Chapter Thirteen
Chapter 13
When Jiyuan found that Seya often went to Xiaozhuo, he immediately became hot and angry. He stared at her and said unhappy:
"Wangyue Xiaozhu is our family's 'forbidden zone'. Even the girls have clear barriers. They know the severity of the interests and don't go to places that shouldn't be. Why do you run there all day long? If you run into problems, don't say I haven't warned you!"
"What's the problem?" Saiya said happily, his face filled with bright smiles. "You don't know, the crescent moon is so charming! Every time she sees us, she is so happy, and gives us food and drinks! She is so enthusiastic and sincere, and knows everything to me, and is very touching! She often asks me about you!" "Ask me?" Jiyuan's heart was pounding, and his face looked a little pale. "What did she ask me?" He tried hard to maintain the stability of his voice.
"I've asked so much! Are you good? Are you happy? Are you busy in court? Are you getting along well with me? Are you good at getting along? I've been asking me if I like you very much... I'm very embarrassed to ask..."
"Then..." Jiyuan swallowed, "How do you answer?"
"I..." Seya shyly said. "I'm telling the truth! I told her you're pretty good, just... just..." She looked at him quietly and pouted. "Stop talking!"
"Say it!" he couldn't help asking, "I hate half of people's words, hesitating!"
"It's just a bit weird!" Seya rushed out, "Sometimes it's so good, sometimes it's so unhappy if you're unhappy. I can't even figure you out! Xinyue told me..." She swallowed again.
"Oh! Will you finish your words in one go?"
"Okay, okay! Xinyue said, you are a very enthusiastic, very upright, very kind, very frank person, and very talented and thoughtful. He was born in a wealthy family and had no arrogance. It is really rare. People like you must have their own personality and temper. Therefore, I must be gentle and tolerant to you, and never lose my temper with you!"
Jiyuan's face was tense, and he couldn't tell whether he was comforting or suffering after hearing these words. And Seyah became happier and happier the more he spoke, so he continued:
"I think Xinyue is really a very cute and lovely woman! Look at our women, they can be said to be extraordinary. Grandma is so noble and decent, mother is so elegant and luxurious, Luo Lin is so lively and generous, only I am almost... Hehe..." She smiled again, "But Xinyue is different, she is really different. Let's say beautiful, she is not the most beautiful person in our family. I think the most beautiful person in our family is not Xinyue, but the mother! But Xinyue is ever-changing! Sometimes she is charming, sometimes innocent, sometimes open-minded, sometimes charming. She gives me so complicated that I can't even explain it clearly..."
"Silent as a virgin, moving as if he was rid of a rabbit." Ji Yuan answered unknowingly, "When he was weak, he was a pitiful girl, and when he was strong, he was a fearless and brave man, he had a young body and a mature heart!"
"Yes!" Saiya cheered, "You said better than me! This is how Xinyue is. In short, she is so charming, and I am fascinated by her! There is no way!"
Ji Yuan stopped talking, and his heart was filled with a difficult-to-described emotion, some lost, some melancholy, some sadness, and some heartache. The longing and fantasy for the new moon were seduced again. He looked at Seya and felt that Seya was too simple and childish.
Seyya is really "wondered" by Xinyue. She didn't know how to please Xinyue, so she began to move some of her "households" into Xinyue's room. She rummaged through the boxes and cabinets, and found some fresh things to give to Xinyue every day. She gave fans today, vase tomorrow, hairpin the day after tomorrow, and pearls the day after tomorrow... It was endless. Xinyue was grateful and moved. Before Seyya entered the door, the Xiaozhu of Wangyue had already become the "prison" of Xinyue and Nudahai. Although there was spring in the cell, the prison was still a prison. She lacked vitality, laughter, freedom, and friendship. Now, Seyya has filled all the "lacks". Xinyue really liked her from the bottom of her heart, and she didn't know how to please Seyya.
The laughter in Wangyue Xiaozhu was contagious. Soon, it was transmitted to the old lady. So the old lady often went to Wangyue Xiaozhu, eating, drinking and talking and laughing with everyone. Yan Ji didn't know that melancholy and hatred would drive everyone around her away. Suddenly, she found that she was completely isolated. On that day, when Wangyue Xiaozhu's laughter could no longer be locked up and spread through the walls to Yan Ji's ears, Yan Ji was knocked down by fear and grief.
"Go and call Luo Lin and Seya for me!" she said to Gan Zhu.
Luo Lin and Sai Ya rushed over. Yan Ji had not applied her makeup, her eyes were disheveled, her clothes were disheveled, and her hair was messy. When Luo Lin saw it, she was startled and asked hurriedly:
"Mom, what's wrong with you? Are you sick? Are you feeling uncomfortable?"
"Do you really care about me?" Yan Ji said angrily, "Are you all happy when I die? Are you asking for anything?"
"Why did my mother say that?" Luo Lin couldn't help but change her color.
