Chapter 54(1/2)
The illusion of chaos and upside down that he had just entered the illusion gradually disappeared, Lin Shu gradually woke up, looking at her young self in the illusion coldly.
He had thought about many possibilities of inner demons, but he had never thought about it.
It’s like a person who has been in the dark for a long time, fearing the darkness, and feeling that the flames are too burning, not something they are qualified to have - but it is actually what they want. However, this swaying desire will be completely eliminated in the endless darkness in the future.
Since that day, he has never dealt with the girl again. The campus is very small. When it is about to meet, Lin Shu will even avoid it or look in other directions, pretending not to see her.
When I come home, I will not tell my master if I come across those I encounter at school, for fear that if I say it, I will be criticized by my master - I will be disturbed by mortals and have a weak mind.
Time flows.
Many years ago, I thought that if I could integrate into them-
But it's just a struggle without results.
I can't remember when it started, and even this kind of thought gradually faded away. Perhaps it was because I grew older and my psychological endurance increased, or because I had practiced the sect's mind method for a long time, my mind and nature were really as stated in the sect's classics - "not confused by external things."
The classmates around him changed round after round, and their age gradually grew. They stopped doing meaningless jokes. He still didn't speak and finally returned to strangers with everyone.
Lin Shu is on the roof.
He sat on the edge of the roof, his legs hanging in the air, looking up at the stars.
Sometimes he felt that he was in the water, and while he was falling down, he looked at the starry sky in the sky, far away and blurred, and there was no way to touch it through a layer of film.
The master seemed to be dead, he didn't know.
In the illusion, everything is very chaotic, without cause and effect, only those events that touch the mind happen again and again, as if dreaming, there is a voice in my heart calling myself to leave here and not be lost in the illusion.
And the reason why he was deeply trapped in such an illusion was that—
Lin Shu retracted his thoughts, thought about the records in the previous book, took a deep breath, and jumped down from the rooftop.
It seemed as if I jumped into a kaleidoscope, the scenes around me continued to change, and finally stopped on the path home from school when I was young.
The little girl was walking alone on the road with a pink schoolbag on her back.
——If time can really go back, he wants to say thank you to her.
Perhaps from then on, there is a person in the world who doesn’t think he is strange.
Just one is fine.
He walked forward.
The girl turned to look at him, reached out to say hello, and smiled and said, "It's you."
Lin Shu said: "Thank you."
The girl smiled with her eyebrows and eyes: "You're welcome."
She asked, "Where is your home?"
Lin Shudao: "Western Street."
"It's just the way." She said, "Let's go together."
Lin Shu was stunned for a moment and nodded.
She jumped forward, and Lin Shu followed behind her.
As we walked, the world around us was shattered and scattered like fallen leaves in autumn, falling apart.
When the girl's figure turned into pieces and flew away, another girl appeared in front of Lin Shu.
He looked around and found that it looked like a mountain road behind Shangling Academy Palace.
After leaving the illusion just now, we reached the next illusion.
The young lady was wearing a bright and dazzling red dress floating in the wind, standing at the end of the mountain road with her back to her, with a very beautiful back.
He walked forward and stopped beside the lady, wanting to see what Fantasy wanted to arrange for himself to do this time.
——He thought he had never encountered any unpleasant things in this world. Even if there were inner demons, his power would be probably very small.
The eldest lady looked at the front and said lightly: "Where do you want to go?"
Lin Shu said: "Everything is OK."
Miss: "No."
Lin Shu said: "Where do you want to go?"
Miss: "It's where you want to go, not where I want to go."
Lin Shu thought for a while and said, "I don't want to go."
Miss: "Yes."
The young lady turned her head, looked into his eyes, and asked again: "The world is so big that there must be a place to go. Where do you want to go?"
Lin Shu looked ahead, and the road ahead extended infinitely, as if it was about to reach the end of the sky.
He said softly: "I want to go to a very far place."
“How far is it?”
"It's too far away."
"It's not as far away-and what else?"
“No one.”
"I know." There was a faint smile in the eldest lady's eyes, and she reached out to hold his wrist: "I'll take you there."
The red veil floated up in the wind, and they ran forward in the wind, everything was like the morning heading to the Dream Hall, with the sky ahead being vast and endless, as if they were going to the ends of the earth.
The mountains, rivers, towns, and villages went away one after another, and the scenery around them gradually faded, until the end, the two stopped in the empty void.
The eldest lady asked: "Do you like it?"
Lin Shuhuan looked at the chaotic void around him and said, "...it's fine."
The eldest lady said, "Then I'll leave."
Lin Shu: "Let's go?"
"If you have no one, there will naturally be no me." The eldest lady said, "I will leave."
As he said that, he turned around and walked in the direction he came.
Lin Shu stood there, watching the eldest lady's figure gradually fade away.
When the eldest lady completely left here, he was the only one left, and she was completely left in the void.
As he had always wanted, a place that was far away and no one was there.
But at this moment, he felt endless, thrilling confusion and nothingness.
Finally, when the figure of the young lady was about to disappear from her sight, he said, "Miss."
Ling Fengxiao stopped and turned around and looked at him: "Don't you want me to leave?"
Lin Shu said: "No."
Ling Fengxiao said: "Do you don't like it anymore?"
Lin Shu: "I don't like it very much."
Ling Fengxiao: "Only like and don't like it."
Lin Shu: "I don't like it."
The eldest lady smiled: "Little liar."
Lin Shu: "..."
Why did he become a little liar again?
"If one day you can get rid of the right and wrong, I will play with you." said the eldest lady.
As he said that, he turned around and continued to move forward, not only moving faster and faster, but also running.
The veil flies, the rings and bells are like a red cloud in the sky, about to be blown away by the wind to unknowable places.
Lin Shu went after him, but he couldn't catch up. Every time he seemed to be able to touch the robe sleeves like light clouds with just stretched out his hand, and it was like catching fog and dissipating in his hand.
I don't know how long it took, but he finally said, "Miss."
The young lady was unmoved.
He said, "Ling Fengxiao."
Ling Fengxiao looked back at him: "Hmm?"
Lin Shu said: "Wait for me."
Ling Fengxiao smiled: "Okay."
Ling Fengxiao stretched out his hand and held his wrist again: "If you had said this, wouldn't I have already caught you?"
Lin Shu: "You keep running, not as if you are willing to catch me."
Ling Fengxiao said: "You just need to speak, there is nothing in the world that I don't want to give you."
To be continued...