Chapter 1 (This chapter is free)

The first time I went from Shanghai to Xi'an, I did not want to see the Terracotta Warriors, but to attend the company's industry exhibition held in Xi'an.

People say that business trips and travel are the two things with the highest chance of affair, and this should make sense, but in a blink of an eye, the exhibition ended in a few days. Unexpectedly, a normal man with a straight facial features and no shortage of arms and legs, had no sparks of affair. That was quite a pity! Real life is cruel. If I had to change to an idol drama, I was walking alone on the street, and a rich daughter must have hit me in a Mercedes-Benz sports car. Next, she threw me a big crystal leather shoe as compensation, and the love story of a gray guy happened naturally.

More than four hours before the plane took off, I casually strolled around the nearby shopping malls, preparing to buy some local products in Xi'an. There was an open Japanese goods counter in the corner of the mall, which was the kind that sold for soy sauce as olive oil. I walked over and glanced at the overall situation, only looking at the customers, not the products, a hot-skinned and fashionable sister came into my eyes.

I deliberately moved my steps and lurked beside her. I started to pretend to be stupid, just pretending not to understand. I treated her as a waiter and asked which kind of fruit candy is delicious. She was quite enthusiastic and started to introduce it to me with a smile on her face. As soon as I opened my mouth, I knew the stubborn Mandarin that the beautiful woman in front of me had a big eyebrows, white teeth and red lips, delicate curves and graceful figure, and an international friend.

Either Korean or Japanese, the skin in other Southeast Asian directions would not be as good as hers. She is white! I had to fuck the unsmooth call and slowly talk to her. In order to match her tone of speaking, I felt like I was stuttering. "International student?" When I asked other people's questions, I was used to smiling, so that the other party could relax their vigilance. "Well, study in the Chinese department." I thought to myself, not only you, but when China is strong to a certain extent, the whole world has to study in the Chinese department. "I came to Xi'an from Shanghai on a business trip." I have to say something important. "Really? I'm going to Shanghai for an internship during the summer vacation!" She seemed a little excited.

The world is relatively small and things are quite coincidental. Since this happens, it is difficult not to get closer. "Contact me after arriving in Shanghai, I will take you to climb the Oriental Pearl." I smiled. "That's great, thank you, my name is Yoko, where's you?" Her big eyes made me feel nervous. I didn't answer her, and took out a business card and handed it to her. At the critical moment, men still have to play deeply!

Because time is tight, I was still rushing to the airport, so I didn't say much or ask her mobile phone number. I thought, if she wanted to find me, she would naturally contact me, otherwise, even if she asked her phone number, it would be useless. Which of the 36 love strategies is the most effective? It's a tactic of hard to get!

Returning to Shanghai from Xi'an, the glitz at your fingertips was clearly clear. It was already night when you got off the plane. The nightlife in Shanghai has had a fatal temptation since the 1930s, attracting countless heroes to fight. Nightlife represents a culture, a style, an emotion, and a characteristic of the times. I like the hustle and bustle because I am a person who can't hold on to loneliness. Everything can be missing in life, but friends cannot be missing.

Virgo is my best friend. I have no other hobbies, so I like to go for activities like picking up girls, go to bars, etc. Bars, Virgo likes the kind of lead dancers. Usually, they only have two pieces of cloth on their bodies. When they stand on a high square table, they will show off their youth and vitality to adults and underage men and women in the audience with the rumbling electronic rhythm. What Xi Jinping and I like most is to stand by the leading stage and dance with our heads raised, so that as long as we look up, roll our eyes, we can detect some exciting colors. After a few hours, the only feeling was that our neck was particularly sore, and we don’t know if we would suffer from the sequelae of cervical spondylosis when we get old.

Since I enjoyed the nightlife in Shanghai, I naturally had to miss Virgo. I called Virgo and asked him to go to a bar together. Virgo shouted cynically, "I'm on a business trip in Chongqing!" This disappointed me. My grandson really knows how to choose a day when he is on a business trip. I complained, "Why did you suddenly go to Chongqing?" Virgo said loudly, "It's not our department's old king. He was originally his customer. Who would have thought that his mouth was swollen like two sausages last night. This leader was worried that it would damage the company's image, so he dispatched me temporarily. I probably would have to stay for a week." I laughed loudly, "Did he use his wife's cream as toothpaste?" Virgo smiled heartily, "If it really has that effect, I will use it in another place."

