Chapter 4 (This chapter is free)

When I got home, I hugged Xiaozhen and went straight into her room. Before closing the door, I smiled and said to Xiao Ran and Haohao: "Crazy people are not a good thing. You two must close the door when you sleep." Xiao Ran seemed not to be interested in my joke, and his face was a little unhappy. The look of looking at me was a little resentful. Xiao Zhen and I entered the room, closed the door, looked at each other silently for a moment, and almost burst out laughing at the same time. I was just starting to go to bed, dong dong dong, someone knocked on the door, and I had to stop.

I asked what I asked. I heard the madman sarcastically imitating the ancient people who called him: "Be careful of fire candles." I was too lazy to pay attention to it. Dongdongdongdongdongdongdong, and someone knocked on the door again. I was a little impatient and shouted, "Are you annoying?" The madman screamed and shouted at the door like a eunuch, "Be careful of fire candles." Xiaozhen and I were so upset by the madman that he was so amused that he simply lay on the bed. The two of them silently looked at the top of the plaster, with a total of 99 flowers and 33 vines, and counted back and forth twice.

I don’t know how long I have been sleeping. When I woke up, I used to check my phone. There was a text message that was sent by a madman: I can buy 300 kilograms of rice, 200 bottles of soy sauce, and 100 packs of salt for 1,200 yuan. Just because of your words, I only had two hours of great intestine. Xiaozhen was still sleeping quietly beside me. I couldn’t bear to disturb her, so I lay sideways beside her and looked at her in a daze. I kept asking myself, after she went to Hong Kong, will she and I have a future? I dare not answer my own question. A fear gradually enveloped my whole body, making me shudder.

Xiaozhen slowly opened her eyes under my touch. While I gently kissed her earlobe, I asked her if I should do something I didn't do yesterday. She blushed, shook her head constantly, stretched out her little hand and pinched my nose hard, and the pain almost burst into tears. I said yes, you dare to make ground on Tai Sui Ye. After that, I turned over and pressed her down, learned from the German football team, and made a simple and effective way of playing, like ice in the desert, which made the explorers fascinated. Looking at Xiaozhen beside me, I hugged her tightly from behind Xiaozhen again. Xiaozhen gasped and said angrily, saying it was too late. In fact, I had a lot of things to say to Xiaozhen, but at this moment, action is the best language.

The future is too far away, who can guarantee what to whom? Things in the world are changing unpredictable, who has the confidence and strength to promise what to do? Only when you have it will cherish it wholeheartedly, will you leave a color that will make both parties nostalgic in the scenery of life.

After Xiaozhen went to Hong Kong, will she still be nostalgic for me in Shanghai as always? I don’t think she dares to answer, so I didn’t ask her at all because she didn’t want her to say something against her will. The world is so big and temptations are everywhere, let alone Hong Kong, which was once a Western colony. Maybe after her vision is broad, she will find that she is just a frog in the well. Of course, she will also realize that I am just a point in her life coordinates, but what she needs is the origin, not my uncertainty, or even no certainty.

The random point of the fixed quadrant. Maybe Xiaozhen and I are really destined to be two straight lines on different surfaces, which can only be infinitely close but never intersected. I have never been so pessimistic and never been so helpless. If Xiaozhen's final departure is God's punishment for me, I can only bear all this without any condition, without any room for resistance. No matter how much wounded I suffer or how much blood I shed, I will not be afraid or give up, because God has given me an extraordinary heart, and I will always long for flying high until I die of exhaustion.

I put on my clothes and walked out of the room. There was no one in the living room! I pushed open the bathroom door and it was empty. I thought to myself, did the madman go back last night? When I returned to the living room, I saw the computer bag on the lower floor of the coffee table. It was madman. On the left is Xiao Ran's room, and on the right is Haohao's room, and the doors of both rooms are tightly closed. I hesitated for a moment and dialed the madman's phone. The madman's phone rang, and the beautiful melody of Tao Zhe's "Girl in the Town" reached my ears. The first reaction told me that the phone must not be in the living room, and of course it was not in Xiaozhen's room.

