Chapter 1044 The Devil in Your Heart
Seeing that she seemed really angry, Feng Xun hurriedly grabbed her little hand and said earnestly: "Of course not. I know that I am the only one in my little girl!"
"Then what else do you have to worry about?" Xia Chuqi glared at him.
"Maybe it's because I'm too scared..." Feng Xun curled a bitter smile on his lips and sighed in a low voice: "I'm afraid that my emotional disorder will affect our relationship. I'm afraid that you will eventually find out that I may not be a good husband, and I'm even more afraid that your attention will be taken away by other men!"
His lack of security made Xia Chuqi a little amused. Who would have thought that Feng Xun, who was so imposing and unblinking in the face of danger, would have such a lack of security?
But Xia Chuqi understood that he was actually lacking confidence because of the failure of his parents' marriage, and his childhood lacked warmth and care. Therefore, when he met her, when the emotional indifference finally cured, he had such concerns...
"Little girl, you have seen how manic my father looked when he was sick. I always hired a psychological counselor by my side, because I was worried that I would inherit such bipolar disorder one day! In fact, your father stopped us from being together, worried that I had inherited my father's case. I can understand your father's mood, because there is no definite statement in medicine..."
Feng Xun said this and subconsciously held her palm tightly: "Do you know why I recognized you a long time ago, but I dare not tell you about our childhood? I am afraid you will regret it, regret marrying someone like me, and regret marrying a man who indirectly kills your mother and may also inherit bipolar disorder!"
When Xia Chuqi heard so many psychological words to him for the first time, she felt a lot of emotion in her heart. She got up from the chair, walked to him, slowly and firmly stretched out her hands and hugged him.
"Feng Xun, there is no perfect person in this world, nor does it have perfect feelings... We each have their own minor problems, and we also bump into each other on the road of love, misunderstandings, cold wars, and quarrels, but we still love each other. It is precisely this imperfection that seems sincere and real, right?"
Xia Chuqi lowered his head, looked at him sitting on the chair, and continued with a smile: "It is undeniable that when I recovered my memory, I was indeed sad and disappointed. I even had nightmares and dreamed that you were away from me, leaving my mother covered in blood and me..."
She said this, paused and sighed softly: "But later I woke up and recalled our relationship. I knew that those memories were far less important than our companionship with each other now! If you were really the kind of cold-hearted person, you would leave me alone, instead of risking your life to save me! What's more, Kelly's words now prove that there is another reason for my mother's death. You can't blame you at all. Rather than saying that I had hesitated and confused, it would be better to say that I should be glad that I met not other men, but you, who snatched my brother Xun when I was a few years old!"
Her tone became relaxed again, and she blinked at him and smiled sly: "You also understand my personality. I will never regret anything or decision! From the day I married you, I will not regret it! I don't care about other people's husbands, I only know that the husband I want is you, and you are the only one!"
"Little girl..." Feng Xun looked up at her, and a deep emotion appeared on his face that had always been calm, and even his calm and deep eyes had a faint mist.
He wanted to get up and hug her, but her little hand pressed her shoulder.
"Shh, I know what you want to say..." She gently tapped his lips, carefully took the computer away, and then sat directly on him, put her hands on his waist, and smiled brightly at him.
"You have also said that your father's illness is actually caused by your mother's stimulation. No matter whether you have inheritance or not, I will not do anything shameless to stimulate you, so you don't have to worry!"
Feng Xun laughed softly when he heard her say this, nodded and said softly: "Of course I know that you will never be like my mother..."
He mentioned his mother, frowned slightly, and a hint of disgust flashed in his eyes.
Xia Chuqi couldn't see the change in his expression, but he didn't want him to continue thinking about his mother. He turned his face to face him and asked with a funny look: "Then what else do you have to worry about?"
Looking at her clear eyes and bright smile, Feng Xun sighed lowly and said slowly: "Little girl, maybe there is a demon in my heart that has been ready to move, trying to find an opportunity to release it... I don't want to see you talking and laughing with other men, nor do I want to hear you mention other men's names. I am worried that one day I will not be able to control you and tie you to me, so that you can only see me, and let you only laugh with me, but I know that if I do this, I will completely lose you!"
This time it was Xia Chuqi's turn to be silent, and the silence made Feng Xun even worried. This was the first time he had expressed his true thoughts!
He could have suppressed it for a longer time, but he didn't want to continue suppressing it like this!
His little girl always joked that he was jealous, and only he knew how terrible this demon in his heart was, so scary that it was not ordinary jealousy at all!
"Feng Xun..." Xia Chuqi finally spoke slowly after a long silence. He originally wanted to say a few words with a serious expression, but after seeing his tense body, he finally broke his skills. He shook his head and said with a smile: "So you are so small!"
Feng Xun was stunned for a moment, as if he didn't expect her to react like this. Just as he was about to say a few words, Xia Chuqi was already lying on his shoulder with a smile.
"According to what you said, I was probably a lot of jealousy invisibly!"
Seeing that the flowers were shaking, Feng Xun shook his head helplessly, reached out and pinched her waist gently: "Are you happy to see me like this?"
Xia Chuqi nodded first, then shook his head, looked at his helpless and doting gaze, and said seriously: "You should have told me long ago, so you don't have to be stuck in your heart and feel uncomfortable alone... In my eyes, there is no big difference between other men and women. If you don't like it, I can't deal with those men!"
"Little girl, aren't you afraid that you will spoil me like this?" Feng Xun never expected her to say such words. He pinched the tip of her nose and asked in a low voice.
Chapter completed!