"What do you want me to say?" Yan Ji asked sharply, "You are smiling so happily in the Xiaoyue Zhuang. How can you still care about whether I am life or death? Xiaoyue Zhuang is so fun, there are youth, laughter, stories, your great Ama, and the new moon that Yan Shi Meixing... Are there me in your eyes and hearts? Is there any? Is there any?"
Saiya was speechless in surprise, staring at Yan Ji who was lost and depressed, and didn't dare to say anything. Luo Lin rushed to Yan Ji and explained in a hurry:
"It's not that we don't want to accompany you, you don't know. Sometimes when we accompany you, you are also depressed and silent. We don't know what to ask you for! You often keep people from thousands of miles away and often lose your temper. We are really afraid of you!"
"Afraid of me?" Yan Ji stood up with a fright, widened her eyes, and asked Luo Lin's face, "Why are you afraid of me? We are mother and daughter! The so-called mother and daughter are connected to heart, my pain, my pain, you should know more than anyone else! Even if you don't understand, you won't be going to fuel the fire! If you turn to the crescent moon like this, where are you put me?"
"No, no!" Seya inserted her mouth and was eager to help Luo Lin relieve the situation. "My mom, don't be angry, it's all my fault. It's me that I always pull Luo Lin to accompany me to Xiaozhu, but I can't stay idle, I like to go shopping! If my mom doesn't like it, let's go less in the future!" "Don't think you are also a princess, just vent your anger with Xinyue's nostrils!" Yan Ji's anger spread to Seya, "After you are my daughter-in-law, don't figure out the situation there..."
"Um!" Luo Lin felt sad in her heart, and rushed over to grab Yan Ji, shook her, and shouted eagerly, "Stop! Stop this war! I have endured it for a long time and have been wanting to say this to you, forgive Xinyue and Ama! You are not living enough like this life full of hatred? Why don't you try to forgive me, what kind of situation will be like? Maybe it will be bright and bright?"
"Is this human word you said?" Yan Ji grabbed Luo Lin's clothes excitedly and shouted, "Who taught you what he said? Who asked you to say it?"
"No one taught me, this is what I said in my heart!" Luo Lin shouted.
"What do you think in your heart?" Yan Ji shouted inexplicably, "Do you still have a 'heart'? Your heart has been eaten by dogs! You actually want me to forgive them and ask me to ask for peace from them? That is equivalent to announcing everyone that I will admit defeat and surrender, and then what? Let the position of Xinyue soar and sit on the first seat in a noble way, so that I will lose my status and lose my dignity in addition to losing my husband, right? Are you? You are afraid that I will not lose enough, and you have to force me to lose more, you... you traitor, you actually ruin your mother like this!"
"I'm not trying to force you to lose anything, it's for your own good! I hope you will return to your original appearance!" Luo Lin shouted, pulling Yan Ji and dragging her to the mirror in front of the dressing table, "Look at yourself, mom, look at yourself!" She shouted in pain, "Where did my beautiful, dignified, kind and lovely mom go? You made yourself sloppy, pale and thin, use this abusive way to win care and sympathy, will you have a lot of self-esteem?"
"Stop! Stop!" Yan Ji struggled like a trapped beast. "Don't say it anymore!" "I want to say it! I want to say it!" Luo Lin shook Yan Ji even more fiercely, "You have become a weird person with weird ideas, unreasonable words, erratic behavior, and difficult to get close to, and even afraid of avoiding it. Do you know?"
In a rage, Yan Ji raised her hand and gave Luo Lin a crisp slap in the face with a "snap".
Luo Lin stopped, stroked her cheek with her hands, and looked at Yan Ji in disbelief, her eyes full of astonishment and pain. Then, tears rolled down. She let go of Yan Ji, and kept retreating, muttering in her mouth, saying aggrieved and sadly:
"It's not that I betrayed you, it's that you rejected me and pushed me away. Now, I've hit me even more! I don't recognize such a mother at all, I don't recognize you!"
After saying that, she turned around and ran away.
Seyya was stunned and frightened, standing in a daze, not knowing what to do.
Yan Ji stood there, not moving for a long time. Gan Zhu walked over, carefully helped her to the edge of the bed, and helped her sit down. She sat passively, looking straight ahead with her eyes, her eyes frighteningly empty. After a long time, she suddenly fell on the bed and cried bitterly. This cry was like a wild beast howling dyingly, howling every drop of blood in her heart.
Seyah was so shocked by such strong feelings that she could not even have the ability to think.
That night, Saiya told Jiyuan what happened during the day. Jiyuan's face looked extremely ugly and said coldly to Saiya:
"Learn a lesson, stop going to Wangyue Xiaozhu anymore, otherwise, it will be your turn to be the one who is beaten next time! Do you understand?"
Saiya doesn't understand. She doesn't understand why life has such complicated feelings. At home, her father has four concubines, and her mother accepts her fate very much. She says that men are like this. There are occasional jealous things at home, and they all end soon. I really don't understand how a new moon can turn the Nudahai family upside down? She asked Jiyuan, but Jiyuan sighed and didn't explain to her. She ran to the study alone to practice calligraphy. She left her there, and couldn't figure it out after thinking about it.
Then, Luo Lin came to find her, her eyes swollen like walnuts.