I dare not admit that the reality that the phone ringtone came from Xiao Ran's room. I stayed in the living room and stood still. My angry eyes were like lightning in the night light, which instantly penetrated the door of Xiao Ran's room. I clearly saw the madman lying next to Xiao Ran with satisfaction on his face. This made me clench my fists secretly clench my fists. The anger surged like the tide of Qiantang River. I said angrily, "Madman, you grandson, the last time you had a picnic, you found that you didn't bring paper under the big tree. Who helped you climb the tree to pick the leaves? Although there were some burrs on the leaves, it was better than nothing. Are you still a human being to me now?

I knocked Xiao Ran's door so loudly. After waiting for a long time, the door had not opened yet, I shouted anxiously: "Open the door, and if I don't open the door, I will kick it!" He was a man, and he used to think that only women were unreliable, but now it seems that brothers were unreliable either. I was thinking about which insidious trick to use to make a crazy man do something. Monkey steals peaches, yes, just use this trick! I was secretly proud of myself.

Xiaozhen heard that the living room was noisy, so she opened the door and walked out, looking at me knocking on Xiao Ran's door like crazy, with a look of inexplicable expression. Xiaozhen asked me with concern: "What's wrong?" I said aggrievedly: "That beast, he, he was in Xiao Ran's room all night!" Xiaozhen sighed and smiled bitterly: "You man, just let Zhou Guan set fire, don't let the people light the lamp?" Suddenly, I lost my temper like a ball leaking. The door opened, and Xiao Ran opened the door, looking at us with a sleepy eyes.

: "It's still early, I finally had a good sleep, what are you doing?" I smiled contemptuously at her: "What else can I do? Just catch the evildoer." Xiao Ran's face turned red to the base of his neck. I didn't know if it was because of shame or anger. He slapped him directly on the face. I was stunned. All the anger was counted on the head of the madman. I had to use the horn used by the tour guide in the company to tell all colleagues: The madman's grandson had a secret, and he used thorns to wipe his butt in the wild with thorns!

Xiaozhen saw me being slapped, and felt distressed, so she hugged me quickly and resented Xiao Ran, saying, "Xiao Ran, what are you doing!" I pushed Xiao Zhen away and said, "Don't worry, I won't hit a woman, I'm afraid I will get dirty with my hands." Another slap was another. This time I was even more unprepared and felt that I had never been so humiliated. I pointed to Xiao Ran's nose and gritted my teeth and said, "You can try to hit me again." As soon as the words fell, accompanied by tears that burst out from Xiao Ran's eyes, the third slap was finished again. I could no longer bear it, just like a finish.

The all-angry lion kicked open Xiao Ran's half-closed door. It seemed that I could only vent my dissatisfaction from the madman. My eyes were like lightning. In an instant, I had already scanned all corners of Xiao Ran's room and saw no madman. I was about to lie down to see if the adulterer was hiding under the bed. At this time, Xiao Ran walked to me, crying, and pushed me out of the door, and closed the door with a slam. I shouted at the door like a lunatic: "What's wrong, I feel guilty, I pretend to be innocent and cute, your uncle, I despise you!"

To be honest, my eyes hurt very much. I don’t know when the tears I have been holding back would fall. If Xiaozhen hadn’t been by my side, I would probably have been unable to hold on. I recalled the scene of chatting and laughing with Xiao Ran at the bar that night, which was really sad. She was so pure and innocent in my eyes. I even promised myself that I could make any changes for her. Although it was only a few hours, maybe others seemed ridiculous, but at that time, I was really moved. It was still the best thing that Xi Jinping said: It’s good to move anything, don’t move emotions.

Sometimes, it feels more important than anything else. Men are the same for women, or women are the same for men. It’s like when we go to the street to buy clothes, and most of the clothes we buy end up buying are the ones we like at a glance, rather than trying to take them off, and taking them off. This is the feeling. It may also be because Xiao Ran’s innocence that night attracted me, a man who thought he was very dirty. This is a postmodern mentality, and worships things that we really long for.

