When Pedro heard Xia Chuqi talk about her childhood, he felt distressed and was more indignant and frowned and said, "Little mute, you did nothing wrong. Those who dare to slander you should teach you a lesson back so that they can remember the consequences of offending you!"

Just like when he was wandering on the street, the bread he had finally picked was snatched away by an adult vagabond and was beaten and kicked. But in the end, he found a chance to take revenge. On a rainy night, he used the marbles he picked up to spill on the vagabond's road where he was used to begging, causing the vagabond to slip under his feet without any warning, and fell directly from the bridge, falling to death! That was his first revenge, but he was not afraid, those insulting him and hurt him.

Yes, he would keep a record in his heart, strengthen his strength, and slowly settle with the other party! "Pedro, although I was still young at that time, I did teach me a lesson. Once a boy was beaten to the ground and looked for teeth. They all said that I was like a female gangster..." Xia Chuqi shook his head and laughed. She never thought that one day, she would actually talk about her childhood with Pedro! "It's just that they are so cheap, little mute!"

Pedro frowned slightly and said in a deep voice: "Little mute, if it were me, I would make them regret their humble words..." "These are not the point!"

Xia Chuqi saw the blood flashing in his eyes, and quickly interrupted him. He did not want to hear the bloody lessons he taught. He quickly changed the topic back and explained in a low voice: "I just want to tell you that I am not the kind you think. The flowers that grew up in the sun from childhood to adulthood. The me you see and the me in your knowledge are just rare! I also have my own darkness in my heart. I can't be the sunshine that shines on you, nor can I save you..." She used the word "save" because she understood that Pedro's obsession with him, the source

In the desire for sunshine, if his past experience is like a quagmire, then he has always described her as a life-saving straw to save his soul! A man who fights in the dark thorns from the inside, how long he yearns to illuminate his sunshine. Although she has no personal experience, she can understand Pedro's mentality, but she is destined not to be the beacon to guide Pedro! "Little mute--" Pedro murmured, looking straight at Xia Chuqi's eyes, with complex light flashing in his eyes.

He never expected that she would say such words to herself, and even more unexpectedly, she had already seen clearly the obsession in his heart... So she could chat with herself calmly, in fact, to persuade him to give up, and even to belittle herself! When Pedro thought of this, he couldn't help but shake his head and smile bitterly, and sighed in a low voice: "Little mute, in fact, you don't have to deliberately say these words to belittle yourself in order to persuade me to let go. The darkness you said is not worth mentioning to me, and you don't understand what I have experienced..." "I am not belittle myself, but telling you my truth!"

Xia Chuqi smiled faintly, and his eyes sincerely met his scrutiny, with a calm expression: "Pedro, I never want to mention too much of my childhood to others, because there are not many happy memories. In psychological terms, perhaps this is also a sequelae of trauma. The nerve in her mind is too tense, and sooner or later there will be a day of collapse..." She pointed to her temple, and there was a little more self-deprecating in her smile.

Pedro vaguely understood her words, and remembered her reaction when she had been under house arrest and even wanted to force her to own her. Now that she said this, she had clearly told her that if she had forced her to stay by her, she would not be the one he liked! But he was unwilling to give up, why would she collapse if she stayed by her side, and could she have a pure and bright smile when she was with Feng Xun?

"Little mute, tell me why Feng Xun is different?

In some aspects, his sharp means do not belong to me. Will you not collapse if you are by his side?"

Pedro asked in a low voice, clenched his fists.

"Feng Xun... is different..." Xia Chuqi raised his lips slightly, and he raised Feng Xun with his eyebrows a little more vivid: "When I was confused, he gave me guidance, he encouraged me to recognize myself and face me. If you think of me as a beautiful canary that can be raised, then he gave me wings so that I can fly with wings!"

"You're so sure that he will let you fly?"

Pedro's heart gradually sinks. He doesn't believe that Feng Xun will be so generous. However, when Xia Chuqi mentioned Feng Xun, his flying spirit that could not be concealed had already made him understand that he had lost completely! "He has always done this..." Xia Chuqi smiled slightly and whispered: "Maybe he is also jealous, but he has his principles. He will not bind my freedom because of monopoly. He will accompany me to realize my ideals and face any difficulties with me. Without him, there would be no me now!"

She and Feng Xun were like half of their souls, and they became complete when they met each other.

"I can do what you said!"

Pedro said almost without thinking, his voice also increased by several decibels, as if it was covering up the guilt deep in his heart.

Xia Chuqi smiled softly, as if he had seen his hesitation through his eyes, and asked in a low voice: "Pedro, you don't have to lie to me, you don't have to lie to yourself, you can't do it!"

Pedro opened his mouth and wanted to refute it, but found that he could not find anything to refute. He didn't even know what her ideal was, so how could he do it?

"Little mute, this is unfair. He understands you, just because he met you earlier than me..." Pedro shook his head, unwilling to admit the fact that he was eliminated, and whispered.

"It has nothing to do with time. You should know that I have a childhood sweetheart, Brother Mingxuan. He is like my biological brother. We have been together since we were young. He spends much more time with me than Feng Xun, but he doesn't understand me either. Just as my father and brother, he is far less understanding of me than Feng Xun!"

When Xia Chuqi said this, he suddenly smiled: "Soul mates often do not need to be understood for a long time, but they will definitely be the one who understands their hearts the most!"

"So I lost to Feng Xun, no matter what I do..." Pedro said this, looking at her with a heavy gaze, and said with a wry smile: "This is also the purpose of your conversation with me!"
Chapter completed!