I came to the bar alone. The music decibels in the hall were so hard that my ears couldn't bear it, so I covered my ears with my hands and got into the hall. The hall was slow-shaking, with fewer people inside, mainly hipop music, not as impatient as the hall. I found a high chair next to the bar and sat down, called a glass of black square, lit a cigarette, and squinted at the men and women who were used to releasing passion in the dark.

After sitting for about half an hour, I felt so nervous that I got up and went to the bathroom. The passage from the small hall to the hall was very narrow. When I walked to the middle, a burst of laughter suddenly came into my ears, and then I felt like I was hit by a soft thing. Three very young girls, probably students, were chasing me and stuffing the narrow aisle tightly. The girl who hit me blushed and said to me, "I'm sorry." I smiled and said, "I took advantage of you, I should be sorry." The two girls behind should be her companions, and immediately followed me.

He cheered and said, "It's not okay to just say sorry, I want to drink!" I said to them, "Then it's better to obey your orders than respect. Thank you for your three beauties for your appreciation." They all looked cheerful and lively. The girl who hit me was so beautiful that I was so moved by my heart. Although the other two were not as good as her, they felt quite cute. In short, they gave me a good feeling, maybe because they were scholarly and youthful. Women may not be beautiful, but they must be cute. We must admit this.

Although I felt my bladder was swollen, I still went back to the bar with them. Some opportunities were not seized in time, and it was very likely that they would be occupied by others. I was not so stupid. The three of them sat next to me, and the girl who bumped into me was the girl who bumped into me. It turned out that the girl who bumped into me was Xiao Ran, and the other two girls, one was Haohao and the other was Xiao Zhen, who was still in college. Xiao Ran called a bottle of Eyun mineral water, gently opened the bottle cap, and took a sip very ladylike. I noticed that her lips were very red, which was naturally delicate and red, without any chemical embellishment and decoration, which made me sigh in my heart, young, so good!

What should I talk about with them? Of course, I have to make them feel that I am different. Talk about carrots and cabbage? This should be a great lady living in the government compound. Talk about film and television stars and idol dramas? This may be similar to junior high school students and high school students. Talk about emotional topics? Then I am also worried that they mistakenly think that I am the host of midnight radio emotional topics. After thinking about it, only literature and music are the most stylish things. Even if women don’t understand, as long as you can chat, they will be interested. Even if they pretend, they must pretend to understand, because they will not show their vulgarity in front of strangers, let alone, they

I am not a vulgar person. I have never read literature? Who doesn’t know about Lu Xun and Tolstoy? But it’s difficult to go deeper into these things because I don’t understand them very much, let alone this thing is too boring. Of course, it’s about talking about music and saliva songs? That can only be said that you are immature and have no taste. The best solution that people want to listen to is classical and rock. These are two extremes. It’s best to know one thing about both. If you can combine the two, it’s even more perfect. Unfortunately, I’m the best of these two styles.

I started talking about freedom from the advocacy of rock ideas in the 1960s to the anti-war in the 1990s, and occasionally I never forgot to quote classics. I was so polite, from talking with mythical characters who had opened my eyes to closing my eyes, talking about different styles and genres, talking about mythical characters that influenced the rock music scene, and talking about the spiritual concepts that were tolerated in rock music. After talking about classics, from Mozart to Tchaikovsky, I kept talking about the simplest ones, just talking about the most complicated ones, and the more I knew, the better! In the end, I was also dizzy, not asking for right or wrong, but just asking for pleasure.

While I was talking and drinking, I felt a little flushed, and my face turned red to the base of my neck, like a little virgin who had just fallen in love. Anyway, I was drunk, so I could just pretend to be more drunk. Anyway, I was like a man who drank, like Guan Er Ge. I finished drinking and rock and roll. It was time to go home. They helped me walk all the way to the street, Xiao Ran supported my right hand, and I leaned on her intentionally. When I walked, I would occasionally touch her, and she might be able to do so.

