"Mr. Ikari..." Suzuhara Sakura said hesitantly. "Doesn't your mental state matter? I feel like your temperament has changed..."

"...Why are you still here?" Shinji Ikari froze and turned his head to look at Sakura Suzuhara who was still standing there.

"...I am a staff member of the infirmary, and now I am Mr. Ikari's personal life assistant, not a staff member of the bridge." Suzuhara Sakura frowned and looked at Shinji Ikari. "Sure enough, check your mental state again..."

"Hey? Miri still has Ritsuko and didn't tell you?"

"say what?"

"When the eva driver was selected, one of the indicators was that he had psychological problems~ And, I was not completely unconscious during the past fourteen years of floating in the sky. I was also thinking about why things turned out like this.

But unfortunately, the first machine only remembers my 14-year-old body, and the remaining instinct of this body is affecting my thinking. Therefore, it is normal for me to occasionally show immaturity that meets the age of 14, and it is also normal for me to show temperament that does not meet the characteristics of 14-year-old."

"Is that true..." Suzuhara Sakura said in confusion.

"Hey, don't cry... You are fourteen years old. You are really a middle school age. Don't be led by these people who are not necessarily very mature..." In the outside world, Shinji Ikari and Sakura Suzuhara laughed. In the consciousness level, Ian looked at the crying Q-version Shinji Ikari's consciousness with a big head.

"It's not your fault to cause the third impact. Not telling the driver the performance of the machine itself is a problem for those technicians. In addition, you were strung to the ground by a fork by the No. 6 machine shortly after you opened the Guf Gate, the Guf Gate just covered the third new Tokyo, which was completely different from the current state of the world's total destruction. After all, your father did a lot of things to turn the situation into this situation now after the awakening of the No. 1 machine. And basically your mother, who was watching the whole process, was also pulled out. After my inspection of Wille, you just ask your mother yourself? Why do you have to go to the pain here?

Also, little dear, you have to put your position right. First of all, you have to remember what the biggest halo on you is.”

“…Second generation?”

“…is the savior.”

“Eh?”

"Fourth, fifth, sixth, eighth, ninth, tenth, there are six apostles who died at your hands, so you saved the world six times. Any human being who is still alive, older than fourteen years old, who wants to hate you and take revenge on you, can you tell him with confidence. If I save the world six times and want to avenge my family, please die six times first and repay the kindness that owes me six lives."

“…can this be the case?”

"Why can't it?"

"This kind of thing that can be repaid..."

"What does it mean to repay kindness with gratitude?... Repaying kindness with gratitude is the moral shackles of moral people by unethical people. I saved you and did not let you repay kindness with gratitude is my moral nobleness. Not only do you not be grateful to me, but you also hate me. That is, you are morally corrupt and you are a ungrateful wolf.

What morals can you say about the ungrateful wolf? If you want to take revenge on the culprit who is suspected of causing the three clashes, you will first return the life you owe to you, and the order cannot be chaotic.

If he says, he kills you first, then commits suicide. It is to commit suicide fearing sin rather than atonement. A person who can say such words will not die after killing you. He will find countless excuses to live and throw countless dirty water on you, a dead person who cannot repay you."

"How can this be..."

"Why can't it? This is human... By the way, have you ever received a NERV salary?"

“Eh? Salary?”

"Generally speaking, the rank of high-end savvy soldiers such as "fighter pilots" in the army is revealed by the second lieutenant, and the salary of the second lieutenant is about 300,000 yen, and there are two bonuses a year, each bonus is equivalent to half a year's salary.

If you have particularly high achievements, such as rescuing a reactor that is about to explode, you will most likely adjust the treatment of officers or promote them according to relevant regulations.

In theory, for a "final decisive weapon driver" like you who constantly save the world, the rank and treatment should be as fast as a rocket."

“…But I haven’t even received my salary.”

"So this is the fucking thing about NERV. There are only a few children in the world who can drive eva. Instead of treating a few children as an old man, they will deduct the benefits they should have. This is not a cheating father... Well, you are cheated by your father." Yian spread his hands.

"Then... I heard from my mom that you also play the same role as me in another world..."

"I, I have taken everything I want. Whether it is treatment, lover, or the person I want to save..."

"To be honest, I've always been curious about your father's purpose."

"I heard from my mother that according to her observation, her plan has been tampered with from human upgrade to a new encounter between father and mother."

"The plan?"

"The human completion plan was originally proposed by my mother, whether it was Seele or father, they were all executors. However, the plan still went astray after it was unearthed from the Dead Sea Documents."

“…Do you think your mom loves you?”

"like."

"So, do you think in front of your mother, are you important or your father important?"

"...In terms of relationships, we should not distinguish each other, but after my meeting with my mother these two days, I feel it is me."

"Well, then you think, clone yourself and let the clone yourself contact you, let you face death several times and fall into despair, kill your two daughters-in-law, and finally throw you directly into the universe for 14 years. Do you think your mother will look at your father when you watch the complete journey in the first-machine."

“…hehehehe…”

"It seems you have figured it out too... Ikari Gendo Ikari will be beaten every time he sees Ling Bo Wei."

"Lingbo... Wei?"

"My real name, after finishing the matters over there, Weijun kicked Ikari Gendo directly. But it seems that the result here is probably similar. If it reaches the last step, Ikari Gendo will cooperate with Ikari Gendo to complete the last step, sacrifice yourself, launch the final impact, and create a world that can make you live happily.

But we are here.”

"Yes, you are here."

"Also, although it's a bit weird for me, your last sentence "Give Lingbo back to me" and your red glowing eyes are simply so handsome."

“…… Thank you.”

A tremor of wunder vibrated, and buzzing sounds began to be heard everywhere in the hull.

"It's started..." Shinji Ikari looked out the window and could only see the bottoms of various ships.
Chapter completed!