Chapter 88(1/2)
I can't count how many seconds or minutes it has passed, but Jing Chi's whole body is warm, but he feels like he is walking alone in the vast wind and snow.
To be more precise, he would like to call it walking in a dream, everything is so illusory, and he cannot find a strong argument to prove that he exists in reality.
Jing Chi wanted to confirm over and over again whether what she said was true, but there was a voice in his mind telling him not to disturb this dream.
As the long time passed, he finally spoke in a hoarse voice: "Su Su, can you say it again?"
This time, he failed to hear the answer he wanted.
Jing Chi retreated a little, half of her body was hanging by the bed, she looked down at Ning Suyi's face, but her eyes were slightly closed and she was sleeping soundly.
When he listened carefully, her breathing sounded evenly and calmly, and she fell asleep.
Jing Chi was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help laughing, and felt a little depressed.
What are you doing? I told him the last second that I wanted to be with him, which made him feel itchy and I couldn't calm down for a long time. As the initiator, she fell asleep in a blink of an eye, and whether she was still in a heart was really speechless.
Don’t she have difficulty falling asleep and often suffer from insomnia? Why is she sleeping more often today?
Jing Chi's inner activities were like spring water, gushing constantly, but whenever he thought of Ning Suyi being so tired, probably because he was a little scared, he had no temper at all and felt sorry for her.
Then should he go back to his room? I really don't want to leave her...
Jing Chi was in a tangle. At this moment, he especially wanted to smoke a cigarette to vent his emotions.
In the past, he was always bored, and he used a cigarette to relieve his relief. However, at this moment, he just wanted to do something indulge in something, otherwise he would be full of excitement and would not be at peace.
Jing Chi's thoughts arose, but suddenly he died because he remembered that he had not brought cigarettes to him during this trip. He never smoked in front of Ning Suyi.
There was a muffled thunder outside the window. He was afraid of waking up the person in his arms, so he covered her ears with his hands and touched her arm with his elbows. Only then did he realize that her hands were still holding him.
Jing Chi couldn't suppress the secret joy in her heart and kissed her forehead in a daze-he himself said that he would not do anything stealing, but Ning Suyi was already his girlfriend, so it doesn't matter whether he steals or not, he is always his person.
His crispy.
Jing Chi's Ning Suyi.
In the past, he always unconsciously added a "My" prefix to her name in his heart to comfort the bitterness of his long secret love. Now, he can finally say the sentence with confidence: My Spicy.
Jing Chi felt that he probably didn't have to sleep tonight.
Sure enough, after twelve o'clock at night, there was no trace of sleepiness in his mind. He was sure that Ning Suyi was asleep, so he twisted his hands and feet and got up, went out of the door, and stood under the eaves of the corridor.
The rain is everywhere, there is really no tendency to stop.
He stood alone for a long time, and a gust of wind suddenly blew, and it was blowing from somewhere. The raindrops floated in and poured Jing Chi over. A cool feeling not only did not annoy him, but felt very happy.
He might be crazy. He thought.
In the room, Ning Suyi woke up and there was no Jing Chi around her. She guessed that he should have left while she was asleep.
The night light at the head of the bed still shines brightly.
Ning Suyi's throat was thirsty and wanted to drink water. She sat up and took her cell phone to watch the time. At around twelve o'clock, the light in the main room seemed to be on, and a ray of light came in from under the crack in the door.
She lifted the curtain of the mosquito net, stretched her feet out, and the horror scene of supper popped up in her mind, and her feet shrank back.
"Jing Chi?" Ning Suyi tried to call.
After a moment, the door was pushed open. Jing Chi quickly walked over, sat sideways to the edge of the bed, and said nervously, "What's wrong? Are you having a nightmare?"
Ning Suyi's brain was still slow and was interrupted by him. She forgot what she was going to say for a moment. She squinted her eyes and looked at him, and she reached out to touch her. The T-shirt on his body was soaked, and he could squeeze out water with some force.
"What did you do in the middle of the night?"
"It's nothing, just... stand under the eaves for a while." Jing Chi hesitated, as if embarrassed, lowered his head and scratched his earlobe with his fingers.
Ning Suyi looked away and stared at his face. The night light used to drive away the darkness was not bright enough, and she couldn't believe her judgment: "Are you crying?"
His eyes were a little red, which looked like the sequelae of crying.
The expression and emotions can be concealed, and the redness in the eyes cannot be eliminated for a moment.
Jing Chi was like a cat with a tail trampled on, and hurriedly argued: "No, you've read it wrong!"
The more intense the reaction, the more sure Ning Suyi was, nodded and concluded: "You just cried. But why?"
"I said no, it's not." Jing Chi's voice pretended to be fierce, but when he met her, he couldn't act fiercely. "Go to bed quickly, what time is it?"
"I'm thirsty and want to drink water." Ning Suyi said.
"I'll pour it for you, don't get out of bed."
Ning Suyi was just thinking about this, and watched him step out of the room and go to the main hall outside. He could no longer see his figure, but he could hear his footsteps and the sound of pouring water.
He brought it over with a cup of warm water. When she finished drinking, he took the cup and put it on the table.
Ning Suyi lay down and saw him standing beside the bed like a lonely pine. She sighed slightly and said, "Go and change your clothes quickly, and you are not afraid of catching a cold."
