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364. Chapter 20: Heart is like a knife

I frowned and closed the door, then pinched the white paper with my hands, which read: "See you in the small foreign building at twelve o'clock tonight."

When I saw the above content, I was stunned at first, and then I narrowed my eyes. I think the person who left me the note was probably Jiang Bo, because I don’t know much about the small foreign building. Jiang Bo is one of them, and we also became friends because of the small foreign building.

But the word is written a little soft and does not look like a man's font. I thought about it carefully and found that I had never seen Jiang Bo write much, so maybe Jiang Bo writes this way.

I walked into the room and put the notes on the coffee table to think about whether to go to the banquet. After thinking about it for a while, I decided to go over and take a look.

First of all, with my current ability, someone may not have hurt me, so I am not very scared. Secondly, if the person who is looking for me is really Jiang Bo, wouldn’t I miss the opportunity if I didn’t go?

Now things are vague. There is an answer. I need to let Jiang Bo and the others know that I am Ning Lang. As for whether it is real or fake Ning Lang, I don’t know. The only thing that is certain is that I am definitely the Ning Lang who shares the hardships with them.

After I decided, I would not be planning to go home from Fang and miss my home. I would wait until the evening and go directly to the small foreign building.

When the time came, I packed up my clothes and called Fang Xiang again. Fang Xiang didn't ask me much. When he heard that there was a little noise, I asked him what he was doing. Who knew that this guy replied that I was singing, and he also said that he would not come back tonight.

As soon as I heard this, I knew that this bastard was going to go there. After scolding him a few times, I quickly hung up the phone. I had a premonition that I would definitely learn bad things when I stayed with this guy for a long time.

It’s not that I praise myself, I am just like a piece of white paper now. I am still white paper with someone as pure as paper. If I make a piece of black ink with my mother, I can dye it black directly. Obviously, Fang Xiang is a bottle of black ink.

At around 11 o'clock in the evening, I closed the doors and windows and left Zhou Shunji. I stopped a taxi downstairs and told the driver that I was going to the location of the small western-style building.

The driver's buddy was stunned for a moment and turned around and asked me: "Brother, why are you going to the wilderness in the middle of the night? It's so cunning."

"I have no intention of sleeping for a long night, so I'll find a female ghost to play with my personal love!" I laughed and teased and got into the taxi.

The driver guy smiled unnaturally and said: Brother, you can really be kidding.

I laughed and didn't continue to say anything. The driver didn't say anything and drove me directly towards the small western-style building.

The driver guy on the road might be a little scared and kept slitting me with his own light, probably thinking that I was a ghost, not a human.

I was too lazy to explain so much, and I kept thinking about who would come to me.

Half an hour later, the car slowly stopped on the road leading to the small western-style building. I was stunned for a moment and asked the driver: Why don’t you continue walking?

"Brother, I'm timid and I really don't dare to turn it forward. There are neither street lights nor people in front of me, and no one knows what will appear. Look, it's twenty-seven yuan now, I'll give you a little bit, can you give you twenty yuan?" The driver looked at me with a embarrassed look, his eyes full of horror.

I could see that the driver was really scared. I looked at the watch and found that it was only 11:40, and there were still nearly twenty minutes left before the agreed time. Anyway, I had nothing to do, so I would just take two steps.

I took out thirty dollars from my pocket and handed it to the driver, telling him not to look for it. Finally, I imitated the third brother's tone and said meaningfully: "Big brother, you have read too many novels. There are no ghosts in this world. If there are, there will be ghosts in people's hearts."

After saying that, I got off the car and walked over.

But I regretted it after walking a few steps. There were no street lights in this place. If it weren't for the faint moonlight above my head, I believe I could have gone into the ditch.

No matter how much I complain, I still have to continue.

After walking forward slowly for more than twenty minutes, I finally saw the outline of the small foreign building. After walking forward for a while, I arrived in front of the small foreign building.

With the help of the light, I looked at my watch hard and found that it was already past twelve o'clock, but I just didn't know where the person who asked me to come here would be.

Standing outside the door of the small western-style building, I looked around and found that there was no one around.

I frowned and wondered why there was no one? Could it be that I was fooled by someone? It shouldn't be so boring, who would be idle and play this trick with me?

Just when I couldn't figure it out, someone suddenly patted my shoulder.

