The white flowing clouds were dyed gray and black, and the sound of the big and small beads became more and more urgent, until they turned into an airtight rain screen, covering the entire sea of ​​clouds in the darkness.

The heavy rain washed away all the noise in the blessed land, but the direction of Shangguan Station was still vocal.

Compared with the guest-style dormitory in the main campus, this dormitory in the Blessings is closer to the layout of the ancient courtyard. The body of the house is made of stone bricks, mostly no more than three floors. The rectangular roofs are neatly arranged in the square courtyard such as square bricks of large and small size, facing north and south, three in and three in and three in and into the front yard, passing through the inner door to the back yard, which is very elegant.

In a whole blessed land, there are four or five courtyards like this, which are enough to satisfy the daily life of thousands of people. In addition, the original bedding was converted into upper and lower bunk beds, and the number of carrying loads doubled.

Of course, after being used as a school building, the courtyard houses that were originally allocated according to the grade were allocated on a first-come, first-served basis, nothing more than living in large houses and fewer small houses.

At this time, warm lights were lit up in the large courtyards, and the chirping conversations of freshmen came from it.

"The clothes are soaked...Who has a hair dryer?"

"What are you thinking? Where can you find a power plug in this blessed land? Just wipe it dry and make do with it."

"Ah? There is no plug? What should I do if I use electricity normally?"

"Didn't you read the check-in manual? Looking for the empty corners of your dormitory, each dormitory should have a fixed thunder array engraved. It is said that it is built with the spirit gathering array in this blessed land as the core, and is specially used for wireless charging. If you need to charge it, you just paste a corresponding thunder-induced talisman to induced the spiritual power in the array... But that spiritual power will only bring a mobile phone computer, and probably won't be able to bring a hair dryer, so be careful to break the array."

"Wow, which genius came up with this? It can be charged wirelessly. Then when the designer set up a team, can't increase the amount of the spirit storage?"

"It seems to be designed by a senior in the third year. I heard that his cultivation level was just at the advanced level of foundation building when he was in the formation. Be patient. When the senior comes to the golden elixir, maybe he can modify this project and increase the rated spiritual storage capacity."

"Hey, I don't understand this - I finally opened the Qihai, entered Kunlun University, became a Kunlun cultivator, and wanted to charge it, but I had to wait for others to improve my cultivation? Then can't I kneel down and beg for food?"

"Then you say that, the way to cultivate immortals is really a beggar on your knees. Just this, how many people want to kneel down and don't have the ability to do this!"

"Let me ask you, why should I take the Kunlun University? I just can't kneel down!"

"Do you want to recharge or cultivate immortality?"

"I want to recharge the battery and cultivate the immortals!"

"Can't be charged."

"Can you be charged?"

"It is said that the thunder arrays in the entire dormitory area are connected to each other. Wherever there is a problem with the formation, the teacher Shangguan, who is guarding here, will know immediately. Then there will be a punishment warning."

"I don't understand this. I've taken Kunlun exam, why are you not as good as the casual cultivator outside?"

"In the eyes of outsiders, you are a student of Kunlun, but in the eyes of this teacher and senior, you are just begging for food on your knees! It's not so cold to cultivate immortality."

"Hanqi, very fucking cold!"

"Okay, okay, don't apply for World Heritage here. Come here, I'll light a fire talisman and bake it for you."

"Damn! Do you want to kill someone? And don't think I don't know. The use of middle and high-level magic of Leixing and Firexing is prohibited in the dormitory. Do you want to harm me to take punishment?"

"It's done, then I'll use another wind technique to blow it to you, stop screaming. Instead of worrying about those, it's better to think about the activities tonight..."

“…”

The sound of fighting came from the dormitory next door, and was washed a little blurred by the drizzle.

Yang Xiaohe sat on the bed and listened, changing into a new piece of clothing while listening, and his head appeared from the window, looking at the source of the sound, wanting to hear clearly what was about "night activities" later.

She lives on the second floor of this new dormitory area, which is one of the most open-minded places in this area. From a distance, she noticed an unusual movement in the distance.

——In the distance, the only figure stayed alone on the platform of the Taoist practice platform. The green light swung in his hand, slashing and slashing, and was still in full force output. The downpour rain made the back wet, almost melting into this rainy night.

How long has he been practicing there? At least for most of the day?

Yang Xiaohe opened her mouth wide when she saw this. With such a high-intensity output and such a long period of continuous training, even if she was above the foundation building, she would definitely have been overdrawn long ago.

If it were a normal person, he might not be able to move at this time, right? He is still practicing?

What are you doing? It’s not like this to scroll, right? Is the pressure at Kunlun University so terrible?

A strong wet wind blew, and the dormitory window fell on the window frame, blocking Yang Xiaohe by the window. She could only retract her head, hold her knees and lean against the window, looking at the roommates who were tiring due to military training in the dormitory, and pondered secretly.

Outside the window, on the Buddhist temple far away, where she was watching, the blue and white sword light lit up again, and was washed away by the heavy rain.

In the rain, the single shadow on the Taoist pedestal held the sword hilt with both hands and took a deep breath.

The continuous rain flowed down from the tip of the sword, and the spiritual sword that had accumulated momentum to its extreme was swung out. A cold light broke through the rain curtain and crossed the stone pier in front of him. The huge rock that was thick with the two people was actually split from it!

There was a loud bang, and the heavy stones fell to the ground and fell into several pieces, and the stones rolled down at his feet.

