Chapter 228 Hello Heartless
Seeing the string of familiar numbers displayed on the mobile phone screen, Liu Sihan felt all kinds of feelings in her heart.
Liu Sihan felt that Yi Muyang had not had any contact with her for a long time, and she almost forgot that Yi Muyang still existed. She stared at the familiar numbers for a few seconds, hesitating whether to answer Yi Muyang's call.
She thought about it, but gritted her teeth and pressed the answer button.
"Liu Sihan, how are you doing recently?" A voice came from the other end of the phone that made Liu Sihan feel familiar and no longer familiar. When he heard that voice, Liu Sihan felt tears instantly.
"Fortunately, what about you? Teacher Yi." Liu Sihan bit her lips lightly and blinked desperately. She raised her head and tried her best not to let tears flow out of her eyes.
"What's wrong with you? Are you crying?" Although Liu Sihan tried hard to restrain her emotions, Yi Muyang still heard something strange from her voice.
"No." After hearing what Yi Muyang said, Liu Sihan didn't know how to answer for a moment. She was stunned for a few seconds and shook her head desperately.
"Although we broke up, if you have anything unhappy, you can tell me. If I can help you, I will still help you and will never stand by." Yi Muyang still felt particularly sad when he heard Liu Sihan's voice trembling.
When Liu Sihan heard what Yi Muyang said, his nose was sour and he was speechless for a moment and didn't know how to answer Yi Muyang.
She really wanted to say that I was having a bad life. Since you left me, I have never been happy for a day. Although you walked out of my sight, I could never get out of my longing for you. Your appearance brightened my whole life, and your departure made my whole world lonely. Liu Sihan felt that after receiving a call from Yi Muyang, she had a lot of words in her heart to tell Yi Muyang, but she didn't know how to start.
I used to be joking to break up, but now I am going to get back together again. Isn’t this a slap in the face? Liu Sihan’s self-esteem does not allow her to show any nostalgia for Yi Muyang in front of him. She stubbornly believed that this time it was you, Yi Muyang, who did something wrong first. If you never took the initiative to apologize to me, I would never contact you if I beat you to death. I did too many humble things in the past, and I will never do this again.
Why do I always ask me to contact you on my own initiative? Why do I always ask me to do a lot of humble things? Liu Sihan feels that she is always at a disadvantage in the love between the two of them, which is too unfair. Liu Sihan also thinks that she is too tired to take the initiative, and she wants to give up completely. Sometimes she even doubts whether Yi Muyang has truly loved her, why do she ask her to look for him on her own initiative? When she didn't go to find Yi Muyang, Yi Muyang couldn't remember that she still had her. She felt that such unfair love was not what she liked, nor was it the love she wanted.
But Yi Muyang always said that the reason why he didn't take the initiative to disturb Liu Sihan was because he considered that Liu Sihan was still in school and did not want to delay her study. However, Liu Sihan thought that Yi Muyang was completely making excuses to perfunctory her. If he didn't contact her, why not contact her actively?
Although Liu Sihan felt particularly dissatisfied with Yi Muyang in many aspects, she always found countless reasons to convince herself to forgive Yi Muyang. She often felt that she was simply too boring, but Yi Muyang's words and concerns, and Liu Sihan would always throw all her dissatisfaction with Yi Muyang out of the sky. Liu Sihan felt that she had been poisoned by Yi Muyang in this life and liked him to become a disease and could not cure it.
"Thank you for your concern, I'm really fine." After a long time, Liu Sihan pretended to be calm and said this.
"Then why are you crying? Tell me who bullies you, I'll deal with him for you." Yi Muyang heard the unhappiness in Liu Sihan's tone, and he half-jokingly tried to amuse Liu Sihan.
"No, no one bullies me." Liu Sihan actually wanted to say in her heart that it was you, Yi Muyang, always bullying me, and your heart to torture me is the best. I want to be your teeth in the next life, so that when I hurt, you will also hurt. In the end, she thought about it and shook her head.
"Then why do you speak in a crying voice? The sound is trembling as if you have just cried?" Yi Muyang still noticed that Liu Sihan was lying.
"That's because sand is fascinated by the eyes." Liu Sihan still didn't want to admit that she was crying because she thought Yi Muyang was crying. She stubbornly waited for Yi Muyang to apologize to her.
