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Chapter 17: The True Monologue of a Different Way (On the Internet!)

"In your heart, what do you think of the incident?"

"I'm different from you, I have no choice." Xi Li's eyes were a little dull, as if he was still recalling that incident.

"Even if rationality and trust that I have been with for many years tell me that Ah Xu would definitely not do such a thing, in fact, I had no choice at that time."

"It has nothing to do with selfishness or other ideas. Once Chen Xu becomes a criminal, the truth of the matter is no longer important once most people believe it.

People ride on the huge wave of justice and mercilessly give Chen Xu the most vicious rumors and slander."

Yuki nodded, as if he was still worried about this, or maybe he was afraid that he would be exposed one day.

"However, if I had known that such consequences would have caused, would those who followed the trend feel regretful?" Xuexi asked curiously.

Xili leaned against the wall and shook his head: "No. After all, countless bullying or group attacks have been proven harmless in the end. The upper class will only fear that gathering crowds and marches will threaten their rule, and this collective bullying similar to extreme populism will not be cared about."

"After all, they were on the banner of being right and unwaveringly heading towards that dark road."

"But I am still a little curious. As one of the parties involved, you always feel that the version we know is a bit subtle different."

Xili was silent for a moment and slowly spoke: "The origin of everything will probably start from the sports meeting that day."

...

(The following is the perspective of Xili)

The sports meet at Old Wu Middle School has always been an extremely special festival for students.

In this strict school, there are only a few festivals that allow students to let go of the pressure of their studies and relax with all their hearts.

Although not everyone can participate in the competition, even as an audience, you can play and play during these rare festivals.

People are sweating and hope freely, and the so-called extra energy called youth is this kind of thing.

The favorability of the opposite sex, the most primitive ignorance in adolescence, and the seemingly unrestrained favorability of the opposite sex, these things are accompanied by impulses and imaginations that people cannot release, and together form a false scam called youth.

And for teenagers in adolescence, nothing is more exciting than this.

I am very clear about the meaning of these things, and I also understand how to use the method to make those young and opposite sexes feel good to me.

After all, at this age, girls must be much more mature in both physiological and psychological state, and Chen Xu is obviously an outlier.

Although it looks no different from others on the surface, I know the true face of this person when I have a relationship with him.

Therefore, with the help of Chen Xu, an alien, I have also become an alien among mature girls.

Not only did I escape from being bullied by the situation of being isolated and helpless, I also had my own small group and a high class status. All of this was given to me by Chen Xu.

But in another aspect, this relationship is more like a symbiosis or a bondage.

We share our ugliness with each other and long to find a new sky.

I don’t know if you have read Shiraishing. Chen Xu and I are probably in the relationship between Yukiho and Ryosi.

This may be a way to polite myself, but I do feel this way.

To outsiders, we are intimate and even have "scandals".

But I know very well that I am just a friend who is easy to get along with for Chen Xu.

I am a symbiotic who is parasitic on his trunk, but he has more than me.

But this relationship is exclusive.

Once the other party has other symbiotic objects, you will be afraid that the other party will abandon you or spread your secrets.

The basis for this trust has collapsed.

But this secret and stable relationship is not so easy to collapse, just like I still comfort myself in my heart even though I already knew about your existence.

Chen Xu will not abandon me, he is just helping another person, or expanding our symbiotic collective.

But interpersonal relationships are different from reality. Triangles are not the most stable existence. Compared with a single binary, the appearance of a third party will make me feel the oppression for no reason.

Even if both of them restrain their ignorant emotions, they will inevitably develop possessiveness in their hearts. They don’t care about love, but just simply hate another person.

So, at that time we rarely spoke, and I was deliberately avoiding communication with you.

Even though I made the same choice in that matter, I didn’t go to you to confirm or ask, just because I really hated you at that time.

No, it should be said to be jealous, after all, from the outside, you are the more dazzling existence.

What? We haven’t become friends with you now. We are the rivals in love!

It seems to be a bit far from going too far, and I return to the topic of that matter.

Although we are all one of the parties involved, as I said just now, even if it is a symbiotic relationship, different people still have different feelings, right?

If you don’t explain this clearly, you can’t understand that from my perspective.

Continuing what I said before, Chen Xu and I are a so-called symbiotic relationship.

The ugliness of each other or the secrets that we must not be made public, but later I slowly discovered it.

I am actually the only one who has been truly mastered.

Chen Xu is not as gentle as he is a very lying person.

Gentle people are scary, aren’t they?

Compared to those fools who write malicious intentions or bad thoughts on their faces, it is even more terrifying that he, like a frog boiling a warm water, slowly drowns people in gentleness.

Of course I know that boiling a frog in warm water is just a rumor, and the frog will jump out, but this is just an example, an example!

As expected, I can't get along with you.

Back to the topic, it was too late when I discovered this, and Chen Xu had completely grasped my secret.

Although you don't know the details, you shouldn't tell the secret to him.

That's why we are desperate to take him down now.

Because we cannot bear the consequences of the leaked incident, the so-called guarantee is worthless. Whether it is love or friendship, promises and vows are only effective if both parties agree.

Once one party changes his mind, these things are worthless.

It's ridiculous. We clearly rely on these false things to build stable trust relationships, but in the end, these cornerstones that constitute our relationship have no value.

At that time of the sports meeting, I was probably in a conflict between panic and being forced to believe in Chen Xu.
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