Chapter 1182 Chapter 1184 He regrets as much as he is desperate(1/2)
Qin Shu looked up at the man and knew that he was jealous, but she really had to go. If she didn't go to Chaoyan, it might be gone.
Why should you be so kind to him?
Actually, she is not good.
When I was a child, I fell down the mountain with fun and accidentally hit him.
At that time, when she saw Chao Yan's eyes couldn't see, she felt that he was very pitiful.
When I was a child, I probably had a lot of sympathy. When I saw him unhappy, I wanted to make him happy.
Friendship is slowly established through her back and forth. Seeing him gradually become angry, he will walk out of the pavilion, laugh, and say a few more words a day. It is a sense of accomplishment and sincere joy.
So, now who can do it if she asks her to give up and find Chaoyan?
She looked at the man, "Chaoyan is my friend, I can't ignore his life or death."
Fu Tingyu knew that she would say this. More than ten years ago, she was so young, why did she provoke so many men?
"You have so many friends, can you take care of it? When will you take care of me?"
Feng Jiuxiao and Ling'er looked at each other, and both of them were helpless. Both of them were right. One of them ignored them because they couldn't do it for their friends.
As a man, who will suffer from his wife always worrying about other men?
As a man, Feng Jiuxiao can understand the most. If Ling'er always keeps her mind on others, she will be crazy.
Although the relationship between the two is not as good as before, they can't stand other men to attract Ling'er's attention and gaze.
Feng Jiuxiao and Ling'er knew that it was hard to say anything at this time, even if they spoiled their daughter.
The two of them turned around and left tacitly.
Xiaojiu ran in from outside and happened to meet Ling'er and Feng Jiuxiao. He stepped forward and grabbed the hands of the two people and asked, "Grandpa and grandma, has mom got up?"
Ling'er held Xiaojiu's hand and walked out, saying as she walked, "Your mother just got up and had something to say to your father, so let's go out and wait first."
"Oh, is my mother in a bad mood?" Xiaojiu came today just to pull Qin Shu out for a walk.
Ling'er nodded when she heard the sound: "Well, but your mother will sort it out by herself."
In the room, only Qin Shu and Fu Tingyu were left.
Fu Tingyu was really jealous. If it weren't for the feeling of feeling sorry for her and crying because of guilt and self-blame, he might have been even more popular.
Qin Shu looked up at the man, and saw that he lowered his eyes and did not speak. His noble and elegant face was full of jealousy, and I was unhappy.
She stepped forward, leaned into the man's arms, stretched out her arms to wrap her thin waist, as if to soothe his unhappy mood.
Fu Tingyu lowered his eyes and looked at the person in his arms. It was so obvious that he could not help but be jealous.
How many men are there around her? They are all excellent, and they are all eyeing her.
Damn, I have my husband and son, and I am still staring at me.
Fu Tingyu couldn't help but swear in his heart.
Seeing the girl holding her and not talking, he spoke first: "I just wanted to ask, what if I find it? Even if he sees you, what are you going to do? Stay with him?"
This is what he wanted to know. Before Jun Li had an accident, she ran over without caring about it.
He endured it.
Now there is another Chaoyan. Next time, if it is Han Xiao and Hua Wuyan, Qin Feng and the others will do the same.
Should she look for it one by one and accompany her?
"Chaoyan was not liked when she was a child. His family and servants regarded him as an unknown person. He had no friend since he was a child, and no one was willing to play with him. His mother died when he was born. He had never celebrated his birthday since he was a child. I said he would celebrate his birthday with him, but I did not do it. He never expected anyone, nor did he expect anything, but that time, he said, looking forward to your birthday on his birthday, you will accompany me for my first birthday. I can't imagine that he was sitting in a cold pavilion, waiting, a day, two, three days... that kind of waiting, disappointment... despair, is a uncomfortable process."