"Oh, that's fine. Actually, I want to tell you something. I've been struggling for a long time in the past few days, but I don't know how to tell you it's more appropriate. Because you have been preparing for the interview recently, I'm afraid of affecting your preparation status, so I haven't told you for a long time. Today, I saw that you performed well in the interview, and I feel particularly happy for you. I thought about it and decided to tell you this, because I think I feel uneasy if I don't tell you." Yi Muyang sighed heavily, his tone full of helplessness.
After hearing what Yi Muyang said, Liu Sihan's heart skipped a beat and a foreboding feeling surged into his heart.
"What's the matter? You're not going to get married, right? Don't worry, I will definitely participate in your marriage, and I will definitely give you a big red envelope. After all, you are a man I have trained for so many years. After trying my best to train you, you will turn around and love others. You can really joke, what a sarcasm." Liu Sihan smiled helplessly, his eyes full of sadness.
"No, you're thinking too much. I'm not married, and I don't even have a girlfriend, so why are you getting married?" After hearing what Liu Sihan said, Yi Muyang frowned and refuted her anxiously.
"What is that? It's not an engagement, right? Don't keep me in a silence, just say it. No matter how bad the news is, I will accept it. You don't have to squeeze toothpaste like squeezing, let alone consider my feelings. I, Liu Sihan, are the irresistible Xiaoqiang, and my heart is still very strong." Liu Sihan teased himself with helplessness and bitterness when he heard what Yi Muyang said.
"You also know that I am not young now. Many people say that I am thirty, but I am thirty and don't have a girlfriend. My parents forced me to get married all day long, and I was so anxious that I could see through the world and become a monk. So I want to tell you, I'm sorry, I can't wait for you anymore, I'm going to go on a blind date. I hope you don't waste your time on me and find a man who loves you to marry." Yi Muyang actually didn't want to say such words, but he was afraid that Liu Sihan would be stupid and wait for him. Such words not only waste Liu Sihan's time, but he also seemed not kind to go on a blind date.
After hearing Yi Muyang's words, Liu Sihan was like a bolt from the blue that made her stunned for a moment. She was stunned and her mind was blank, and she couldn't accept this cruel reality for a while. Her ears recalled what Yi Muyang said over and over again, "I'm going to go on a blind date, you can find a good person to marry."
"Why did you tell me this? Do you want me to bless you?" After a long time, Liu Sihan came to his senses and shook his head bitterly with tears in his eyes.
"No, I just...I just don't want you to wait for me anymore, that's the case..." Yi Muyang felt Liu Sihan's anger, and he explained to Liu Sihan apologetically.
"Enough! Stop talking!" Before Yi Muyang finished speaking, Liu Sihan interrupted what he said.
"I'm sorry, it's all my fault that I'm wrong." Yi Muyang quickly apologized to Liu Sihan.
"Okay, don't apologize to me. There is no major conflict between us, and you did nothing wrong. I remember what you said, don't worry, I won't disturb you in love with others. Next time you fall in love, I hope you treat others well and don't always have a childish cold war. Finally, I hope you will go on a blind date and be happy forever. Goodbye, never see you again." Liu Sihan thought for a while and gritted her teeth and said these insincere words. At this moment, her heart was bleeding, and tears kept rolling in her eyes.
Yi Muyang didn't know how much courage Liu Sihan had to say these decisive words. After hanging up Yi Muyang's phone call, she could no longer bear it and burst into tears in collapse. The tears in her eyes came like a flood that broke through the dam, blurring her gaze in an instant. Tears flowed down her cheeks to the corners of her mouth, salty and astringent, like this bitter love. Liu Sihan cried while walking, regardless of the strange look that passersby passed by at her.
Her heart seemed to be hollowed out, and sadness came towards her.
Why do you always hurt me? Why do you obviously do something wrong but never take the initiative to apologize to me? Why do you turn around and fall in love with others? Why do you always get ruthlessly hurt? Why do God always joke with me like this? I once used my whole youth to love someone without any care, but in the end I didn’t get anything but left a full body and mind hurt? Why can’t you wait for me? Do you know, I still love you very much, love you very much. I am waiting for you to apologize, and when you explain everything clearly, I will forgive you.
Liu Sihan suddenly laughed as she thought about it. She felt that she was a persistent fool from beginning to end, and it was all because she was too deeply involved in the role. She had always been directing and acting in a one-man show, but now it's over. Everyone has ended, and she is still immersed in this scene and can't extricate herself.
If Yi Muyang has always been the biggest bet he has set, he is sure that Yi Muyang will definitely not be able to let him lose. But he was still wrong and lost in this game.
Liu Sihan had already walked into the fast lane at some point, and a car hit her.
Chapter completed!