Shi Yu's silence made Xia Chi even more panicked. His arms were trembling in the air, but he still refused to let him go. "A Yu, you talk... don't leave me alone to think. I'm scared, I'm really scared."

She was stubborn and stubborn because the person in front of her was the most important person she could never let go of.

She has been abandoned by her blood relatives three times, and shouldn't have given all her sincerity to anyone, but the exception is to meet her.

Bai Fei advised her not to be too humble in her relationship, but it was not at all. No one except her understood that Shi Yu had given everything for her.

In her heart, Shihui is a flawless and desirable existence. In that relationship, she is always the only one who is sorry Shihui.

*Memories line*

Xia Chi has forgotten his childhood and may have had many happy times, but those laughter and joy were eventually replaced by countless tears and pain.

She could hardly remember what a happy family would look like?

She only remembered the countless quarrels between her mother and father, her sadness, her tears, and when she was ten years old, her mother dragged her suitcase, leaving only a picture of her decisive departure.

In the end, only dad took her hand, "Xia Xia, go home with dad, dad will take care of you in the future."

Dad would buy her beautiful clothes like before, clumsyly tie her hair, and take care of her as much as possible. But she could feel that a broken family was different from before.

The non-stop time made her gradually get used to life without her mother, and she wandered around in school, dance studio, home, and three places every day.

My father is very busy and always says, "We should work hard to make money to make our Xiaxia better."

At that time, I didn’t know how helpless people were when facing "money". She envied her classmates. They would always share their experience of traveling with their parents after returning to school on a certain weekend or holiday.

Xia Chi remembered that she had really not been with her father or mother easily for a long time. She even had to find a suitable reason before she begged her parents to accompany her.

The excellent transcript was not good, and I couldn't pretend to be uncomfortable, until the dance teacher gave her a registration form for the municipal dance competition.

She practiced hard, hoping that her parents could see her most beautiful side. But no matter whether it was the preliminary round or the occasion of the rematch, the teacher was there to be with her.

The day before the final, she called her father by the teacher, hoping that he could spare a day to watch the performance.

After a moment of silence, my father agreed to his daughter's request, but paid the price of his life for it.

An unexpected accident took away my father's life and left her young daughter. She should have been cared for and protected by her family, but only her grandmother's endless accusations and curses, "Xia Chi, you are really a traitor!"

Grandma doesn't like her mother, and she also hates her.

After the father had an accident, grandma vented all her responsibilities and resentment on her, and no one was willing to "forgive" her.

"Grandma is right. I killed my father. If I hadn't insisted on going to see that game, my father would not die." At that time, Xiao Xia Chi also deeply believed that he had made an unforgivable mistake.

From then on, she was afraid to face the stage.

There are not many relatives in the Xia family, and the only ones they regard her as an inauspicious debt collector.

These are all the words my grandmother has pointed at her nose and scolded her.

Grandma helped her contact her mother.

It’s not because my grandmother is kind-hearted, but because she doesn’t want to see her this big trouble and asks her to take her away.

She didn't know why her parents divorced. In Xia Chi's heart, she missed her mother. When facing the bad news of her father's death, if she could get her mother's comfort, it would be what the child longed for the most.

However, her wish was lost again.

When Xia Chi was twelve years old, she was kicked out of the Xia family by her grandmother. She thought she could see her mother, but the one who finally picked her up was her uncle.

She will never forget what she said to her with pity when her uncle picked her up and left, "Xia Xia, go home with my uncle, and I will take care of you in the future."

Although my uncle is good, in the hearts of the children, parents are the most special existence. She asked over and over again: "Where is the mother? Why didn't my mother come?"

She had a lot of things to tell her mother that she wanted to throw herself into her arms for comfort, but her mother did not show up from beginning to end. She had to live with her uncle, which was the only home for twelve-year-old Xiao Xia Chi.

At the age of thirteen, Xia Chi finally changed from a primary school student to a junior high school student.

The thirteen-year-old girl has already looked very erotic. Because she has lost her parents' love, Xia Chi has become much more sensitive in the past year.

She restrained herself and no longer joked with her friends. She just wanted to be a "good child" in the eyes of adults and study hard without causing trouble for her uncle.

But please come to her.

Maybe it was because of this beautiful face that she accidentally "snatched" the boy she liked by others, and the girl took the lead in causing trouble for her. Maybe it was because of her tolerant personality that made those people find the pleasure of bullying.

She was not a cowardly person at first. When the incident happened, she would tell the teacher, but the verbal warnings the teacher gave were useless, and instead angered those people and made them worse.

The teacher is not responsible, so she tells the parents.

Once or twice, my uncle came to school for her, but the matter was not resolved from the root.

Everyone thinks that a slap can’t be slapped. Why do they bully you instead of others?

