Chapter 6 ·

Keshan's illness came and went slowly, but it finally passed.

There was no other person in the entire General's Mansion, which was a great blessing. Ji Yuan felt very guilty about Keshan's illness. He always thought that he had caused the trouble on the day he went to buy a birthday gift. If he hadn't indulged Keshan to go to a stall, he would probably have never been infected with this typhoid fever! Finally, God blessed him, Keshan was in danger. The "epidemic area" of "Wangyue Xiaozhu" finally opened again. As Luo Lin said: "For everyone in the family, it seems that it has been hundreds of years."

Yes, it seems that hundreds of years have passed. Yan Ji is a little confused and confused. What? A month of retreat has made Nuda Hai very strange and far away. It really seems to come from another world or another era.

Yan Ji is a smart woman with a very delicate heart. She has been married to Nuda Hai for twenty years, and her understanding and tacit understanding between her has long reached the point of blending with each other. When Nuda Hai became trance, absent-minded, answering questions that were not questioned, and was full of worries, Yan Ji suddenly felt an unprecedented tension and oppression. When Nuda Hai became distant and avoided in bed, Yan Ji's suspicion became even more serious. She was unwilling to believe, unable to believe, unable to believe, and unwilling to believe... How could it be? That Qianyue was young enough to be Nuda Hai's daughter! Not only that, she was also a dreamer in Jiyuan! Nuda Hai was in a reasonable and should not let herself fall into this kind of injustice!

Yan Ji was full of suspicion, but she didn't dare to make it clear. Every day at the dining table, she would involuntarily look at Xinyue and Nudahai quietly. Not only did she look at Xinyue and Nudahai, but also Jiyuan and Luolin. The more she looked, she became more and more frightened. Xinyue's eyes were as hazy as a dream, but Nudahai always wanted to speak. Jiyuan had no doubts at all, and as long as she saw Xinyue, she was full of energy. Luo Lin even laughed and tried her best to help Jiyuan play the side drum. All this really made Yan Ji very uneasy.

That night, Nudahai seemed even more worried and restless. He kept walking to the window, staring at the crescent moon in the sky, and was stunned. Yan Ji saw it in her eyes and felt pain in her heart. Some words really had to be said:

"You give me a feeling, it seems that you have become a different person!"

"Oh?" He felt guilty and turned around and looked at her.

"I know," she said quietly, "This month has been a new experience for you, because you have never served the patient in your life. However, now that Ke Shan has been defeated, I wonder if your heart can return to our home from the 'Liaozhuan of the Moon'? Don't forget that in your original world, you are a filial son, a gentle husband, a father who chats and laughs, a respectable master, a pillar of the country, a general and a general who is both civil and military!"

These few words, like a sudden enlightenment, shocked Nudahai.

"Creen Moon is as good as her name, beautiful and fresh, I feel pity for you." Yan Ji's face did not change her face and continued slowly, "It's really hard for her. She is several months younger than Luo Lin, but she is so sensible and strong. In the future, I don't know what kind of princess is worthy of her. It seems that my family's heart for her is just a delusion after all. Heshuo Prince has the identity and status of Heshuo Prince. Our family must be careful when receiving them like this, for fear of making mistakes. Do you think so?"

Nuda Hai's hot heart seemed to be suddenly dripping from his head by a basin of cold water, and suddenly felt extremely cold. Yes! Xinyue is younger than Luo Lin, and Xinyue is loved by Ji Yuan. What was he doing? He looked at Yan Ji blankly, and then he realized that Yan Ji's eyes were so deep, so far, and so profound. He trembled for a moment, as if he had woken up from a confused dream.

Late that night, Nudahai tossed and turned and couldn't sleep. Although Yan Ji was lying with her eyes closed, she was still awake and awake. After the third update, Nudahai thought Yan Ji was already asleep, so she could no longer control herself. She put on her clothes and stood up and headed straight for "Wangyue Xiaozhu". He didn't know that he had just left the room, and Yan Ji immediately put on her clothes and got out of bed and followed him.

When Yunwa saw Nudahai visiting late at night, she already understood in her heart that although Yunwa was not clear about the little things between Nudahai and Xinyue these days, she understood seven or eight minutes. After serving a cup of tea, she quietly retreated. Seeing that the idle people were retreating, Nudahai said sincerely and repentantly to Xinyue, and hurriedly:

"Creen moon! I'll confess to you, I'm wrong! I made a serious mistake!"

Xinyue's face turned pale and her breathing was rapid. She stared at him without saying a word.

"That cannot happen, it shouldn't happen, but I was confused and let it happen for no reason! I can swear to you that I always want to love you as my daughter. The feelings I give you should be the same as what I gave Luo Lin. Now it has become like this. It will happen because I have a weak will, no determination, and completely lost my rationality... No matter how much I want to protect you or comfort you, I cannot lose control in words, nor should I lose my composure in behavior..."

When Xinyue heard this, tears had already rushed into her eyes. Her body staggered backwards, her face as white as paper. She looked at him deeply with her tears, took a breath and said:

"You came to me at midnight to draw a clear line with me?"

