Chapter 25(1/2)
The corners of the lips were stiff, and the smile in her eyes instantly faded away. Xia Chi suddenly raised her arms, covered her ears tightly, and escaped herself. But those voices entangled her, constantly circling in her mind, and she could not avoid it.
She didn't know how she left the suffocating room and ran to the street, not even daring to go back to her own home.
It turns out that this is the reason why Shi Yu indulged her.
Because she is sick, she will bother to feel wronged and try her best to meet her requirements.
An Lan opened several phone calls in a row, but Xia Chi refused to answer them all.
Knowing that she was unwilling, she insisted on testing her bottom line again and again. The wrong thing she did not do in just a few words to eliminate everything. As an assistant, An Lan is indeed very responsible, but this is not a reason that goes against her wishes.
The phone could not be reached, An Lan began to send messages, all with apologies. Xia Chi glanced at him and even wanted to turn off the phone directly.
Just then, Bai Fei suddenly called, "Xia Xia, are you here tonight?"
"Xiaobai..." Xia Chi's voice was slightly hoarse.
In recent days, Xia Chi lived at home. Bai Fei didn't know if she was here tonight, so she made the phone call, but she didn't expect that the first thing she heard was the girl's crying voice.
Bai Fei felt panic and comforted her, and went out with the car key, "Xia Xia, don't worry, if there is anything we have, let's solve it slowly. I'll pick you up now."
When she saw Xia Chi, she squatted in the corner regardless of her image, and her thin figure hid into the darkness. Unless she deliberately searched for it, it would be difficult to notice even if she passed by.
Xia Chi refused to return to Shuimu Qingyuan, so Bai Fei had to take her to her home.
Shortly after entering the room, perhaps because his body was cold and his lips were covered with blue blue. Bai Fei immediately turned on the heating room. From then on, Xia Chi didn't speak. She sat alone in the corner of the sofa, curled up at some point, hugged her bent knees with both hands, and stayed there without saying a word.
Bai Fei shouted a few times, but no one agreed.
Intuition told her that Xia Chi's despairing state was related to the time encounter.
Du Nanzhou is not here for a business trip today, so Bai Fei brought Xia Chi back, and I don’t know what to do next.
Xia Chi is no longer the strong-looking Xia Chi, who was invulnerable to the point of being invulnerable to swords and swords. Now she has become a soft person. But Bai Fei will not mention how free and easy she used to be, because it was all the disguised appearance of Xia Chi.
From the beginning of knowing that Xia Chi was sick, all changes were explained reasonably.
Who would have thought that a dancer in the world of honor had suffered from bipolar disorder five years ago.
She can't control her emotions like a normal person. She is extremely sensitive to things and lacks a sense of security. When she is happy, her emotions will rise positively; when she is sad, her whole body will become negative and low, and she will infinitely amplify bad things in her heart.
"Xia Xia, can you talk to me?" Bai Fei tried to communicate with her, but she didn't dare to go too far.
Xia Chi noticed her caution.
It seems that after she confessed her illness, her friend who once joked with her became cautious when facing her?
"Xiaobai, are you also afraid that I will get sick, are you?" Because you were afraid that she would be unhappy and that she would lose control of her emotions, everyone was more tolerant of her than before.
Bai Fei could see her side face clearly by raising her eyes. The corners of her eyes were hanging down, and a shallow shadow was covered by thick and slender eyelashes. Shui Ling's eyes lost their luster. When she heard her describe her recent situation a few days ago, the smile from the heart no longer existed.
"Xia Xia, don't say that..."
"It's okay, don't deny it. I know, you are all for my own good." Xia Chi's voice choked slightly.
Xia Chi was still rational, but Bai Fei felt a numb and sour feeling in her heart.
Why does this sound so heartbreaking?
Bai Fei pursed her dry lips and sat next to Xia Chi, "What happened?"
What happened?
Xia Chi tightened his arms and pondered for a moment: "I always tell you that he did not reject me, he still liked me. He did not agree to get back together because of the estrangement caused by five years of separation, but today I realized that it was not."
If Shi Yu's feelings for her have not changed and he wants to try his best to meet her requirements and keep her happy, wouldn't it be easier to agree to get back with her?
But he didn't.
He just let her taste the sweetness within the scope of his ability.
"He is indeed very good to me, and he has to care about my mood when speaking and doing things because he is afraid that I will get sick." Xia Chi clenched his fists and hit both sides of his head, his heart was irritated. "I am really, really messy. I can't tell whether he is too kind or I'm deceiving myself."
"Xia Xia!" Bai Fei was frightened by her sudden actions, and quickly pressed her hands down and said anxiously: "You must believe in yourself and Shiyu!"
"I'm already done, really, I can control my emotions and live a normal life." Xia Chi suddenly raised the volume.
"I know, I know." Bai Fei kept comforting her, "You are healthy, just like us, don't scare yourself."