I was shocked and felt something was wrong.

When I came here, my vigilance increased a lot. When I first came, I was sure that there was no one behind me. If someone would come be by my side, how could I not notice any movement? The simplest footsteps did not appear.

After hesitating for a second or two, I looked back.

"Five Niang?!" Looking at the woman in white in front of me, I widened my eyes and shouted in disbelief.

When I came, I thought about finding everyone I had. Even Zhou Shun, I thought about it. But I didn’t expect it would be Wu Niang. Because I had been looking for Wu Niang before, Wu Niang avoided me and would not take the initiative to look for me. Even if I could find me, there was no reason to meet me here.

"Is it the note you left behind that I came here to see you?" I asked with a frown.

Wu Niang's appearance has not changed, nor has she changed. Under the moonlight, her face is pale, but she looks sickly and beautiful, but her expression is a little tired, and she doesn't know what she has experienced.

Wu Niang lightly pointed her head and said lightly: "Jiang Bo said you will definitely come after leaving the small foreign building, so I will come here to wait for you."

As soon as she opened her mouth, I realized something was wrong. The Wu Niang I knew had two personalities, one was as cold as the ice of thousands of years, and the other was warm and dependent on others.

These two personalities are completely different. If the first one is compared to Han Bing, then the second one is a soft fire that can melt the ice. Before, Wu Niang looked cold to me, but then her feelings for me changed a little, and she became a little bird dependent on others, but now her tone has returned to her coldness.

I tentatively reached out and grabbed Wu Niang's hand. Her hands were still very cold, but before I could hold her hands and palms, she was indifferently pulled back.

I smiled miserably, thinking that my thoughts might be right.

Wu Niang may not be my woman, but it can be said that she is not my woman, Ninglang's woman, but another woman.

I took out a cigarette from my pocket and lit it and asked indifferently: "What's the matter with me?"

"I'm sorry." Wu Niang looked at me and said lightly.

I smiled, and was angry: "So, you are just pretending to be with me, and you want to control me, right?"

Wu Niang didn't say anything, it seemed that she had made accusation.

I continued to ask, "So, everything you said to me is false, right?"

Wu Niang still didn't say anything.

I asked again: "So, you and that Ninglang are the real couple, right?"

Wu Niang looked up at me, pursed her lips, and said nothing to refute.

I feel that my heart is breaking, and after it breaks, it heals quickly. After it heals, it starts to crack, break, heal... and repeat constantly.

"So, you have been using me before, but now I have no value for utilization. You are ready to abandon me, tell me the truth, and push me to the cliff of despair so that I can't look back, right?" I asked the last sentence word by word.

Wu Niang slowly lowered her head and still said nothing.

I clenched my fists tightly and watched Wu Niang's eyes become blurred. I knew I was about to cry, but I forced myself to raise my head so that tears would not flow out.

Although I had this idea last night, I still gave myself a glimmer of hope in my heart, and now this glimmer of hope has been completely shattered.

I can't believe that the woman who once said to me, "Everything is settled, would you marry me?" would have been lying to me, and never thought that the woman who kept instilling ideas in me and allowed me to last until the end was for herself, for another person, and that person looked exactly like me!

"You don't have to say sorry to me." I gritted my teeth and widened my eyes hard, and made the tears that were about to shed evaporate, and then said: "The ending today is because I am too stupid and too easy to believe in someone. Haven't you always called me stupid? All this is because I am too stupid and has nothing to do with you."

I suddenly thought of the mysterious man giving me the Zhiyang Wushui. He had told me before that Wu Niang was using me to harm me and asked me to get rid of Wu Niang.

Not only him, but also Jiang Bo felt that way, but I just didn't believe it and chose Wu Niang alone.

I was very stupid at the beginning, even if Wu Niang took advantage of me, I would accept it.

Now, has my philosophy changed?

No, it was Wu Niang's way of doing it disappointed me.

If she used me for herself, I had nothing to say. But she used me for another Ninglang, where did I make sense?

I don’t believe that there is a man in the world who knows that his wife keeps a novice, and he is so stupid and naive that he gives his wife money, and supports her keep a novice!

This is about the issue of principles and self-esteem.

I can't take self-esteem, but I'm a bit strong in principle, so I can't bear the blame, and I can't dye my green hair####
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