Happy times are always short. Four years of college pass by quickly, and the abandoned teaching building was perfectly solved, and the principal did not cause trouble for Zhao Qitian.

It is not a coincidence that high-ranking people can reach that position. Their IQ and pattern are different from those of ordinary people. It is unwise to cause trouble for the situation that has already been done.

With the perfect completion of the new teaching building, Zhao Qitian became famous in the engineering industry, with more and more business, and he became busier and he almost never returned to school. Of course, he graduated smoothly.

Feilong and Zhou Tong miraculously maintained their relationship, and before leaving, they shamelessly asked us to wait for the followers.

The sissy went to the sacred place of the sissy transformation and said that we planned to be a real woman. We all provided spiritual support, but the woman who became a man would not be able to be true, and his parts would be different.

Li Sisi and Sissy went together, and their relationship was a bit strange, but each had its own love, so we as classmates could not say anything.

Zhang Ying and I also persevered. Although we had quarreled for four years, we came through ups and downs.

After the abandonment of the teaching building, I never experienced anything amazing again. Non-human beings such as Huang Tianlin and Xiaobai have never appeared. If it weren't for the gongsha on the arm that often hurt due to Zhang Ying, I would have really forgotten these things.

After graduation, we went back to our hometown and agreed to keep in touch. If I could handle Xiaobai's affairs clearly, I would marry her, and she would wait for me.

That night, I sat in the empty dormitory and drank two bottles of Erguotou per pound, but I couldn't control my tears.

There is no banquet that never ends, but how many people can understand the bitterness and reluctance when the show is over. Also, Zhang Ying and I, I, face economic and family problems when we are in love. Ours has risen directly to the metaphysics and cannot be easily solved by human resources.

I have fantasized that if college can never end and Xiaobai and the others will never show up, how good it would be to go on like this, but this is just a fantasy after all. The gears of time will not reverse, and the long river of time will not flow against the flow.

The next day, I was woken up by the dormitory manager, and then I found myself lying on the table and asleep, holding a bottle of wine in my arms.

The dormitory manager said that I was like this when I graduated every year. Life is growing. Gradually, you will find that what you miss now will eventually become a passing cloud. After turning a small wave in the long river of memories, there will be no trace.

I was stunned by the old man's joke. Unexpectedly, the old man who usually struggles to communicate is actually a hermit master and a philosopher of poisonous chicken soup.

I was in a very bad mood and felt even more uncomfortable after being injected by chicken soup. Coupled with the influence of the hangover, I took my luggage out of the dormitory building in one step.

The dazzling sunlight made me a little dizzy. I slowly walked to the school gate and took a taxi to the station.

When I returned to my hometown, the empty old house made me a little at a loss. My grandparents were taken away by the elders at home because they were old. Now I am the only one left.

The incense table dedicated to Xiaobai was covered with dust. I cleaned up briefly, lit three incense sticks, and looked into the red paper.

I couldn't see Xiaobai, nor did I see the cave, as if everything had stopped.

I didn't know whether it was a good thing or a bad thing. When the incense burned out, I carefully lifted the red paper and put it into my luggage.

I didn't stay in my hometown for too long, but went to the buildings in the county town. I was used to urban life and felt that it would make me feel more comfortable. Anyway, they are all alone, so it's not the same wherever they are.

I am going to take a break here for a while and then look for a job. Logically, we graduates who go out of college don’t have to worry about work, so I’m not in a hurry.

However, I was in a state of slump during this rest.

Yes, I was actually sick again. This time I was different from the two times before. I had nothing to do when I was idle. When I wanted to find a job, my whole body would be sore, swelling and painful, which made me ****.

No one believes this kind of thing when I say it. Instead, people will say that I am not motivated, don’t want to work, and just want to rely on my parents.

I was scared by the troubles. I played games at home every day and didn't dare to find a job. However, the games I used to play were so excited that I couldn't be interested in now.

I was confused and had graduated from college. I didn't want to ask my family for money anymore, but the little pocket money I had saved before was almost used up.

Soon I will face the misfortune of life, not just the misfortune in front of me, but also a bright future. Can I survive without money these days? The answer is no.

Finally one day, I figured it out. During this period, I read a lot of books on mental illnesses, but there was no such disease at all. It was definitely a surgical disease. So I sent a message to Zhou Tong and asked her to help find her cousin to show me.

Zhou Tong was worried that he couldn't do anything after hearing my situation, so he immediately contacted his cousin, but her cousin said that he couldn't care about my affairs and did not dare to care about it. He also expressed his deep apology for comparison.