The voice was in her ears, but she couldn't listen carefully. Xia Chi was immersed in her own world, and the strong sadness gradually spread from the bottom of her heart.
"Different." The tip of the nose felt sore, and tears rolled out of the eyes, slid to the chin, and dripped into the neck.
She fell into memories, couldn't extricate herself, and began to chant incoherently:
"I don't want to be sick, it's so painful."
"Do you know? At that time... he had to take care of me every day, every day. For a month, he became thinner. It was me who was obviously sick..."
"If he hadn't met me, his life would have been smooth sailing and happy."
“He said he was responsible for me.”
"I would rather he just give up on me like those people and live his own life, and I can do it alone..."
The words were choked, and the last half of the sentence was hidden in sobs.
"I'm so sad."
The language is fragmented and scattered. Perhaps even Xia Chi himself doesn't know what he is saying. Bai Fei has never seen Xia Chi's most painful years with his own eyes, but she also feels sad from the beginning.
"You should tell Shi Yu these words that he likes you before he feels sorry for you."
"He knows." Shi Yu was so smart, how could he not know her intentions? No matter how many things she said against her will, she could not hide her feelings.
"Did you leave because you don't want to drag him down?" From her words, Bai Fei approached the truth step by step. She didn't want to see the negative Xia Chi, and put her palm on her shoulder to encourage her, "Maybe he has been waiting for you."
"I don't know..." Xia Chi said in a hoarse voice, "I didn't even have the qualifications to ask him to wait for me, because at that time, I wasn't sure if I could cure it."
"Then you have come back now. When you come to him, do you want to give up?" Even though she, the bystander, felt unwilling to give up.
The girl's sitting position did not change. Her arms slid to the top of her knees, her chin was against her overlapping wrists, and her eyes stared blankly in front of her, without any focal length in her eyes. After a while, she closed her heavy eyes and soaked her eye feathers.
"I don't want to repeat the same mistake."
Shuimu Qingyuan.
I don’t know what she would talk to her teacher, and I can’t determine the approximate time. Shi Yu picked up his phone and put it down. When it was nine o’clock, there was still no news of Xia Chi’s return home. He finally called out.
"Sorry, the phone number you called has been turned off..." The emotionless customer service voice echoed in the quiet room.
Shi Yu frowned and left the study.
After communicating with Dr. Qiao Si, he stayed in the study room. Now he went out and found something was wrong.
The cheese circled the toy balls with its furry tail, and he remembered that the toy balls were originally on a high place.
A bold guess flashed through my mind quickly. Shi Yu quickly returned to the study and called out the door to monitor the time. The time was... during the call with Dr. Jos.
not good!
Bai Fei sat next to Xia Chi. After hearing her crying, she suddenly became quiet and refused to communicate with others.
She tried to persuade Xia Chi to ask questions clearly, but the other party was indifferent, as if he didn't hear it.
In other words, Xia Chi is afraid of encountering him when facing him.
The problem was a bit tricky. She thought about contacting her secretly, but she was worried that her decision would backfire. After all, no matter how hard she didn't want to admit it, Xia Chi's special situation was also a fact.
Xia Chi was in a mess.
Bai Fei was confused.
The current situation made her extremely confused. At this critical moment, her phone rang. The system call ringtone broke the tranquility of the room. Bai Fei opened her phone and saw that it was a time to meet!
Bai Fei suddenly opened her eyes wide, and the afterglow swept over Xia Chi, avoided it carefully, and walked to the corner of the room before answering.
"Hello, Miss Bai."
"Uh... well."
Before she could think about how to communicate with Shi Yu, she heard the other party ask straight to the point: "Zhizhi is with you, where are you?"
Shi Yu actually knew that Xia Chi had left with her, so that was not what she revealed. Bai Fei hesitated for a moment and reported the address.
After the conversation ended, Bai Fei still held her cell phone and walked to Xia Chi's side lightly, almost trying to tell her the content of the phone, but when she touched Xia Chi's wandering and distracted gaze, she fell silent again.
As a friend, she can provide Xia Chi with a place to rest, but she cannot open her heart. The person who untied the bell must be tied, and heart disease must be treated with medicine.
The man came faster than she had imagined. When the doorbell rang, Xia Chi seemed to have not heard it, and turned a blind eye to the outside world's voice.
Bai Fei moved to the door and saw from Maoyan that the person was wearing a brown windbreaker, wrapped in the cold air at night. His face and temperament were completely different from his usual gentleness and peace.
Bai Fei rubbed his fingers a few times and turned the door handle.
"Click—"
The door is open.
"Thank you." The visitor thanked her, and the eagerness in his eyes was hard to ignore. Bai Fei pointed her hand at a certain place, and nodded when she was attacking her.
He rushed to Xia Chi's body and saw her hunching her knees, he knew that she felt insecure.
"Zhizhi." Shi Hui tempted and called her sexually.
To be continued...