I was really drunk for me and didn't care. I felt very guilty and took advantage of another innocent little girl. It was too much. Xiao Ran helped me get into the taxi. When I closed the door, I stuffed a business card to her and told her that you would come to me when you want to drink in the future. Xiao Ran didn't say anything, smiled at me, waved his hand, and said goodbye to me like this. I still didn't ask her mobile phone number as usual. Maybe I like to wait for the rabbit.

Opportunities are arranged by God, and they always favor those who are prepared. I have always believed in this statement, believing that as long as you pay attention to it, you will always encounter the beautiful things in life. Of course, for everyone, the meaning of beauty may be different. For example, a beggar may think that life is beautiful because of the bread given by a kind-hearted person, but I may think that God is the extra favor of me because of a sincere relationship or an affair. I am very enthusiastic and always do my best to help the people around me. For those I know or don’t know, I never think that they are divided into high and low, and always treat them sincerely. I think this is a person’s basic quality.

I have been back in Shanghai for some days, and I still miss the Yoko in Xi'an. Her innate evil spirit made me feel a little at a loss. She said she was going to come to Shanghai to find me. I think what she said might be the truth, or just a casual hope. The smaller the hope for anything, the smaller the disappointment will be. Everything goes with the flow, and it has always been my attitude towards life.

Yoko has never contacted me, let alone phone calls, and there is no text message. Men are humble. Wife is worse than concubines, concubines are worse than stealing, and stealing is worse than stealing. Unfortunately, I am also a man. I can't control my strong desire in my heart, longing to receive her text messages or receive her phone calls, and listen to her stiff and cute Chinese. At the same time, I also hope that she will not contact me, so that I will always wait silently in anxiety, waiting for that distant hope.

In the dull weather, an irritable afternoon, I had an appointment with a madman to have dinner at Merrill Lynch Pavilion in the evening. Madman is my colleague and my good brother. Although he has never shared the stolen goods and carried the guns together, he has been born and died in the rain of bullets at the sales office.

The madman is a very steady man, about the same age as me, but he looks much more steady than me. In fact, the madman's steadyness is an illusion. Once he is with his good brother, he is not as funny as a little kid. However, if someone doesn't know him, his first impression is definitely that kind of elegant, mature and steady leader. So I often laugh at him and say that if a girl falls in love with a madman, it must have an Oedipus complex. The most interesting thing is that the madman's hypocritical appearance is just a joke, but he just makes me like a pure girl, which sometimes makes me jealous. It is not an exaggeration to carefully analyze the madman's hobby. Now the company is more than one priority to recruit people with work experience. Whoever likes a newly graduated college student has to train and go to work, which is so troublesome! Therefore, I have persuaded the madman more than once that you will ask for a wife and find someone to take care of a child in the future, so it won't have to give birth to a problem!

When wine and meat pass through the intestines, the beauty stays in her heart. When men drink together, the topics are naturally indispensable for women and those things. Especially under the stimulation of alcohol, men's hormones will increase exponentially and accumulate rapidly in the cerebral cortex. When they accumulate to a certain level, they start to feel dizzy. Once they feel dizzy, they start to react and develop evil thoughts. I glanced at the madman, and before I could speak, the madman and I said in unison: "Go and go for a bar!" Don't think we are serious. The ones we said are the abbreviation of going to a bar to pick up girls.

The madman and I took a taxi to the bar with a bit of drunkenness. Along the way, the madman asked me how the Yoko I knew in Xi'an is now progressing. I smiled and said, "I haven't contacted me yet, which makes me itch." The madman smiled mysteriously: "It's useless to contact you. No matter how long you are, you can't reach from Shanghai to Xi'an, if it's not enough, I'll lend you a piece." I laughed: "When will you learn from the Western language to speak? If you really dare to borrow it, I will flash a knife to cut off your right and wrong roots and eliminate the color of the good and bad!" Just when we were about to reach our destination, the cell phone in my pocket rang, took out and took a look. A strange number. Who would it be? The phone was connected, and the young girl's voice seemed familiar, but she didn't have much impression.

