Chapter 580 Two-way
To be honest, if possible, Qin Shou wanted to try not to have too much contact with Meng Jing.
Because he will be affected by the emotions of his clone, and his feelings that should not belong to him will emerge, which will make him confused. For a moment, he cannot tell whether he is Qin Shou from the earth or the clone from this world.
Just like before, I traveled all the way to rescue Meng Jing, I was also affected by the feelings of my clone, which is very terrible.
It was really terrifying that he could not tell whether he was Qin Shou on Earth or the clone of this world. The feeling was really terrifying. In fact, he couldn't understand why there were two identical selves in a different world? And after meeting, he became one person. Not only himself, but even the memories of other people in this world would change, transferring everything that belonged to the clone to himself.
With Qin Shou's cultural level, he cannot understand the mystery of parallel universes and parallel worlds at all.
He was really tired. During this period, he was busy preparing for the ceremony. At this time, he just wanted to have a good sleep to replenish his energy. But what was annoying was that the strong feelings left by his clone forced himself to get out of bed and wear them, or leave the palace.
In Huajun late at night, there was no other movement except for the faint breeze.
The survivors who were tired during the day had already fallen asleep, and even those who were not asleep were lying in their own room in bed, preparing for their subsequent sleep.
When I came outside, I couldn't see Meng Jing, so I took out my cell phone and called her: "I just called me and I have something to do?"
"Did you... not sleep?"
"If you really fall asleep, you won't reply to your phone." Qin Shou checked around, "Where are you?"
"It's so late, otherwise you can rest first?" Meng Jing hesitated for a while, "I must be very tired so busy during the day."
"If you have anything, just say, I've come out." Although I was a little helpless, since I came out, I always had to solve the problem, otherwise I would not sleep well. Qin Shou felt that it spread and did not notice Meng Jing.
"I...I'm at the house I just assigned..."
Qin Shouxin said when Yuan Yuan saw her? She had said that she was near the palace and had already returned to his own house at this time. It was probably a while later, after all, Yuan Yuan didn't tell him the first time, so she said, "Then I'll come here and say what I have to say in person."
Hang up the phone and leave the palace area, drive to the residential area, and park outside the door of the single-family building distributed to Meng Jing.
Meng Jing was waiting at the door in advance, with a little embarrassed expression: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have called you just now... but I'm in a bit of a mess these days, which has affected your rest..."
"It's okay, I've slept late!" Qin Shou tried his best to suppress his clone's surging mood when facing his first love Meng Jing.
"Since you are here, go up and sit down?" Meng Jing asked softly with his hair tied up and gently.
“Is it convenient for the big night?”
"You can't stand at the door, it's not good for others to see it."
"That's annoying!"
The two entered the house together, Meng Jing brewed a cup of hot tea to entertain Qin Shou and sat opposite each other in the hall.
Seeing that she didn't speak for a while, Qin Shou thought that it was not a solution to just stay silent like this, so he had to speak first: "You called me just now, are you okay with me?"
"No." Meng Jing shook his head slightly, "It's...it's..."
Qin Shou said, "Why don't you organize the language first?"
Meng Jing was silent for a moment, looked up at him and sighed: "I don't know what to say! It might be better if we didn't meet again. So many years have passed, and things in the past are almost dusty, and I rarely think about it. Who knows that we will meet again? These days I really don't look like myself, and it's completely messy. To be honest, we were not old when we were in junior high school, and at that time I really didn't understand the love between men and women. I didn't think too much at that time, but I just refused you because I was afraid of affecting my studies. But in fact, I am not disgusted with you, nor do I reject you. After rejecting you, it seems that we have never spoken in person again, right?"
Qin Shouxin said that these are all clone affairs and have nothing to do with me. Although he shared his memory, when you mentioned it, it really recalled that time, but this memory was not mine. So he didn't say anything and looked at the other person quietly.
Meng Jing continued, "I didn't understand when I was in junior high school, but I knew that after I rejected you, I couldn't even talk to you when I met. I was in a bad mood at that time, and I didn't know what happened. Later, when I grew up, we parted ways. I often remembered what happened at that time, and your shadow often appeared in my mind. When I understood, I realized that this was called caring and I had some regrets. But regret was useless. I don't even know where you are and how you have been doing over the years. Sometimes I would also think, if I knew this at that time and hadn't rejected you at that time, would it be another situation now? I am not the me now, and you are not the you now."
"We have talked about this before," Qin Shou shrugged, "missing is missing, there is no regret in the world."
"I know." Meng Jing sighed, "so I'm in a mess and don't know what I'm doing!"
"I said it clearly before. You want a pure love between two people from the end of the world," Qin Shou said, "I can't give it to you! Maybe the 'I' who was obsessed with the opposite sex for the first time knew about it, and I would be willing to spend two days with you, and there was no third person to intervene. But the 'I's now is not the 'I' at that time, and I can't do this. We are destined to be impossible, you should know! It's not that I hate you or something, it's not like this! The past is experienced by the 'I's' in the past. I don’t have anything to do now. So you have a story with me in the past. I also admit that you have a huge space in the heart of the past. Even now, I cannot calm down when I see you. I admit that this relationship exists and is passionate! But I really can’t do it. Whether others say that I have so many women who are fickle or use their power to satisfy their selfish desires, it is my responsibility when they become my women. I can’t abandon anyone for you, and I will treat them well in this life and will not let them suffer any grievances!"
"So you still like me even after so many years since junior high school? Are you really true that you still have a strong relationship with me?"
"Yes," Qin Shou could not deny the feelings of his clone for her, and this feeling now affects his brain, "But I also made it clear that I really can't give you if you want it! I can only say that luck makes people feel good. In fact, you can find someone better than me soon. Maybe you and me are in trouble now. Leave all this to time, and time will solve everything!"
Chapter completed!