lie. If I were you, I would say of course! If I go out in the future, you can't marry me."

After saying that, she laughed herself.

I rubbed my face and said, "I don't know what to say, but you think carefully. Money is not a problem, I will help you solve it. Did you see Ding Ling? What did she look like when she was here? How did she look like after she went out?"

Xue Mingmei asked, "Have you ever found a girl Ding Ling?"

I said, "Haha, if I don't look for her, it's better not to disturb her life. Her status is very high now, and the people around me are not on the same channel or level as me. Although there is no requirement for a certain status for making friends, I have too many people to look for her and I always feel that I am not worthy of it."

Xue Mingmei said: "It's better to disturb her less. Please let her see me less."

I said, "Okay, okay, don't mention anything else. I'll report it to you and you can rehearse it for me!"

Xue Mingmei fiddled with her hair and said, "Which woman are you doing this?"

I said, "There are also Bingbing and Li Shanna. They have all given me a lot of benefits. It's not like you, but money, haha. I'll go find them later."

Xue Mingmei said, "Go."

I said, "You go up to me now! Otherwise I will really beat you up!"

Xue Mingmei smiled.

I went to find Bingbing, and I haven't seen her for a long time. I brought something, but I know that she was actually extremely inconvenient to move because the group of people were still eyeing her and trying to kill her.

I'll go in after I come.

When I met Bingbing, she might have had a much better look because she lived here than the female prison cells there.

After I greeted her, I said I hadn't seen her for a long time, so I came to see her.

Bingbing said thank you to me.

After a few greetings with her, I told her that there is such a selection activity in the prison area, and I want to leave her a vacancies or something.

Bingbing said, "Thank you, but do you think it's convenient for me to go?"

I said, "Inconvenient."

Bingbing said, "Then are you still coming to see me?"

I said, "Haha, after all, I can get a reduction in sentence. I know it is inconvenient. No matter how careful I am, I am afraid of danger. Oh, forget it, you should stay well. But if you continue like this, you will know that you will stay until the year of the Monkey and Horse Month."

Bingbing said: "It is better to survive than to die with a coward."

I raised my thumbs up: "As long as I don't die, there will always be a day to make a comeback!"

Leaving Bingbing's side, I went to find Li Shanna.

In such literary and artistic activities, Li Shanna took the lead and everything was easy to do. Without Li Shanna, there would be no leader in the crowd.

Li Shanna is there, no matter the singing and dancing welcoming event, she can play all by herself. After all, she has seen the world, which is different from these shrimps and fish that eat candy.

After meeting Li Shanna, she felt a little embarrassed. I knew it was because of the last time that she felt embarrassed.

But people have physiological needs, just like eating, drinking, defecating, and urinating, it’s not OK to have less.

How to make a woman in her prime lose her needs?

I understand, deeply understand.

I took out my cigarette and asked, "Do you smoke?"

Li Shanna said: "No, thank you."

I lit a cigarette myself and asked, "Do you think smoking ruins my throat?"

Li Shanna said: "That's not the case."

I asked, "What does it mean?"
Chapter completed!