She said she was Xiaozhen. She met in the bar that time and asked me if I still remember it. I immediately had an impression, but the first person who came to my mind was not her, because her impression of her was still relatively vague, but for the girl named Xiao Ran, her sweet dimples are still as clear as before. I said to Xiaozhen: "Of course I remember you, is there anything wrong?" Xiaozhen wanted to say something, as if there was something unspeakable. I comforted her and said, "Don't be anxious, just say, you are here,

I suddenly looked for me, there must be something wrong, right?" Xiaozhen seemed quite anxious and asked me hesitantly: "Do you still remember Xiao Ran?" I said to Xiaozhen, "Well, of course I remember that girl with dimples." Xiaozhen said anxiously: "What happened to her? "Is there anything wrong with her?" I asked her, "But Xiaozhen just didn't say it, saying that she couldn't explain it clearly on the phone, hoping that I could go there immediately. After that, I gave me their addresses.

I always had a vague concern for Xiao Ran in my heart, and this concern often made me feel happy and sweet. It was like I often bought lottery tickets. Even though I knew it was almost impossible to win the lottery, I still insisted on buying as usual because I bought not only the lottery tickets, but the expectation of life. It was this expectation that made me always full of fantasy about life. I asked the master to stop the car without hesitation. In the craziness's complaining eyes, I took a car and went straight to their residence. Behind the window, I could still see the madman's big mouth that had not yet closed.

Judging from Xiaozhen's tone, it shouldn't be a trivial matter. And from the fact that they asked me to help me when they met, it means that either they had a good impression of me and felt that I could trust me, or they didn't want people who were familiar with them to know what was happening now.

I kept urging me all the way, and the master could only turn Santana on as F1. This master was not as good as Shumach, but in fact his skills seemed to be similar. According to the address Xiaozhen gave me, I knocked on their door. The faint fragrance of the boudoir came to me, but I was not in the mood to slowly experience it. Xiaozhen was already waiting for me in the living room and took me into a room near the south. When I pushed open the door, I saw Xiao Ran, who was pale, with a painful expression on his face, lying quietly on the bed. Sitting beside the bed.

The person who was sitting was Haohao, who was constantly applying hot towels to Xiao Ran's forehead. At this time, Xiao Ran was weak and made me feel a little painful, perhaps a pity from the bottom of my heart. I walked over, sat by the bed, touched Xiao Ran's forehead with my hand, which was surprisingly hot. I turned my head and asked Xiao Zhen: "Why is it like a turkey? It should have been sent to the hospital long ago, what disease?" Xiao Zhen stopped talking. Two lines of hot tears quietly slid down from Xiao Ran's face, passing by my cold hands, and touching my affectionate heart.

All were silent, I was anxious, raised my voice and asked again: "I'm mute? Talk, let's talk after it's vegetative, right?" Xiao Zhen hesitated for a while and finally spoke. When Xiao Ran was just in his sophomore year, he met a boy named Jia Feng, named Jia Feng. Jia Feng pursued it wildly in various ways, and soon captured Xiao Ran's young and innocent heart. The two began their beautiful first love in love with each other.

Two months ago, without any precautions, the two finally broke through the last line of defense with a fluke mentality, but God punished Xiao Ran mercilessly. Recently, Xiao Ran felt nauseous as soon as he ate, and then realized that something might be wrong. He immediately bought early pregnancy test papers. The two red lines were like bolts from the blue, shattering her last remaining fantasy. She was so despair that she quickly called Jia Feng for help, but from morning to now, he had been using various excuses and never stepped into the door. Forced to be helpless, Xiao Ran asked Xiao Zhen to

I went to the hospital to buy abortion pills and took two tablets at once. From 5 pm, my lower abdomen felt a slight pain, thinking that this was a normal reaction, and I just endured it. But the pain became stronger and stronger as time went by, which made Xiao Ran die. Until this time, the three girls thought it was a normal reaction in the final stage of drug abortion. At 11 pm, Xiao Ran could not hold on anymore and his lower body began to bleed. The pain accompanied by a high fever made her coma several times. Xiao Zhen and Haohao, who were panicked, accidentally saw the business card on Xiao Ran’s table, and in desperation, they called me.

My lungs were almost irritated, just for the girl beside me who had only met me. I couldn't tell what I was angry about, but I was extremely unhappy. Maybe it was because Xiao Ran destroyed her beautiful image in my heart, maybe it was because that shameless guy was even more shameless than me, and he was ahead of me. But at the most difficult time, they thought of me, which made me feel relieved. After all, this trust is definitely a great vanity for a strange man.