Han Jiangchen gasped heavily, staggered and leaned down, half-kneeling on the ground with his sword. Blows of rain flowed through the blade, and the fingers holding the hilt were shaking.

As Yang Xiaohe saw, he had been here for a whole day—or, many days.

And things were just as she thought. Even if she had the foundation-building cultivation, she would definitely not be able to withstand such overdrafts. Not to mention the strength, her meridians should have been damaged long ago.

A few drops of scarlet fell into the rain. He raised his hand to wipe off the blood from the mouth and nose, and held the sword and thought of getting up, but the heavy rainstorm pressed him to the ground, and he struggled several times but failed to get what he wanted.

"Are you punishing yourself?"

A familiar voice suddenly came from behind, and he trembled all over and turned his head to look back.

At that moment, the sound of rain around suddenly drifted away, and soft spiritual power spread around, as if he had opened an invisible umbrella, and all the storms could not touch it.

Just in the center of this "umbrella", Wei Ze, wearing a Taoist robe, stood there quietly, looking at him.

"It seems that you are accusation." Wei Ze glanced at the blood-filled rainwater, "What do you think is wrong? It's worth it to bother yourself like this?"

When he was swept by his eyes, Han Jiangchen immediately turned his head away and looked at the sword in his hand. A embarrassed face reflected in the blade light, and the expression in the black pupils looked like a dead person.

"Because, I'm a useless person." His voice was a little hoarse.

"Maybe this is indeed the case." Wei Ze replied casually, "If you say so, tell me - what do you think is 'useful'?"

When he said this, he saw that the eyes in front of him were a little condensed, and his eyes were full of confusion.

"It seems that you can't give an answer...it's normal." Wei Ze looked at him, "No one can give an answer to this question. It's really because from birth, everyone's meaning is defined."

“As students, people call students who have the ability to get grades ‘useful’, and those who fail to pass the exam are ‘useless’.”

"After entering society, those who can make money and create various values ​​for society are called 'useful', and the contrary is called useless."

"People are always creating various rules and putting everyone under this rule. Those who meet the criteria for judgment are praised, and those who do not meet are called "useless"... This sounds ridiculous, doesn't it? As an individual, people are always constantly confirming their existence from outsiders. Without others, we have no way to talk about the meaning of ours... But is this right?"

"The grades when I was in school may become a pile of waste paper after entering society; those who once made a lot of money are gradually falling from the altar in the era of spiritual revival in this era of revival of spiritual energy. All the rules of judgment will change, and only you are the one who remains unchanged."

He looked at the boy's deep pupils and then slowly said, "You think you are useless because you succumb to the rules. You are always looking for your own meaning from others and gaining your own value by being needed - but what about you 'self'?"

"What do you want?"

"what you up to?"

"What kind of person do you want to be?"

The sound was drowned in the rustling rain, and then a flash of lightning broke through the sky. The dazzling white light shone on the boy's face, and the expression on that face seemed to have just woken up from a big dream.

After a long silence, Han Jiangchen lowered his eyes and remained silent for a long time, but he shook his head with some difficulty: "I... don't know."

He doesn't know.

He never thought about these issues.

He felt that he was not worthy of thinking about these issues.

"So, that's your real problem."

Wei Ze sighed softly: "All the time, you have been pushed away by others' expectations, always following others and acting. All your actions are just to be someone who is useful to others."

"But, as I said just now, the standard of ‘useful’ is always changing, and no one will exist forever. Now, the person you can follow is gone, and you don't know how to go ahead, so you are confused and painful - because you tie everything to others, and you have never had a true 'self'."

Han Jiangchen lowered his head and said nothing.

He was completely seen through by this teacher. The things he didn't want to face were completely revealed by Wei Ze, and everything was exposed nakedly. Before the teacher's words, he had no power to resist.

He was speechless and just sat there, waiting for Wei Ze to scold him. But in the end, what he waited for was just a chuckle.

"Since you don't know what you want, then I'll change my question now." Wei Ze said, "What do you don't want?"

He saw a different look in his eyes. The boy with black eyes was pondering, reexamining this garbage-like self with an unprecedented vision.

While he was thinking in secret, Wei Ze was also feeling it.

He looked at the student's face motionlessly, feeling the boy's emotions - the ruthlessness and pain on his face alternated back and forth, as if he was about to tear him apart.

He could feel that kind of pain, which was tantamount to eating himself alive.

"Since Jiang Ling left, you have been torturing yourself. Because what she wants to do is to die for life, and you can't help at all, and you hate yourself like this."

Wei Ze finally said something for him: "So, you don't want her to die, right?"

Han Jiangchen suddenly raised his head. At that moment, Wei Ze saw a sharp blade flashing in his eyes.

"Very good, it seems you have realized the problem." Wei Ze curled the corner of his mouth slightly, "Then, just learn to refuse."

"Don't fight for what you think is weakness; don't refuse what you hate is cowardice." He looked at Han Jiangchen's eyes and said word by word, "A man can be weak, but he must never be cowardly."

Han Jiangchen sat there for a long time, looking at the teacher's eyes, and his steady breathing became more and more rapid.

"...What should I do?" He asked the teacher for the first time.

"It's very simple. Make what you deteriorate into what you want, fight for what you really want, fight for, fight back for everything you can."

Wei Ze emphasized his tone: "Because, you shouldn't be the one who just follows others. If there is no light in the future, then you will become light. Only in this way can you truly grow up."

Han Jiangchen knelt there, and the rain flowed down his hair and face.
To be continued...