"We can't go to Wangyue Xiaozhu anymore in the future." Luo Lin said sadly, "At least, I won't go anymore, I want to go alone! However, I advise you not to go!"
Saiya nodded, his eyes full of reluctance and sadness.
"How is your mother? Are you still angry with you?" she asked in a low voice.
Luo Lin shook her head.
"She came to my room just now and talked and cried for a long time. After all, she is my biological mother! I am so sad. I feel very unfilial and make her so sad..." She said, and she burst into tears again. "So, she cried too, and I cried too, mother and daughter hugged each other for a long time. So, now I decided that I should not make her sad anymore!"
"How could this happen?" she was confused and sad. "Why don't you see it a little bit?"
"If one day Jiyuan falls in love with another woman, will you be able to see it?" Luo Lin couldn't help asking. "Can you accept it?"
Seyya was confused. She was still newlywed, and she had never thought of such a problem.
"I think people are different from others. The only problem is that my mother loves me, Ama, and she loves too much! I don't know if it's impossible. One day in the future, we humans will become monogamous, and then the world will be peaceful!"
"If that's true," Saiya said in confusion, "What should I do if Xinyue? What will I do if you encounter a woman like Xinyue?"
Yes! Such a world may not be peaceful. Or, if there are humans, you cannot be peaceful! Luo Lin can't think about it anymore, her head hurts. Sai Ya can't think about it anymore, and her heart is so confused. After Luo Lin left, Sai Ya went to the study to read Ji Yuan to practice calligraphy. Ji Yuan was on several sheets of rice paper, and was filled with the same two sentences:
"I was waiting to support my heart in the bright moon, but the bright moon shines on the ditches."
As soon as Ji Yuan saw Seya come in, he crumpled all the rice paper into a ball and threw it into the trash can. His face was solemn and his eyes were gloomy. He seemed to be weighing down some invisible burden on his body and heart. At this moment, he was so far away from her! He really didn't look like a sweet groom! Seya stood in a daze, a little dazed. There were so many things happening today, and she really couldn't think about it.
On the afternoon of the next day, Saiya arrived at Xiaozhu Wangyue alone.
The crescent moon came forward as usual, looking around in surprise:
"Why did Luo Lin come so late today? Why didn't he come with you?"
Seya held Xinyue's hand, and tears had already gathered in her eyes. Xinyue immediately changed color.
"What happened, right?"
Saiya nodded and sighed.
"Last night, my mother got angry. I... I really didn't expect that the friendship between us would make her so disgusted... What's worse is that Luo Lin impulsively confronted her and was slapped in the face!"
Xinyue swallowed, and her whole heart sank into the ground. She knew that the laughter in Xiaozhuying had passed away and the good times were no longer there. She was even more shocked when she heard Luo Lin being beaten.
"Are they mother and daughter out of control?" she asked with wide eyes.
"Yes! It's so fierce. I've never seen the mother and daughter quarrel like this, which scared me! However, Luo Lin said that it's okay now, but she can't come here again! As for me... I'm afraid I can't come again!"
Xinyue bit her lips tightly and nodded reluctantly. The sunshine on her face disappeared.
"I'm sorry!" Seya's eyes quickly became wet. "I really like you very much! The period of Wangyue Xiaozhu was also the happiest time in my life. It turned into this. I... I'm so sad!" As she said that, her tears rolled down uncontrollably.
When Xinyue was crying like this, she immediately burst into tears. She held Seya's hand tightly with one hand, grabbed the handkerchief with the other hand to wipe her tears. She said even more:
"Don't say sorry to me, you have not made any mistake. This is my destiny. God has given me Nudahai and taken away the fate between me and others. The pain of loneliness is what I am destined to bear! Because of your kindness and enthusiasm, I have already enjoyed an extra period of happy time. I really should thank you!"
"Creen Moon!" Seya shouted, and for a moment, passion burst out and she couldn't help but slammed on the shoulders of Xinyue, and burst into tears with a "wow".
Xinyue was excited, sad, reluctant, sad... and crying while hugging Seya. The two girls cried for a long time before they could barely wipe their tears under Yunwa's comfort. The two looked at each other with tears, and they were so reluctant to leave. The more they looked, the more they felt sad. Then, Xinyue lowered her head and glanced at the necklace hanging on her chest. With an impulse, she reached out to take off the necklace.
"Seya, over the past few days, you have given me many things, tangible and intangible, so rich that I can't repay you. But now this situation has become the case again. There are not many times when we meet again, so I can't repay you! Then, let me give you this crescent necklace!"
Seyya was startled and hurriedly refused.
"No, no! I saw you wearing this necklace every day, and it can be seen that it is the most precious and important thing you pay attention to. How can I collect it?"
"You said right. It is indeed the most precious and important thing I value. It contains the hearts of many people and has a deep relationship. It is of great significance to me. It is precisely because of this that I want to give it to you. Moreover, I have a wonderful feeling that this necklace should belong to you! I give my beloved things to my beloved, which is what I want to give it to my beloved! Please don't reject me!"
Chapter completed!