Time no longer allowed me to teach them a lesson. I lifted the quilt and Xiao Ran in front of me was stained with blood. There were still blood on my thighs, which almost made me cry. I picked up Xiao Ran and rushed out of the door. Xiao Zhen and Haohao followed me in panic and rushed to cover Xiao Ran with a towel blanket. In the back seat of the taxi, I hugged Xiao Ran tightly and refused to let go. It has been two months since I had a drug abortion, and the pigs are smarter than them. I really want to slap them a few times and teach them a physiological and hygiene class.

When I arrived at the hospital, I ran up and down and went to the emergency room. The doctor asked me about the situation, scolded me in the face, asked me if I wanted to kill her, and then asked me to sign in the family line. I am a good person and become a prince of the guild, and I feel wronged!

Xiao Ran lay on the moving hospital bed like that, gritting his teeth, without saying a word, and looking at me helplessly, making me feel panicked. Artificial abortion is an unforgettable pain for a 20-year-old girl. I hate that I cannot share the pain for her. My mood is very complicated. I don’t know what I am doing, nor how to do it, and I have no clue at all.

Xiaozhen and Haohao, I waited anxiously outside the operating room until Xiao Ran was quietly pushed out of the operating room. The snow-white sheets were covered with her, and I was relieved that there was no veil. The doctor came out, took off his mask, looked serious and didn't speak. He just shook his gloves while shook his head. I was so anxious that my calf cramped, the back door tightened, and almost begged, and his voice was trembling: "Doctor," I was so anxious that my calf cramped, and the back door tightened.

, Don’t just shook your head, hurry up and say something!" The doctor glared at me fiercely: "Now I know you are anxious? I tell you now, it’s gone!" I panicked, my hands were trembling, and I said to myself in fear: "None?" I stared into the doctor's eyes and asked again: "Doctor, I am gone?" The doctor patted my shoulder heavily, stared at me silently for a moment, handed me a medical record, and then turned around and walked away.

I almost held my breath and read this medical record, a cruel verdict. The general content is that there is already a formed fetus. If a large dose of abortion is required, it has caused serious damage to the patient's uterus and may lead to infertility. Finally, there are two possible words, that is, there is still hope. If this is the case, it is not the death penalty, but it can be considered a death sentence. For a woman, for Xiao Ran, this result seems too cruel. A person can make many mistakes in his life, but some mistakes are fatal. Xiao Ran makes this mistake. I don't know how long this result will make Xiao Ran depressed, and I don't know how much shadow it will eventually cause to her psychology, but I understand that if she is really deprived of the power to be a mother, it means that her life has been ruined by that bastard.

I handed the medical record to Xiaozhen and told them not to tell Xiao Ran the truth, just to say that everything is normal. Looking at Xiao Ran who was quiet on the hospital bed, she slept so soundly, like a cute baby. I gently stroked her face and felt that I was a father stroking her daughter. In addition to the inner sorrow, it was endless hatred. Do you hate Xiao Ran or that bastard? I can't explain it clearly. Anesthetic has temporarily made her forget everything, so she has such a peaceful face. I don't know if Anesthetic wakes up and will still recall her hellish experience, and will still be full of expectations for youth. I really hope she will always be able to wake up.

Don't wake up. This may be too cruel for her, but from another perspective, it may be a relief. I am not a cold person. I have too many emotions and sorrows. In this extremely confused thoughts, I gradually lost my kindness and imagined that I was already a hooligan. If the bastard was by my side at that time, I would mercilessly tear him into pieces, throw him into the toilet, and flush him to the deepest part of the dark seabed of the Atlantic Ocean, so that he would never be reborn. I secretly gritted my teeth and must give the bastard a little color. This is how people are. I don't need reason for impulse, and emotions don't need excuses.

The effect of the anesthetic slowly dissipated, and the pain was like evil insects slowly invading Xiao Ran's painful nerves. Her beautiful face was even twisted by the pain she endured. But from beginning to end, she didn't say a word, only tears fell silently, dripping in my palms and melting in my heart. I really want to see her cute dimples that night, but how could she smile as easily as that night now! I don't want to say anything more
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