Chapter 222 Unforgettable
Lan Yue'er tapped Changfa from time to time, told her a joke from time to time, and pouted from time to time to ask him some inexplicable questions. Changfa thought that everything was attributed to this behavior that a woman only had for the man she liked.
In this way, Changfa only needed to look at Lan Yue'er. Thinking of the past, the two of them could chat for a long time. Changfa looked at the time and it was almost time to leave. He went home and looked at Lan Yue'er, but he didn't want to leave.
"I have to leave. You can stay at home and take good care of yourself." Chang Fa said a few words and was about to leave.
Lan Yue'er nodded gently, stood up and hugged Changfa's waist, as if she was reluctant to let him go.
Changfa understood what she meant, but he thought it would be better to talk about it later! After coming out of Lan Yue'er's house, Changfa's mood was so complicated. When he recalled what happened just now, it was like a dream. No, it should be said that dreaming would not be so exciting.
What bothered Chang Fa the most was that he was completely confused about the relationship between the two. Whether it was a couple or could it be considered as something that had not happened. Chang Fa did not ask, Lan Yue'er did not say that. Both of them liked this vague feeling, but Chang Fa still felt uneasy and always felt strange.
Lan Yue'er said very happily: "Thank you for sending it often. I'm very happy today."
Chang Fa was also very happy. He could see the woman he loved most in his previous life and had a long-cherished wish. Chang Fa left here and returned to his home to see his mother. He hugged his mother excitedly and said happily: "Mom, I finally want to realize my wish."
Changfa's mother didn't know why he was so excited, but she also felt Changfa's ecstasy and was happy for him. Changfa's excitement took a long time to calm down. He felt that his wish was about to be fulfilled, and everything came so easy, and he felt that it was a bit unreal.
Love will not only make women lose their minds, but also men will become sentimental. However, behind the ecstasy, they often feel afraid of losing. They are afraid that everything will disappear tomorrow.
The most critical thing is to ignore the higher dimensions of existence outside the human world.
In order to pursue Lan Yue'er, Changfa arranged various encounters, but Lan Yue'er didn't like it. He sensitively noticed Changfa's scheming, and was very dissatisfied with his deliberate arrangements, and often went the opposite way.
Finally one day, Chang Fa discovered that Lan Yue'er was with someone who looked very much like him back then. He rushed over like crazy. He grabbed the poor boy and asked, "What are you doing? How dare you steal my woman."
Lan Yue'er pulled Changfa away, and Changfa said angrily: "Why did you betray you and I will die for the rest of my life and fall in love with others."
Lan Yue'er said in confusion: "When will I make a private decision with you for the rest of my life? Why don't I know?"
I often have a lot of words to say. It is a matter of my previous life to make a private decision with Lan Yueer, but I really can't say it. In this life, he is much richer than in his previous life, but he is no longer the same as in his previous life. If he changes himself, will Lan Yueer change?
Seeing Lan Yue'er helping the boy up, Chang Fa felt uncomfortable. He said one sentence in a thousand words, Chang Fa said helplessly: "Can you tell me why you like him?"
Lan Yue'er said bravely: "I like him to be honest. Although he is poor, he is ambitious and willing to work hard, which will definitely make me live a happy life."
Chang Fa was stunned and couldn't speak. These words were what Lan Yue'er said in his previous life. Lan Yue'er liked him because of this. After stopping these, he didn't take out the painting in Chang Fa's arms. He lowered his head and fell into silence.
Chang Fa has been pursuing Lan Yue'er, but Lan Yue'er has no feelings for Chang Fa. She really fell in love with a poor boy who looked very much like Chang Fa back then. Chang Fa was rejected by Lan Yue'er.
Chang Fa was upset, why did Lan Yueer reject herself? After she was rejected, she should blame others and be in a depressed state?
What is rejection? Rejection means saying no, not right! No! No! No! No one wants to be rejected by others. Sometimes when rejected, the heart will be cool. Rejection that makes people feel colder than saying no is ignoring and ridicule.
I didn't say no, but the contemptuous look made people feel cold.
It makes your heart chill, but you can't do anything and can't speak. If you can't bear to obey, you will be angry and pissed off with others. No matter what, it will be more than worth the loss.
I like Lan Yue'er, but Lan Yue'er doesn't like him. I was not sad at the moment when I was rejected, and I often felt surprisingly calm. It was like a person who knew it was impossible to hit the south wall, blocked the road and would not move forward any more.
Changfa said with emotion: "I will pay attention to you as usual, but I will carefully hide my feelings and will never unscrupulously reveal how special you are with my friends around me. I will not send you messages and share something with you when I encounter any incidents in my life. I will not send you good nights every day. In fact, I also think I am stupid.
He took out the portrait he had painted for Lan Yue'er, choked up sadly, and silently bid farewell to Lan Yue'er in his heart to the portrait. Tears slid down, wetting the drawing paper. Changfa hurriedly wiped away the tears with his hands, for fear of destroying the painting.
These paintings are his love for Lan Yueer.
Chang Fa said to the boy beside Lan Yue'er: "Brother, I used to be the same as you, but I didn't cherish it well. In the end, I lost my favorite and it was irreversible. Now I hope you must cherish it well and not let Lan Yue'er down."
"Although I have no money today, I will definitely work hard to let Lan Yue'er live a good life." The poor boy said gritting his teeth.
After saying that, Changfa took out the money he had saved and put him in the hands of the poor boy who looked very similar to him back then. "Brother, this money was lent to you. It's not easy to do a career with empty hands. As long as you treat Lan Yue'er well, you don't have to pay it back. The key made me realize that you are not good to Lan Yue'er, and I will definitely ask you to pay it back twice."
After saying that, Chang Fa turned around and left without paying a favor. The poor boy looked at the money in his hand, and Lan Yue'er could not believe it.
Changfa closed his eyes. In his dream every night, the protagonist is Lan Yue'er. Lan Yue'er held his hand and ran on the grass under the sun, hid and took a look behind the tall trees. When he was tired of playing, he lay on the tender green grass. Lan Yue'er lay in his arms like a child.
Changfa held the painting, and he wanted to cry loudly. He wanted to turn over this time, but he couldn't do anything and just kept sobbing.
I can't say how sad I am. I just feel that my heart is so empty and the pain is so bad. It's like someone digging out a piece of flesh in my heart, and there is a big hole that I can never fill out again.
Lan Yue'er left her. What else does her life mean in the future? What else can he do?
I used to think that as long as Lan Yue'er's smile was, even if he was asked to go up to the mountain of swords and seas of fire, he would be willing to do it. But now he has lost his only direction. Changfa doesn't know why he should go and where he can go. Can he never find the direction again? What should he do? What should he do?
Chapter completed!