Xiaozhen seemed to be very disappointed with me, but she didn't blame me, but just said to me quietly: "Even if Xiao Ran and the madman, is that hindering you? Even if you had a good impression of Xiao Ran in the past, now I..." When I said this, Xiaozhen had tears in her eyes. "You will only make your friends look down on you even more, don't be stupid, okay?" Xiaozhen held my shoulder with both hands and said softly. A few words were like a basin of cold water in the cold winter, which made me who had lost my mind gradually calm down. I hugged Xiaozhen and sobbed, "Xiaozhen, I'm sorry." The tears quietly slid down.

"Dingdong, Dingdong..." Someone rang the doorbell. Xiaozhen and I were both surprised. Xiaozhen left my arms and opened the door. There were madmen and Haohao standing at the door. The two of them carried a large bag of soy milk and fried dough sticks, with their faces full of smiles, as if they were carrying gold ingots.

I rubbed my eyes hard, not believing the facts in front of me. The madman and Haohao looked at Xiaozhen and me in surprise and asked with a smile: "What's wrong, don't you know me?" My heart suddenly sank. I thought of Xiao Ran who was howling and crying in the room. I really hoped that everything that happened just was a nightmare. Last night, the madman was bored and watched TV alone in the middle of the night. Haohao happened to be passing by the living room in the bathroom. The madman asked casually, "Hao, you haven't slept yet. Haohao said that the exam was over, and it was finally easy to relax. How could he go to bed so early? He was playing games. The madman became excited when he heard the game. The name of the godfather of the video game was not called by his brothers for nothing. The madman asked what games he had, and he was so excited to play so late. Haohao said it was a mushroom. The madman racked his brains and thought for a long time. From the earliest text MUD to Red Alert to StarCraft, from Fairy Sword to Legend, and many other mini games, I have never heard of the game of Top Mushroom. Suddenly, the madman slapped his forehead and asked Haohao Top Mushroom if it was Super Mary. Haohao said yes, yes, it is Super Mary, but I am used to being called Top Mushroom. Speaking of games, the madman can't finish it for three days and three nights. Although Super Mary is a little older, it is still a classic in the mini game. Passing the level is as simple as drinking beer. Haohao's eyes shine, as if there is a halo on the head of the madman in front of him, it is simply a savior who has come down to earth. Thinking about the mushrooms he has played all night, he has never passed the third level. Now, the mushroom-like professional player and idol sit next to him.

Without saying anything, the madman was dragged into Haohao's room, and the two of them pushed mushrooms together, and they all night long. The two of them rushed until morning, and although they were not sleepy, their stomachs began to quarrel, so they went out to buy breakfast together, and they happened to bring some for everyone. So the madman and Haohao appeared at the door with soy milk and fried dough sticks. Haohao was happy that he had finally passed the fifth level, and of course he was happy on his face.

"Where is the cell phone, why is it in Xiao Ran's room?" I was a little angry and embarrassed. The madman said, "Xiao Ran came to the living room and said he wanted to call his friend. It would take a long time. He asked if it would disturb us. When I thought, the company reimbursed the mobile phone fee anyway, so I directly gave Xiao Ran to her and asked her to go back to her room to call. Later, I didn't know what happened. Xiao Ran didn't come out. I thought she was asleep, so the phone was kept in her room."

My face was gloomy and I couldn't say a word. I felt very depressed, as if I couldn't stand it and wanted to squat at the pit, but I found that my butt was stuck with universal glue. I took it for granted that my good friend was misunderstood, and self-righteously accused Xiao Ran, who had not completely escaped from the shadow of miscarriage, and hurt Xiao Zhen beside me without any scruples. All of this made me feel ashamed. I didn't have the courage to knock on Xiao Ran's door and apologize, because I didn't dare, and I was even more unworthy.

I looked at Xiaozhen with a look of help. Xiaozhen was a smart girl. She walked to Xiaoran's door, knocked on the door, and asked Xiaoran to open the door, saying that it was just a misunderstanding. Xiaoran's hoarse voice came from the room, saying that she didn't want to see me again. I walked to the door and said to Xiaoran: "You slapped me three times, I just want to explain it to you for three minutes." Xiaozhen and Haohao also persuaded Xiaoran to open the door, and the door finally opened a crack. Xiaozhen winked at me and signaled me to go in quickly. I turned around and looked at Xiaozhen with a grateful look. Xiaozhen smiled, which was an encouragement for me to admit my mistake.

