Bian Yan vs Jiang Shimo 4(2/3)
Bian Yan took a deep breath and closed her eyes. Wang Qiu's visit seemed to have happened yesterday.
It is vivid in my mind.
Her words reminded the gap between Bian Yan and Jiang Shimo, and the Jiang family's dislike of her.
Later, Bian Ruyan also learned about the reunion between her and Jiang Shimo, and she became angry at her again without any surprise. After that, Bian Ruyan also realized what was wrong, apologized to Bian Yan, and said something that made Bian Yan very sad.
"Yan Yan, mom just doesn't want you to repeat the same mistakes. After all, I have the lessons of my past," Bian Ruyan said this, her expression was full of helplessness, "We must live with dignity."
Bian Yan opened her eyes and smiled at Jiang Shimo, "Brother, we are not suitable."
She called him "Brother" and was also reminding the two of them of their identities.
Jiang Shimo frowned habitually, "Why?"
Seeing that Bian Yan was silent and silent, he asked again: "Because I think he is more suitable than me?"
Rejecting him had exhausted Bian Yan's courage to speak, leaving only silence.
"Yan Yan, what's wrong with me? You can tell me that I will try to change it," Jiang Shimo reached out and hugged her in his arms, "Is this OK if I'm going to chase you?"
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Jiang Shimo has been chasing for nearly two years.
It’s not that Bian Yan had never thought about agreeing. She was reluctant to refuse him, but whenever she was about to agree, Wang Qiu or Bian Ruyan would always appear in time to remind her that it was impossible.
She kept asking Jiang Shimo to give up, but Jiang Shimo seemed to be determined and had to do so.
"Yan Yan, this is the first time I have been in my life for more than 30 years. If I don't even know what I want, I will have lived for more than 30 years in vain."
Many changes have occurred in the past two years, the most important thing is that Xia Zhi married Yu Xiuzhu.
Bian Yan told her about her and Jiang Shimo. Xia Zhi never thought that there was such a story between her and Jiang Shimo. "Yan Yan, I can see that Teacher Jiang really likes you."
She asked Xia Zhi: "Do you think it is important to be a good match?"
Xia Zhi smiled and said, "It's too childish to say that it doesn't matter. But Yan Yan, you are very capable."
In recent years, Bian Yan's video playback volume has frequently been on the hot list, accumulating a large number of fans and earnings are also very considerable.
Both of them shine in each other's territory.
Jiang Shimo is nearly thirty-five years old. If it weren't for not wanting to settle down, why would he be single until now?
Bian Yan has been exhausted in the past two years. She plans to open a cafe. While the designer is still designing, she decided to go on a trip and relax.
She first went to Nancheng because Jiang Shimo once said that she wanted to bring her here.
Then head north all the way.
She set the terminal in Xicheng, which is the city that Jiang Shimo brought her to when she was in the second year of the Chinese New Year.
It is also the only place they have traveled together.
Xicheng is a famous ancient cultural capital with a history of thousands of years. This city appears mature but not ostentatious under the influence of history. The ancient buildings that can be seen everywhere embody the wisdom of the ancients.
At that time, she didn't know how to appreciate it, and only knew how to follow Jiang Shimo.
At this time, the West City was covered with snow and was covered in white, but this city has different scenery all year round.
When she passed by the river, Mo brought her to the small town, she suddenly remembered that there was a wall here, which was specially designed for tourists to engrave letters.
She found this wall with her memory, which was densely packed with scratches.
Jiang Shimo also took her to leave a name on this wall.
Bian Yan looked carefully at the general position, and finally saw the traces they had left behind in the large scratches.
After more than ten years of wind and rain, those words have long been blurred, leaving only intermittent traces.
For a moment, mixed feelings were mixed.
More than ten years ago, she engraved the names of the two people happily. At that time, she never thought that their story would be like this later.
More than ten years later, she and Jiang Shimo are now more intimate, but she is standing in the same position but alone.
In the past two years, Bian Ruyan has become more difficult to control her temper after entering menopause. Every time she hears her interactions with Jiang Shimo, she will think of her unpopular past at the Jiang family and cry out loud.
Bian Yan is really tired.
Perhaps she would give up a little more firmly, which would be a relief for both of them.