The theory of victim guilt turns her from the most innocent person to the most problematic person.

Because there were no obvious scars, Xia Chi could not provide evidence of "injury". It was like a drop of water falling into a tank. It started to stir up a small circle of water, but it quickly disappeared.

Gradually, the water in the tank became more and more, but people didn't know when it was accumulated.

My uncle can't control her.

My uncle had a girlfriend and started talking about marriage. My new aunt was just starting to be kind to her, but after hearing gossip from school, she always felt that she had something wrong.

People's hearts are unpredictable, and once a grudge arises in their hearts, the gap will become deeper and deeper.

Xia Chi's repeated resistance became a problem student in the eyes of adults. Finally, his uncle scolded her impatiently, "Xia Chi, can you be obedient at school? I am your uncle and not your real father! Your parents don't want you anymore. If you go to cause trouble, who will clean up the mess for you?"

Since then, Xia Chi has never complained at home because she knows that complaining is useless and will only cause trouble.

But even so, life cannot be smooth sailing. My aunt soon became pregnant, they had their own family, and she became a redundant.

At that home, she was more careful and just wanted to stay in the "home".

But in the end, the uncle who smiled and said to her "take her home" finally disappeared from his face, "Xia Xia, I'm sorry, I can't take you in again..."

If my uncle wants to keep his warm family, he must remove her, an outsider.

At that moment, she should have hated her a little.

But when I think back, I feel that my uncle took her in for three years and did not let her stay on the street. Is it considered that he was so kind and righteous?

So, fifteen-year-old Xia Chi finally lived with her mother.

When she returned to her mother, her mother was already pregnant, and Xia Chi didn't know what attitude to face her stepfather.

My mother's husband is a very rich businessman who can provide them with a good life. But the stepfather is that kind of attitude towards her, but she will not really treat her as a family member when she meets her.

Even in the eyes of those servants, she was just a poor person who was following her mother for food.

"Xia Xia, life is very realistic. I can take you into the Shen family now, but rely on your brother." Ms. Xu gently stroked her bulging belly. There was her unborn younger brother there, which was also the foundation for Ms. Xu to gain a foothold in the Shen family.

It turned out that my uncle took her home to negotiate with her mother. Because at that time, Ms. Xu's status in the Shen family was not yet stable, she would only be responsible for her living expenses, but could not live with her.

She seemed to have become a "stop" and "extra" person.

But what can I do?

This place that does not belong to her is at least a "home".

But the good times didn't last long.

The Shen family originally had a 19-year-old son. When Ms. Xu married into the Shen family, the other party hated the woman who had seized the position of her mother.

If he couldn't deal with the adults, he would expose his anger on the 15-year-old girl. Facing Shen Mu's sinister eyes, Xia Chi was always worried.

Shen Mu wanted to destroy her.

Xia Chi ran away desperately, making himself covered in bruises and begged his mother to call the police, "Mom, please help me, please help me, okay?"

"Xia Xia, mom knows that you have suffered a grievance, but for our future life, you must regard this matter as a secret and cannot be mentioned again!"

Even though Shen Mu made a mistake, the Shen family protected her. For the sake of money and brother, the mother chose to "persuade" her to forgive with the person who hurt her.

At that moment, Xia Chi closed his eyes in despair.

She finally realized that from the moment her father left, Xia Xia had no home.

Sixteen-year-old Xia Chi returned to Yunyang City and was divided into No. 3 Middle School because her high school entrance examination results were divided into No. 3 Middle School. Ms. Xu proposed to help her enter No. 1 Middle School with money, but Xia Chi refused.

The day before school started, she threw away all her skirts, minus her favorite long hair, and completely changed her appearance.

In order to block her mouth, those hypocritical people donated money to the school without authorization, so that everyone knew that Xia Chi's family was rich and powerful.

She became a real problem student, it doesn't matter. She doesn't care. Anyway, even the teacher will turn a blind eye because of her "family background".

She doesn't need to show good grades to win the praise of her family, and doesn't need to pretend to be well-behaved to make everyone feel at ease. She just needs to play "will do whatever she wants", pretend to be arrogant and scare others, and protect herself from being hurt anymore.

As for the others, she couldn't imagine.

Because no one has given her the correct guidance since her father passed away.

If she keeps like this, she will probably live a meaningless life in a daze.

But it happened.

He used his love and gentleness to relieve all Xia Chi's anger.

He let Xia Chi know that even his voice will become gentle when talking to someone he likes.

Shi Yu would accompany her to feed stray cats on the roadside, and would not like her other "friends" to dislike the cat as ugly and dirty as they were, wasting time and food.

Every day during class, Yu would take notes carefully. Later she realized that the knowledge Shi Yu had had had had already surpassed the textbooks, and the black notes with good handwriting were things prepared for her.
To be continued...