When I entered the room, I saw Xiao Ran with messy hair. I thought of Xiao Zhen outside the door and wanted to apologize but didn't know how to speak. Xiao Ran's eyes were a little red and swollen, and maybe I was crying very hard just now. I walked over and hugged Xiao Ran gently without saying a word. After a while, Xiao Ran gently pushed me away and said that she wanted to be alone and calm down and let me treat Xiao Zhen well.

Walking out of Xiao Ran's room, I told Xiao Zhen that I want to be alone and be quiet for a few days, and call me if I have something to do. I glanced at Haohao's room. The madman and she were thrusting mushrooms with enthusiasm, and couldn't help but scold him: "I'm not kind and righteous, I'm going to die. You are still interested in serving mushrooms. Next month, I will pay my salary. Buy a basket of mushrooms and let you guys get enough!"

In a week, in addition to sending text messages to Xiaozhen, I worked hard. The feeling of fulfillment I had never felt before had wrapped me tightly. It turned out that my work and life was real. The plan to move to Xiaozhen to live was also stuck with a series of things. Later, I thought about it, distance was beautiful, not to mention that there was a Xiao Ran there. On Friday, I didn’t join the company and visited several customers with an agent. When I got off work, I was so tired that I ran to the Pizza Hut takeaway store and bought a large pizza. Xiaozhen liked it the most.

I didn't tell them in advance that I would come on weekends and wanted to give Xiaozhen a surprise. Before I knocked on the door, I heard screaming inside. No need to guess, the madman had already taken me one step ahead. He had already done the fun of Haohao's mushrooms as a career. It was Xiao Ran who opened the door. It seemed a little embarrassed to see that it was me. I tried to control my expression and try to make myself smile as naturally as possible, hoping to ease the atmosphere. I asked her: "Why didn't I see Xiaozhen? Is she alone in the room?" Xiao Ran calmly

He said, "She's gone." The pizza gift box in my hand almost fell to the ground, and my mouth was so open that I could swallow the whole apple in one bite. "Where did you go, why didn't you tell me?" I asked anxiously. Xiao Ran said, "She went to Grandma's hometown in Zhejiang. It might have to stay for more than a month. The things here are packed. If she doesn't come back and goes directly to Hong Kong, I will mail these packages to her." Xiao Ran paused for a moment and asked again, "Is there any problem?" I shook my head barefoot.

Too many ups and downs made me numb. When my mouth closed, I seemed to feel that I had reached the state of being a Buddha and an immortal, my heart was as calm as water, and my mind was blank. Xiao Ran took out a letter from the room. Since I received a letter from my mother at home in college, it has not been until now, this is the second time I have received a letter, a very exquisite envelope. The progress of society and the rapid development of the electronic age may gradually make the pen and ink in people's hands extremely precious. Even if other communication methods are convenient, they still cannot replace the touchable emotions contained in the letter.

I opened the envelope, and the letter with a faint fragrance gently slid on the palm of my hand. I spread it, and the beautiful handwriting came into my eyes. When I touched it with my fingers, I felt so friendly. I calmed down and began to read the letter seriously. The whole letter was just a sentence, but the hope hidden deep in my heart instantly collapsed, and my whole body fell into the bottomless abyss of darkness.

"Dear A Kang, please wait for me for two years, okay? I want to marry you and let you put on the most beautiful wedding dress for me."

My heart felt as heavy as lead. My dear, please wait for me for two years. This sentence made me panic. It’s not that I don’t want to agree to her. What I’m more worried about is that after I promised Xiaozhen, I can’t fulfill what I should do. Two years, although not long, it’s not short. Flowers bloom and fall, and the sun rises and sets. Can I still face this world full of temptation just by relying on my inner persistence? Xiaozhen gave me a difficult problem, a problem that has never given me such a headache.