As Jing Chi walked, he took off his wet T-shirt and went to the right room to get a clean set. Then he went to the bathroom to take a shower, put on his clothes and went to Ning Suyi's room.
She always does this. She wakes up in the middle of the night and can't fall asleep again, and her sleep situation is always worrying.
Jing Chi felt very good, so he lifted the mosquito net and got in, pulled a corner of the blanket and covered it with his body, laying his hand beside her, and putting his hand on her back.
A sense of moisture after bathing on his body was wrapped in Ning Suyi like a tide.
Ning Suyi's mind became clearer and he raised his neck slightly and glanced at him.
"What are you looking at?" Jing Chi was a little shy and his voice was extremely unnatural. "I will leave when you fall asleep, so as not to scare yourself."
Ning Suyi did not comment, closed her eyes and recovered the sleepiness that had been driven away.
As she was thinking about leaving, Jing Chi suddenly murmured: "Do you still remember what you said? You won't forget it if you can't sleep?"
Ning Suyi paused for a moment, opened her eyes to look at him. The next second, a palm covered her and covered her eyes. It was Jing Chi's voice, calling her: "Don't look at me."
Ning Suyi was stunned, and did not move for several seconds, without even blinking her eyebrows, and asked, "How could you think I was joking with you?"
The four words "get what you want" sound easy, but in fact, there are a few people who can really get what they want. Jing Chi is afraid that what is happening in front of him will be a brief surprise, which is normal.
He even wanted to ask Ning Suyi if he agreed to be with him because he fell in love with him or because after some trade-offs and comparisons, he found that he was more suitable. After all, Mu Jingting's example was the first.
But he couldn't ask.
Now he has received the answer he has been asking for too long. Children who have too many desires are destined to not taste the sweetness. He belongs to the kind of good kids.
Ning Suyi didn't hear him speak, and said to herself: "I'm serious and want to be with you. Although... I'm not sure if we can go to the last step, but I..."
Before she could finish her words, Jing Chi said urgently: "I said before, you just need to give me a chance, and I will leave the rest to me. Whether it can be perfect and whether it can be perfect forever is the final decision."
Ning Suyi believed him for now, said "yes" and stopped looking for extra compensation.
She pulled the blanket on her body and gave him more, and asked inadvertently: "Are you running outside to cry? Are you worried that I will not keep my word? Or are you too happy and crying with joy? Or are you both?"
Jing Chi is speechless, is this problem unacceptable?
"I didn't cry." He stressed.
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Jing Chi slept the latest and woke up the earliest, and woke up in Ning Suyi's bed.
He could see her sleeping face as soon as he tilted his head. At first, his mind was a little confused. When he found his consciousness, he remembered that at around 12 o'clock last night, the two of them covered the same blanket and chatted one by one, and finally both fell asleep in a daze.
Jing Chi closed his eyes and was very entangled. He wanted to run out now, pretend that he didn't sleep with her last night, or closed his eyes, pretending to be asleep to see what her reaction was.
Before he could figure out a result, Ning Suyi woke up.
She opened her eyes and the first thing she saw was Jing Chi. Like him, she was deceived for a few seconds, then she figured out what was going on and calmly accepted the reality.
She was always so calm and was calm when encountering things, not to mention that sleeping with her in the same bed was not a big terrifying event.
Ning Suyi looked at Jing Chi who was "sleeping" and kicked him: "Stop pretending, your breathing is messy, and it doesn't look like it at all."
A firework exploded in Jing Chi's mind.
Who would have thought that she would be so straightforward and didn't know how to save him some face, so she exposes his tricks on the spot.
Jing Chi turned his back to Ning Suyi, rolled up the blanket and covered it on his face, and said with a weak voice: "I didn't mean it, I accidentally fell asleep last night."
Ning Suyi smiled and urged him to get up.
Jing Chi lifted the blanket and his face turned red: "You are not angry anymore."
"No matter how angry I am, you say it was not intentional."
Ning Suyi sat up, spread her five fingers, stroked her hair that was sleeping in quilt, looked at him with her eyes straight, and signaled him to get up quickly and not stay in bed. His body was blocking the edge of the bed, and she couldn't get down if he didn't get up first.
Jing Chi looked at her for a long time, and her breathing became tighter. On this morning when the rain filled the air, he suddenly felt distracted and wanted to kiss her.
He thought so in his heart and did so. He grabbed Ning Suyi's hand and, with a little force, she was pushed down on the bed by him, without any resistance.
Ning Suyi looked at him blankly, not understanding why.
Until his face got closer and closer to him, she immediately understood his intentions, and her heartbeat was rapid.
In the current situation, the ambiguous atmosphere could be pulled into silk. It was definitely not that she was deliberately scared on the grass that afternoon. She could feel that Jing Chi was coming.
Her lips were about to be touched, Ning Suyi suddenly reached out to cover his face and gently pushed him away. She couldn't tell who was breathing more chaotic, so she barely calmed down: "No."
Jing Chi looked at her with a puzzled look, and a little darkened in her eyes.
"Are you going to kiss me? Not yet, let me talk until I am mentally prepared..." Ning Suyi gave him a look and let him experience it for himself.
To be continued...