"Listen to me!" Nudahai's heart twitched, and a sharp sting passed through his heart. "There are many things that we can let ourselves go, but there are many things that we cannot let go! You are too beautiful and good, too young and noble to me. I am in my forties. With my wife and children, I cannot give you a perfect love. Since I can't give it to me, I still let myself provoke you. I deserve to die!"

She shuddered, and as soon as she closed her eyes, tears rolled down.

"Don't say it! I understand!" she shouted excitedly, "You have returned to your original world. All responsibilities, family affection, identity, status... will surround you. Don't worry, I still have this little pride, I won't bother you!"

"What are you talking about?" Nudahai was in pain and anxious. He grabbed her wrist and shook her and said, "If you can't truly understand my heart, you will not even let me fall into the Yellow River! What I am thinking about now is not me, but you! Your future and your future are more serious than my own affairs. If I love someone, I don't have the right to destroy someone!"

Her eyes shone brightly.

"You said the word 'love', you said your true 'heart', enough! Should you listen to me? Let me tell you! I will always remember the first time we met, when you rode over and ran over, descended from the sky like a god, rushed over and saved me. From that day on, you became my master, my master, my god, my faith, my love, my heart... I have no choice, I am like this! So, if you want me to keep a distance from you, do it!

You want me to control my eyes, okay! You want me to talk to you as little as possible, okay! Even if you want me to stay in Wangyue Xiaozhu, not leave, and avoid meeting you, it’s okay! There is only one thing you can’t control me, and you can’t control me! That’s my heart!” She looked at him steadily, and the tears in her eyes had turned into two clusters of flames. With a burning power, it burned towards him. “The love I have given will never be taken back, and I will never repent. Even if this love is just a game for you, it is an eternity for me!”

He stared at her, so shocked. After she said such a thing, he could not say anything. Compared with her unswerving attitude, how cold he became! He felt ashamed of himself in front of her. In the feeling of shame, there was also the strongest, most painful, most desire, and most sad love. This kind of love was something he had never experienced or happened in his life. He stared at her, stared at her without moving, unable to speak or think, completely trapped in an unprecedented shock.

Outside the door, Yan Ji stood in the shadow of darkness and fell into an unprecedented shock.

For several days, Yan Ji could not eat or sleep. She felt sick and was so sick that she was in a daze. She had never encountered such a problem in her life. She had no idea how to solve it. She only knew one thing. She hated Xinyue! She hated Xinyue more and more every day! A seventeen-year-old girl plundered her husband and conquered her son under the disguise of purity and innocence! These two men are the entire life of Yan Ji! And, what should I do in the future? If Ji Yuan knew the truth, how could he bear the love? Yan Ji didn't dare to think about it. She was frightened by the vague, hazy, and "the future is in trouble".

Three days later, Yan Ji cheered up and went into the palace to "goss talk" with the Empress Dowager.

This "gossip" is decided by the life of the new moon.

After returning from the palace, Yan Ji personally told the news to the whole family. In her heart, there was a bit of pleasure in revenge. She grabbed Xinyue's hand and said with a smile:

"Central Moon! Congratulations! The Queen Mother has already made a choice. Once you get rid of the server, you will have to do your lifelong affairs!"

"I have decided to choose one person? What does it mean to choose one person?" Ji Yuan blurted out and asked, his anxious expression was already overwhelming. "Who is it? Who is it?"

"Prince An's eldest son, Belefei Yanggu!" Yan Ji said calmly.

Except for the old lady, none of the people in the room had a good face. Xinyue's face immediately turned white and said nothing. Nudahai's body suddenly stiffened, as if he was thrust by an invisible whip. Jiyuan was stunned and stood there in disbelief. Luo Lin couldn't hold back even more, rushed to Yan Ji and asked angrily:

"Why did you suddenly talk about this? Isn't it too early to make an internal decision now? Why don't you tell Xinyue? Don't you help Xinyue block it?"

"Silly girl!" Yan Ji tried her best to maintain the peace of her tone, "This is a good thing! Girls' families will get married sooner or later! You think it's too early, and they might be too late! The empress dowager had a good intention and brought out the names of many princes and princes. We discussed it for a long time, family background, character, age, knowledge, and appearance..., and this decided that Fei Yanggu, you should be happy for the new moon! Why do you have a broken face?"

"You discussed with the Queen Mother?" Luo Lin looked incredible. "You also participated in the opinion? Why are you confused? Want to tell her to Fei Yanggu?"

Ji Yuan's apology was so serious. He looked at Yan Ji angrily, stomped his feet heavily, turned around and ran out of the door. Luo Lin shouted:

"Jiyuan! Jiyuan... let's find another way..." He followed him and chased him out.

The old lady was so puzzled when she saw this situation. Although she had some vague ideas about Jiyuan's thoughts, she did not enter the situation. She frowned and said:

"What's wrong with these kids? They are all irritable!"

Before the old lady could finish her words, Xinyue had already given everyone a blessing and said in a low voice:

"I'm sorry, I feel a little uncomfortable, I'll say goodbye first!" After that, she helped Yunwa away without waiting for the old lady's statement.

