Chapter 5 The past is not as good as smoke(2/4)
Instead of answering, he took out a small box from his pocket and handed it to her, "I don't have the chance to see you in your wedding dress with my own eyes, but I still wish you a happy wedding."
He said thank you, looking at the small box, but he didn't reach out to pick it up.
Part3
He smiled: "Why don't you open it and take a look?
Are you afraid that I will hide the bomb?"
With Mu Silence, sometimes some things are more terrifying than bombs to open.
"Tan Xun, I can accept anything, this...you know, I can't..."
“Isn’t this something you always want?”
"I used to want to...but not now."
Tan Xun said "um" and fumbled to find a lighter to light a cigarette. As soon as he lit it, he seemed to remember something and pressed out the cigarette in a little annoyed manner.
"Sorry, I forgot that you are pregnant..."
Yu Mu looked at his movements silently, guessing in his heart whether something had happened to him recently, which made him feel bad.
But...what does it have to do with the ring on the table?
Yes, you don’t need to open it, Yu Mu will know what is in the box.
What she had been looking forward to a long time ago.
She had just graduated at that time, unlike other women, she wanted to get married early and wanted a warm home of her own.
But Tan Xun was very entrepreneurial at that time, which was also the difference between most men and women.
I remember that she always held his hand and said, "Axun Axun, when will I marry me?... If you don't want to get married so early, I'd give me a ring... I'd better know when I want to get married."
At that time, Tan Xun thought giving a ring was a very important thing. If you don’t make a decision and give it out, it would not be as simple as a gift, but also a promise.
So every time he sees Yu Mu's expectant vision, he always finds reasons to dodge.
At that time, he couldn't even see the future, so how could he make up his mind to give her a promise?
But now, even though he knows that she is married, what can he do to give this?
Tan Xun felt annoyed in his heart, and he didn't know what he was thinking.
Yesterday was her wedding day, but the groom was not him.
He didn't even have the qualifications to attend. When he passed by the mall with his client, he happened to see the ring, so he bought it without thinking.
He bought something that he had been hesitating about so decisively when he had lost its value.
But what's the use?
Besides imagining yourself, what else can he save?
"Tan Xun, are you... okay?"
Yu Mu looked at his eyebrows frowned and asked.
When she came out today, she treated herself and him as an old friend.
To be honest, the past has really become a passing cloud in the bottom of Mu's heart. She will also care and comfort him like a friend.
But that's all.
As she was asking, she happened to see a familiar figure, which turned out to be Shen Shuzhi, and there was a man next to her.
She saw Yu Mu and Tan Xun from afar, and said something to the man beside her. The man also looked over, and then the two of them walked towards this side.
Yu Mu glanced at Tan Xun, and there was no reaction on his face. She was quite surprised. She felt that Tan Xun and Shen Shuzhi were together before.
"Mr. Tan, what a coincidence!"
The man greeted him first and looked at Mu. He was a middle-aged man, who was fat and had no characteristics. He looked the same as the big boss who had watched too much in TV series.
Unexpectedly, Shen Shuzhi was still with such a person in the end.
"Um."
Tan Xun responded, obviously not wanting to speak much.
But Shen Shuzhi smiled and said, "Miss Chao, long time no see."
"haven't seen you for a long time."
Stand up with Mu and smile.
Shen Shuzhi looked at her and said, "Don't congratulate Miss Chao on her happy wedding. How many months have the baby in her belly?"
"Thank you, it's been three months."
"Oh, by the way, why didn't you see Mr. Fu?
Are he relieved if you come out alone with a big belly?"
"He has something to do when he goes to the company."
"That's how busy I'm going to work on my first day of wedding!"
"Well..." He Mu smiled slightly, but he didn't know how to talk.
But Shen Shuzhi smiled and said, "But men are like this, they put career first in everything.
Miss Chao is lucky, unlike some men who can even send their own women out for their careers... You said right?"
She turned her head and was right to the man she was holding in her hand.
The man glanced at him and smiled awkwardly.
Although Yu Mu didn't know what had happened to her, he could vaguely feel something was wrong with the atmosphere.
Fortunately, nothing happened in the end. After Shen Shuzhi finished speaking, she took her man away and didn't look at Tan Xun from beginning to end.
Tan Xun's face also had a faint look, and there was no emotion.
It seemed as if this time, his protagonist was just the person in front of him, and the episode just now was full of air.
"It's been three months..." He had guessed the answer, but he couldn't help but ask: "You guys didn't get married before..."
Yu Mu never expected him to ask such a question. His face turned slightly red, he looked straight at the white water cup in front of him and said, "Well... I was pregnant before I got married."
I never thought that pregnancy before marriage would happen to me, but if the child hadn't arrived early, she and Fu Zhiyi would not have had a result so soon... She would have been wandering around love and not love...
The gentleness and implicit love that bowed his head mercilessly penetrated Tan Xun's heart like a knife, but it was not in a hurry to pull it out, and it stepped on him step by step like playing a game.
The one who swears by his side that only by marrying her can he touch her, but when he meets another man, he delivers his body and mind.
The sun and moon who had accompanied him so many times, grabbed his hand and shouted, "Axun, can't I compare to your job in your heart at all?"
Yu Mu's eyes were so dull now in front of her, and her love had been given to another man, without any share of him.
It was because he was too self-righteous and thought she had to do it, which made his heart feel as if it was crushed.
My stomach started to hurt again, and the suffocating throbbing always made him think he would freeze to death in the next second.
In fact, he should have been desperate and already desperate.
But people are so strange. They have already given blessings and let go, but when they know that she is going to get married, his heart is so reluctant and unwilling. From then on, she only belongs to other men and has nothing to do with him. Such thoughts fill his mind, making him nameless anger and jealousy.
Part4
Tan Xun didn't learn about her pregnancy so late, but when he deceived himself, he thought he could really leave the past and start over.
But when he knew she was going to get married, it was buried in his heart for a long time. He thought that something that would not sprout without touching it quickly spread to his chest in an instant, wrapping him tightly like a vine injected with germs.
Even he himself was at a loss.
Yu Mu saw Tan Xun suddenly covering his heart and his eyebrows were entangled. He was stunned and stood up and asked, "What's wrong with you?"
Are you uncomfortable somewhere?"
But he didn't expect that he suddenly hugged her, and Yu Mu was stunned for a moment, not knowing how to put his hands.
She was standing, he was sitting, his head was gently resting on her erect belly, lowering his head, unable to see his emotions.
Although this movement was light, the two of them still received gazes from all directions in their postures. Yu Mu felt even more embarrassed. He wanted to break free, but he held him.
"Tan Xun... don't..." She was about to say, but she felt a drop of liquid falling on her hand.
She was surprised, her voice choked in her throat and didn't know what to say.
Why did he cry...
Yu Mu had never seen Tan Xun like this before. Even when it was so difficult to start a business, she had never seen him like this.
In her impression, he was always strong and elegant, and he saw everything very lightly and openly.
"Tan Xun, don't do this."
She didn't know how to comfort her, but her current relationship really made her unable to say any nice words of comfort.
And this is how people are. In the past, she would probably be as anxious as an ant on a hot pan, just trying to figure out what was going on.
Because she loved him at that time.
To be continued...