19. Obviously care about it but pretend not to care(1/2)
But Li Yin called out to have a meal and took a walk along the way. Qu Xinyan would never have thought of encountering such a scene.
Yue Yi's movements at this moment were like a koala, almost wrapping his feet around Ying Xichi, and his arms were very tightly wrapped.
Just when she had not yet come back to her senses, Yue Yi had been pushed away by Yingxis. He just supported his arms and did not let him fall. Yue Yi pretended to be uncomfortable and wanted to get closer, but he took a step back and opened the distance between the two.
It's not easy to move forward now, so I can only hold a stalemate.
Standing there, until Li Yin's hand pushed her, Qu Xinyan suddenly came to her senses. She pursed her lips tightly and walked towards him step by step.
"What a coincidence!" Li Yin was afraid that she would not ask, so she simply gave her an opening remark, "Why are you here?" Obviously, this sentence ignored the drunk Yue Yi.
The sword eyebrows flipped slightly, he just looked at her leaning against Li Yin, his throat was dry and he wanted to speak, but—
"Good evening," her black eyes were clearly black and white. Qu Xinyan's fingers behind her were tightly twisted to ache, and her knuckles pressed against her palms made her consciousness particularly clear. "What's wrong with her?"
In fact, Qu Xinyan didn't want to ask Yue Yi at the beginning.
Intuition told her that this was not a question to ask, especially after witnessing Yue Yi throwing into his arms, what she really wanted to know was why the two were together and why they brought Yue Yi who was obviously drunk. Nothing else was a problem.
After a moment of silence, Ying Xichi glanced at Yue Yi who was no longer tenable. He didn't want her to misunderstand her in his heart. He lowered his head and coughed softly.
"Just just had dinner, everyone had a drink, and I happened to take them home."
When the sound fell, Yue Yi seemed to hear the sound of his heart shattering. It turned out that in his eyes she was just a sidewalk, and even though she had already seen that she could not stand firm, she still had to explain it to Qu Xinyan in a sloppy manner.
"Oh..." She lowered her head, relaxed her fingers a little, and didn't know how to answer for a while.
The spacious streets were filled with noise and noisy sounds, but Yue Yi, who was feeling uncomfortable, didn't listen at all. She only knew that if she didn't do anything now, he would forget that there was another her in his hand.
then--
"It's uncomfortable..." With his eyes closed, Yue Yi couldn't stand, and was about to slide to the ground. He covered his mouth with one hand and kept retching, "Xichi..."
She knew she was very sober, but she just wanted to pretend to be drunk, otherwise she would be left behind, sure!
This faint voice broke the deadlock present. Ying Xichi was a little worried that he would send Yue Yi home. He glanced down at Yue Yi and helped her firmly with force.
"Xin Yan," he cleared his voice, his eyes focused and serious, "I'll send her in, come down soon, you... wait for me, and I'll send you home later?"
The tone of consultation was a little uncertain. Qu Xinyan nodded without objection.
Until the two men's figures disappeared, her eyes did not retract.
"Hey, Qu Xinyan, are you so cowardly?" Li Yin couldn't hold it in. Everyone was having trouble saying it just now. Now he can finally reveal his dissatisfaction, "You obviously like him so much, and I'm very happy to see the woman he bid farewell to come home?"
Qu Xinyan glanced at her silently and muttered: "Of course I'm not happy."
"Then why don't you say anything? You're going to die if you want to know!" Li Yin glared at him, "Look at that Yue Yi, anyone with a discerning eye can tell. She must like Ying Xichi. After being together for so many years, you have no sense of crisis at all, so you are not afraid of being together and abandoning you?"
"..." Qu Xinyan did not answer.
"How long have you known him? How long have they known you? It's not that you don't know. What if you meet again after separation? How much can you do if you get along day and night?"
Li Yin had no idea about Qu Xinyan anymore. He was standing in front of him and just asked him directly if he wanted to know anything. He was very concerned about it, but he pretended not to care at all, and he was just asking for trouble for himself!
"If you like him so much, then go and fight for it! If you really like him, so what if you take the initiative once?"
The bustling streets were filled with people coming and going on, and no one noticed the two people standing by the roadside. The strong wind from somewhere suddenly blew up their long hair. Li Yin stared at them as if she saw the loneliness and sadness in her eyes.
"Li Yin," After a while, a gentle voice overflowed from his mouth, dissipating with the wind like a sigh, "You don't understand."
How could she not know these things? How could she not know the relationship between Yue Yi and him?
She understands it very well and understands it very well.
only……
She liked him so much that she would be frightened no matter what she did.
Fear will cause him to get bored, and fear will make him feel that he is a bad person, and he is much more frightened.
It is because I want to be with him too much, so I am afraid of being rejected, and I am afraid of having any chance that I might be rejected.
"Then think about it!" Li Yin was helpless and held his forehead and looked sideways.
*******
Ying Xichi came out soon. When he walked beside him, Qu Xinyan sniffed with a sensitive smell of alcohol stained with his body. It was not strong, but it made her frown.
I don't want him to smell like another woman.
Holding down this idea, she got on the passenger seat.