Yan Ji looked at her silently and disappeared at the end of the corridor. She straightened her back, felt a chill, jumped up from her back, spreading to her whole body. She knew that Luo Lin and Ji Yuan were both very angry at her. This was not the end. Behind her, Nudahai's eyes were like two sharp blades, cutting her back and her heart.

Nudahai returned to the bedroom, closed the door, and spoke angrily to Yan Ji:

"This was caused by you, right? You encouraged the Empress Dowager to accuse the marriage, right?" "Encourage? Are you blaming me? It's so strange that this news seems to hurt everyone except my mother!"

"Because everyone likes the new moon, even if they want to marry her, there is no need to be so imminent, as if they can't get her out of the way..."

"To be honest, I can't wait!" Yan Ji raised her head and stared at Nudahai with her eyes tightly. "If it weren't for Ding You's obedience, I would have encouraged the Empress Dowager to point out the marriage immediately, so as not to leave her with greater trouble!"

"What do you mean? If you have something to say, don't hold a gun and a stick!"

Yan Ji looked at Nudahai fiercely, and the anger in her heart quickly burned.

"Do you really think that pretending to be confused, posing with an innocent look, and saying a few inexplicable words, is it just perfect?"

Nudahai was shaking and looked back at Yan Ji steadily. Both of them had fire in their eyes, and they had exchanged thousands of words in an instant.

"Do you know everything?" he asked silly.

"Yes! I know everything!" She shouted out in grief and anger, "It was late that night when you visited Xinyue at night. I followed you and went to Xiaozhu Wangyue, so I know everything!"

Nudahai was shocked, his eyes widened and stared at her.

"Since you have heard it, you should know that I went there just to make a break!"

"Are you broken down?" she asked aggressively, "If you break down, why will it still hurt today? Why are you angry? Why do you still ask me in a stern way? Why do you still have to ask me in a hurry? She has a good home. Shouldn't you celebrate? Shouldn't you feel relieved? What are you suffering? Tell me! What are you angry? Tell me!" "Since you have seen through me, what are you still going to ask?" He was always embarrassed and angry. "You should understand that I don't want this situation to happen, but even if it happens, I am conflicted and I am in pain!"

"Pain?" she shouted sternly, "Do you understand what real pain is? The time has not come yet! When my mother finds that this noble princess is occupied by you, when Luo Lin finds that the person she regards as her sister is your lover, when Ji Yuan finds that Ama, whom he admires the most, is actually his rival in love. When the emperor and the empress dowager know that you are ordering to care for the orphans, they actually care for your loyal ministers and orphans into your forbidden body, then you will know what "pain" is! By then, you are not alone in knowing what pain is, but the whole family, including your crescent moon, will know what pain is!"

This righteous and stern words completely defeated Nudahai. He staggered back, holding the table with his hand and breathing. On his forehead, he suddenly felt cold sweat.

"Do you know?" Yan Ji continued, "Today, the Empress Dowager actually wanted to point Xinyue to Jiyuan. After interrogating the situation of their relationship for a long time, I tried my best to clear it up, which gave up the Queen Mother's idea."

Nudahai was shocked again.

"Think about it, if I had no idea, I would have caused this. If she became your daughter-in-law, what would you do? How would you face her and Jiyuan in the long years to come?"

Nuda Hai's forehead was filled with cold sweat, and his hands and feet became cold.

Seeing his appearance, Yan Ji knew that his heart was full of embarrassment and regret. She sighed a long time, softened her face and voice, and said sincerely and sincerely:

"I would rather let Jiyuan hate me, and I can't bear to let him hate you! Please think twice!" She sighed deeply, "You are not a person of only seventeen or eighteen years old. You are already in your forties. How rich are your life experiences? How many tests have you been? How can you let yourself be trapped by this kind of game of love for children? How can you use it as an excuse to let your emotions go? Do you have to destroy the reputation and status you have earned after your hard work and blood and sweat?

Broken?" Her voice became even gentler, "Even if you don't care about fame and status, do you care about your mother, your children and me?" She stared at him tightly. "Twenty years of marriage, you were my heroic husband at the beginning, and then, you became the father of my two children. Year after year, we grew up and transformed together. The tenderness and sweetness of the past have been sublimated into the deep love today. I love you in my heart and respect you, and always be the same! Please don't ruin the noble you in my heart!"

Nudahai looked at Yan Ji, and her eyes were filled with tears. With such sincere and tactful words, his eyes couldn't help but wet. At this moment, he was convinced and completely disappointed. He turned around from the table, walked out of the room, and said firmly:

"I'll do a real break now!"

He went to Wangyue Xiaozhu directly.

"Creen Moon!" He did not give himself the chance to hesitate anymore and said straight to the point, "Let us swing the sword of wisdom and cut off the love thread!"

She raised her head, looked at him foolishly, and nodded solemnly. Without saying anything, she took out a short note from her arms and handed it to him silently. He opened it and saw that it had only two short lines of words written on it:

I met with fate, but I didn’t meet, and I hope to remember each other!

I am fortunate to know each other but have no chance to stay together. The moon is bright and the world is forever!

He pressed the short note hard on his chest, feeling that every word on it was like a soldering iron, which hurt his internal organs.
Chapter completed!