Zhou Tong and Fei Long were both very sad about this situation. They sent me a thousand red envelopes, saying that they didn’t need to pay them back, and they would tell them if they needed them in the future.

My eyes were so moved that I felt sore, but I didn't receive the red envelope. If this disease cannot be cured, I don't even have the ability to repay favors.

Zhou Tong's cousin couldn't work, so I called Zhao Qitian again. He was so busy outside that he heard about this and rushed back from the provincial capital that day.

We went to the barbecue stall we once loved and ordered a box of beer.

Zhao Qitian deliberately wore casual clothes, probably because he was afraid that there would be a gap between me, but temperament could not be hidden. He was becoming more and more like a boss.

And my situation will only become increasingly different from him. Although he will not dislike me, a poor friend, I still feel a little uncomfortable. The saying that the rich and the poor are not unreasonable.

I asked Zhao Qitian where Taoist Master Chuchen went. Zhao Qitian said he had traveled around. Before leaving, he specifically told Zhao Qitian that if I looked for him, he would not be able to control this matter. Everything was fixed, so that I could keep a normal mind. After a storm, flowers would bloom and see their nature.

I felt so bad that I was drying a big green stick in one bite, and the flowers bloomed and saw my nature. I was almost withered.

Zhao Qitian also blew a bottle and said, "Don't worry about Labor Day. I know you don't like to owe others what we have, but what is our relationship? Just spend mine. Just get rid of the disease and pay it back to me when it's cured."

The Taoist priest told me that you will be incredible in the future. Money will be like a cloud in your eyes, and I will hold your thighs.

I couldn't help but smile bitterly. Taoist priest is comforting me. If I continue to maintain my current situation, it will be boring to live.

We drank until the early morning that day. In the middle of the night, the boss of the barbecue stall urged us. Zhao Qitian threw several stacks of red bills over, indicating that we were going to leave the stall and threw things to us today. These were enough.

The barbecue stall owner nodded and left, and I couldn't help but envy him. This is what the life people deserve.

In the morning, Zhao Qitian sent me home, and then found a lieutenant to go back. I found that I could not drink him anymore, and his alcohol tolerance had been trained by this society to the bottom of the bottom.

I was drunk for two days, and I woke up completely on the third day. I didn't want to stay at home, so I went out for a walk.

When I walked through the small town that was not very prosperous and walked on the country road, I didn’t know where I was going, so I kept walking with the feeling.

My heart actually calmed down surprisingly. I haven't had this feeling for a long time. I have been living in anxiety since I graduated.

I don’t know if something was pulling me in the dark, but I actually came to the temple in the neighboring county.

I walked for more than twenty miles, from morning to noon.

Standing at the entrance of the temple and looking at the vermilion wooden door, I felt so sad.

This place is different from the provincial capital. The temple does not charge for admission, so I pushed the door straight and walked in.

There was not a single pilgrimage in the temple. Before I could figure out how this happened, a man dressed as a layman came out of the guard room.

He said that the temple will not receive pilgrims today and asked me to come again another day.

I said I had walked more than twenty miles away, so I thought of burning incense at Ksitigarbha Hall and worshiping me.

He said that I would not be allowed to enter, Ksitigarbha Bodhisattva will not receive incense.

We both tugged at the door for a long time, and no matter what I said, he refused to let me in. Fortunately, he finally attracted the attention of others.

A monk came over and asked the truth and said to the layman: "It is not that Ksitigarbha Bodhisattva does not accept incense, but that people are afraid of the rumors of cause and effect. This donor came from afar and was a person with destiny. The Dharma is boundless and only has destiny. How can he keep it away?"

The layman was so ashamed that this was all the rules of the temple and he also acted according to the rules.

The monk shook his head even more when he heard this, saying that the layman was confused by his karma and gradually moved away from Buddhism, so he asked him to read the Diamond Sutra more after he had nothing to do.

The layman apologized to me and returned to the house with his head hanging down.

To be honest, I don’t blame him, after all, if he lets me in without authorization, he might be criticized.

"Thank you, Master." I bowed to the monk.

The monk clasped his hands and returned, "The donor was willing to do it, and I still have some homework that I haven't completed."

After saying that, the monk floated away and soon disappeared from my sight.

I didn't know where the Ksitigarbha Hall was, so I searched for it in the temple.

The temple was already solemn, but now there is no one, which makes it even more silent.

I don’t know how long I have been wandering around, and after passing through Guanyin Hall, Dragon King Hall, Dharma Protector Hall, and the Great Hall, I finally arrived at the door of Ksitigarbha Hall.
Chapter completed!