At night, the madman slept with me on the sofa in the living room and smoked. I asked him, "Why don't you push mushrooms tonight until all night?" The madman smiled happily: "I'm so tired, I'll continue to push tomorrow." I smiled: "I thought you would push mushrooms to the bed." The madman stared at his bull eyes and said, "He is a good girl, do you think he's a lady, and you're sleeping with him?" After a while, the madman said to himself: "Don't say, Haohao is really

A pretty good girl." I couldn't help laughing out loud and said to him, "Actually you are a pretty good boy." The madman was a little embarrassed by me and said embarrassedly: "Go and go, boy, don't disgust me." I sighed, "Oh, when Chang'e appears, someone really treats himself as Zhu Bajie." Halfway through the words, I was kicked off the sofa by the madman and fell to the ground, and my left butt hurts.

I smoked too much smoke, and my throat was very uncomfortable in the middle of the night. I was confused and wanted to get up and find some water to drink, but I found that I was empty. I tiptoed to the door of Haohao's room, and curiously pressed my ears against the door. Dongdongdong, Dongdongdongdong, and it was the music of mushrooms. I seriously despised the madman. This bird man doesn't like to sharpen guns and loves mushrooms, and is destined to be just that little.

I looked at Xiao Ran's room again, and a faint light came out from the crack in the door. Could it be that this girl hasn't slept yet? It was so boring, so I leaned over and walked to the door door like a thief. Maybe it was water in my brain, and my hands twisted the handle of the door lock without obedience, and the door actually opened. Xiao Ran slept peacefully on the bed, and the desk lamp on the head of the bed showed all this in front of me. My eyes were blurred, and I walked into the room, and I closed Xiao Ran's door by a devil.

My heart was pounding violently, my hands were shaking a little, and I felt that my heart could not bear it anymore. At this time, Xiao Ran turned over, crossed his legs and lay on his side, and seemed to have a soft snorting. The hollow white square scarf had been rolled to the side. I approached Xiao Ran step by step, feeling that I was completely out of control by will. The raging desire burned my whole body, causing the blood all over my body to boil violently. At this time, I had completely lost my mind. What human nature, morality, and love had already been corrupted in my heart, and the restraint was even more vulnerable in the face of the tornado. I sat on the edge of Xiao Ran's bed, turned my back to her, grabbed a handful of bed sheets, and wiped away the sweat stains on my palms.

At this moment, my cell phone beeped twice in my pocket. It was Xiaozhen's text message: A Kang, I miss you, I can't sleep, are you sleeping? At this moment, Xiaozhen's angel-like image appeared in my mind, expelling all evil thoughts. I was grateful and kissed the screen of my phone devoutly, secretly glad in my heart that I had not made a relationship with the devil again. I did not reply to Xiaozhen's message, and would rather she think I was asleep. She once joked with me, saying that at midnight I was Satan, and my willpower was as weak as a cicada's wing, so I didn't want her to know that I was not asleep at midnight. I looked back at Xiao Ran. She slept very sweetly. Thinking that she almost made a big mistake just now, I couldn't help feeling ashamed. I pulled the white square scarf, covered her body gently, sighed slightly, and walked out of the room.

Back in the living room, I was bored and watched an idol drama alone. I was watching the madman came out of Haohao's room with dark circles, snatched the Sprite from my hand, took a sip, "It's so thirsty." I laughed, "It's already this time, Haohao drove you out, are you a little disappointed?" The madman smiled, "I knew you were gloating. It wasn't her who drove me out, but I was going to rest myself. If I push this way, the copper-headed arhat would also push a pit." I smiled maliciously and pushed the madman.

He said, "As soon as you two close the door, I know what I am holding onto?" The madman glared at me and said, "You can insult me, but not her." I was stunned for a moment, and then echoed, "Okay, okay, I insult you. I'll treat you to Thai food tomorrow to be considered apologized, OK?" The madman quickly stretched out his index finger, pointed at my nose, and said seriously: "If you are really brother, you will insult me ​​for three consecutive days!" I smiled, the madman's grandson wanted to take revenge, so I would not be fooled.

The next day, I slept until noon. It was not because I received a call from Ali, so I probably wouldn't wake up in the afternoon. Ali is Ye Zi's colleague and has had dinner twice. I have a good impression of her. Because I rarely contacted her, I was a little surprised when I received her call. She seemed to want to say something to me, but she kept hesitating. Moreover, I was half-wake in a state of half-wake, so I seemed more patient. "What happened to Ye Zi." Ali finally said the point. After a chill, I immediately jumped from the bed.
Chapter completed!