Xicheng is not too far from Tianjin City, she took the high-speed rail back.
During this period, I chatted with Xia Zhi for a while. As soon as I looked up, I saw Jiang Shimo standing at the exit with a secret expression.
He asked her if she had considered his feelings.
In the past two years, she has been unable to take care of herself and has never really cared about his thoughts.
Jiang Shimo didn't know where to learn the fact that Wang Qiu had found her, and might have chatted with Xia Zhi, and knew what she thought.
"Yan Yan, why do you think you are not worthy of me?" He switched back to the serious brother mode, "I seem to have taught you since I was a child not to belittle yourself."
She lowered her head, "I..."
His eyes were red, "I'm also blaming me for cultivating you into an independent personality, so you have never told me the reason in the past two years."
Bian Yan has never let Xia Zhi tell Jiang Shimo the reason. If Xia Zhi hadn't been able to bear it, she would take the initiative to talk to Jiang Shimo on this trip. Jiang Shimo didn't even know why Bian Yan had been rejecting her.
He is too busy with work and does not care much about her.
Since then, Jiang Shimo has been following her without hesitation.
After returning to Tianjin City, she began to be busy creating a cafe again. Jiang Shimo gave her all the rest of the time except for the necessary work.
Xia Zhi also chatted with her, "Yan Yan, are you still unwilling to accept Teacher Jiang?"
"It's not that I don't want to," no one wants to be with him more than she. "Marriage is different, especially a marriage that does not bless both parents, will not be very happy."
She had seen Bian Ruyan suffer humiliation, and she didn't want to follow in her footsteps again.
Wang Qiu's expression is already obvious enough.
After half a year of life, one day Bian Yan suddenly realized that Bian Ruyan seemed to be less resistant to Jiang Shimo.
Once, Jiang Shimo went to meet Bian Ruyan with her, and Bian Ruyan greeted her with a smile.
She was surprised and asked Jiang Shimo with her eyes.
After all, when she mentioned the Jiang family with Bian Ruyan, her reaction was extremely fierce.
Only then did she realize that Jiang Shimo would insist on visiting every week, but in the end she still touched Bian Ruyan.
As he said before: "Yan Yan, this should be my solution. You just need to be with me with peace of mind."
Jiang Shimo knew that Bian Ruyan's opposition was the most important point that Bian Yan had not accepted him yet.
Although Bian Ruyan's temperament has changed drastically, she often quarrels with Bian Yan.
But it cannot change the fact that Bian Yan loves her mother very much.
Moreover, Bianyan is also Bian Ruyan's spiritual pillar, so Bianyan will not want Bian Ruyan to be unhappy because of her.
Getting Bian Ruyan’s favorite is what he needs to do the most.
After a while, it was the century-old wedding of Xia Zhi and Yu Xiuzhu.
The Xia family and the Yu family are both famous families in Jincheng. You can also know how gorgeous and romantic the wedding of the two are without further details.
This is probably the wedding that every girl fantasizes when she was a child.
Bian Yan and Jiang Shimo were their best and bridesmaids respectively. At the wedding, they looked at each other from afar.
Bian Yan didn't expect Jiang Shimo to be the best man, but without thinking about it, it was because of her.
When he was having a wedding chamber, he easily spoke about the days that were commemorative to her.
Because she and Jiang Shimo met again on this day.
This reunion day hints at their unusual future from the beginning.
After the wedding, Jiang Shimo sent her home.
They have changed into daily clothes, and the protagonist is tired after the wedding that day, and they are not relaxed.
The black Hummer was driving at a constant speed and slowly. While waiting for the traffic light, Jiang Shimo suddenly asked: "Do you like it?"
"What?" She didn't react for a moment.
"The wedding of Xia Zhi and Yu Xiuzhu."
It turned out to be asking for her opinion.
"I don't like it," Bian Yan curled her lips, "I'm so tired."
Especially Xia Zhi's proficiency, she will have to walk on her body for a day, and she feels tired when she thinks about it.
Jiang Shimo laughed out loud.
She rarely sees him laughing freely, probably because of his upbringing. His smile is almost done, and there are very few cases of grinning and showing white teeth.
But he was too mature. Even if he could hide his age, his appearance still betrayed his age.
To be continued...