Ying Xichi took a detour to see Li Yin home before turning to see her off. Both of them were silent on the way, and the radio or music in the carriage had not been turned on. They could clearly hear the quiet breathing sounds coming from beside them, as if they were blending.
"The dinner proposed by Yue Yi," happened to run into a red light in front of him. Yingxi slowly stepped on the brake and stopped the car smoothly. He turned his head and paused for a while before speaking. "I didn't plan to go, but they wanted to go. I rarely attended the dinner before, and this time it was not easy to refuse."
The only sound of him whispering in the quiet carriage was as heavy as an old guqin, magnetic in his ears.
"They are very good at playing, so I drank wine after that. I didn't, so I had to take the drunk people home together, and Yue Yi was the last one."
"So it happened to send her home just now." The lingering voice swallowed, Ying Xichi's fingers on the steering wheel began to tighten inexplicably, and his thumb was pressed tightly.
After explaining, he seemed to feel much more relaxed, and his deep eyes were staring at her eyes.
Qu Xinyan was silent for a long time, and then suddenly came back to her senses when she heard the urging sound of the car behind her. She watched him remain motionless, not at all affected by the sound of the car behind her. She blinked awkwardly.
"Don't you drive?" She pointed weakly behind, "There is a car behind her urging her."
He nodded, and Fang Buqi stepped on the accelerator slowly, paying attention to the rearview mirrors in front and on both sides.
Seeing that his attention was finally no longer on him, Qu Xinyan breathed a sigh of relief and turned her head to look out the car window.
Why is this kind of patient explanation of things so seductive?
She gently bit her lower lip. Although she was still feeling uncomfortable, she felt much better. She calmed down and put her fingers on her jeans away and let go.
*******
I soon arrived at the bottom of her corridor.
The parking lot turned off and she was sent upstairs as usual. The number of floors in the elevator gradually increased, but it was silent.
Qu Xinyan stood sideways facing Ying Xichi, her fingers placed on the railing, and her dark eyes secretly looked at him through the mirror in the elevator. At this moment, he was looking forward without looking sideways. Through her angle, he could see his firm and graceful chin lines, and his white shirt buttons with exquisite and beautiful collarbone.
Qu Xinyan has always felt that men have good faces, hands, collarbones and beautiful collarbones, which are used to lure women into crimes.
This feeling of wanting to knock him down every minute...
He quickly withdrew his gaze. Qu Xinyan didn't dare to "be hearted" like this anymore, and secretly coughed and cleared his throat, with a serious face.
With the "ding" sound, the elevator door in front of her opened. She was unhappy and slowly walked to her door. She took out the key and opened the door. Her body hid at the door and looked at him.
"Thanks!"
Standing facing each other, Ying Xichi's eyes were faint and he did not respond to these two words. He just silent for a second.
"You haven't recovered your feet yet, so don't walk too much," his voice was low and dumb, as if he was leaning against his ear and said, "Stay more and walk less, listen to what the doctor says, so that you can get better and faster..."
Qu Xinyan thought that he probably noticed his frown slightly when he left the elevator just now. It was indeed a bit uncomfortable when he walked on the road at night.
His voice continued, all of which were normal reminders. As Qu Xinyan listened, a fact in her heart became clearer and clearer. She bit her lip and looked at him, unable to help but blurt out.
"Are you caring about me?"
The words came to an abrupt end.
Without missing the surprise and surprise that flashed through his eyes, Qu Xinyan secretly scolded himself for not having a brain. After pursing his dry and white lips, he quickly found another step for himself.
She took a step back, said quickly, "Thank you, good night", and then closed the door.
With her back against the cat's eyes, she closed her eyes and gasped in big mouthfuls, without moving.
The man outside the door was still paused.
The words she said in her mind and the four words she had smoothed herself out. Ying Xichi glanced at Maoyan, and his eyes were unclear. After a long time, he smiled helplessly and turned away.
*******
After taking a shower, Ying Xichi put on his pajamas and took a towel to sit on the chair to wipe his hair. He just wiped it but went in a daze.
For some reason, my mind was full of her face at this moment, smiling happily, embarrassingly, and pursing lips and contemplatively. All her looks were her.
He suddenly remembered the hug he had with Yue Yi just now, although it started with an accident.
He knew that Yue Yi couldn't stand firm because she was drunk, but for some reason, at that time, including now, he always rejected her approaching like this.
It seems that such an intimate distance is not suitable for her and him.
And even longer ago in the hospital, he helped Qu Xinyan's hug and then jumped out of his mind at this moment.
They are all hugging, and the distance is not as close as Yue Yi, but Ying Xichi deeply feels that it is so comfortable and suitable for being with Qu Xinyan.
It seemed as if his arms were tailored for her, and she could only stay there.
Only when she leaned on him would feel calm in his heart, and he would blush and dazed as he looked at the hands that touched her waist.
Ying Xichi felt that he was crazy about a woman named Qu Xinyan.
"Do you like her?"
These seven words appeared in his mind as soon as possible, making his eyes darker and darker, and his fingers holding the towel tightened again and again.
As long as you see her, you will feel in a good mood. As long as she comes to the club, you will be very happy. As long as you see her frowning, you will want to reach out to soothe. When you see her smiling, you will feel that the whole world is bright.
To be continued...