"He couldn't see his eyes, and he was sent so far away by his family to an abandoned manor. He sat in the pavilion every day except for eating on time, but the rest of his time was waiting for death. His world was dark and cold. He said he could not live for 18 years. I said he could live for a hundred years and would help him pass the threshold of 18 years old, but I didn't do it either. I couldn't imagine waiting for death, and when I had the idea of living, I persisted for so long, but found that the person who kept him persisted was gone. How did he survive when he was eighteen? I heard that that year, he used Chaoyan as the code name for January to become the number one person on the killer list."
"I promised him to go to a shocking thing together to make life more meaningful and pursue it, but I still didn't do it because I had an unreliable word, he created the Chisha Organization alone and with his hands."
"The reason why he became a killer was because of her words, a sentence that had not been said through her brain. If I hadn't said this at the beginning, there would be no Chisha Organization, so things would have become different."
"He had nothing to do with me, maybe without me, except that he could not live to be eighteen years old, and would not be pulled out of hell by me as he is now, so that he could see hope and push him into hell with his own hands."
Qin Shu's mood was a little out of control at the end and his tone became heavier, all of which were self-blame and guilt.
She looked up at the man, her eyes red and swollen: "It was me who accidentally broke into his world, and it was me who messed up his world. I also regretted breaking into his world. If it weren't for me, he might have died, but it would definitely be much better than now."
She lowered her head again and hugged the man tightly, like a surging piece of driftwood in the sea, so that she did not let herself sink.
Chaoyan is as disappointed and desperate as she is, she feels as guilty, self-blame, and heartache.
She suddenly remembered that when she was a child, she was very naughty and thought she was a little clever and wanted to help her mother, but she always caused trouble.
I want to help the master, but I always give him a headache.
They all spoiled her very much. Although she was always angry, she did help too much.
She wanted to help Chaoyan come out, but she also helped her a lot.
He smiled happily, but the pain was also real.
Fu Tingyu was stunned. He didn't know Chaoyan, nor did he know his experience. He grew up with a golden spoon in his mouth. He was raised by the stars and everyone spoiled him very much.
If you stand from the perspective of someone watching, Chao Yan's experience will probably be very miserable.
A age who should have been cared for by his family but was pushed to hell by his family. How much injury would he not even have the idea of living?
Since the poisoning began, he tried hard to live because the girl was by his side.
Without her, he would not have the idea of living.
He is different from Chaoyan.
Giving hope and despair is a hundred times more painful than being despair himself.
But these are because of the girl, which is also the reason why she feels so guilty and can't control her emotions.
He looked down at the girl, tightened his arms, and hugged her a little.
He didn't care about being jealous now, he just felt sorry for her and had to bear such unbearable self-blame and guilt.
"Baoer, please stop crying? You want to find him, I'll accompany you."
Fu Tingyu comforted the person who was in a state of emotion and could not calm down.
After a long time, Qin Shu gradually calmed down in the man's low voice.
She still hugged the man's thin waist, and her voice was hoarse after crying, "Baby Yu, I'm sorry."
She knew that as a wife, she should not have any involvement with other men, but she really had no choice but to ignore them.
It is really rare for friends who can share life and death.
It’s just that some people don’t want to owe them, and they can’t pay them back clearly.
"We are husband and wife, what are you sorry? I know you don't have a relationship with them. I just can't control my temper. I promise not to be jealous in the future."
Fu Tingyu has poor determination, which is something that all readers know.
However, jealousy is obvious to all.
Stamina and jealousy are actually equal, so you must be jealous.
Fu Tingyu also felt a little guilty about himself. He knew that the girl had already blamed and felt guilty about Chao Yan's affairs, but he still lost his temper.
Qin Shu was now emotionally controlled. Now he said that it would be useless no matter how much he said, and even more useless crying. Finding Chaoyan is the most important thing.
Just when the two were about to pack their luggage and go to the grassland again, Qin Shu received a text message.
[Yinshi: My master has been found, please don't disturb me.]
After reading the information, the heart that I kept holding finally came to the ground.
She also breathed a sigh of relief, but fortunately she found it.
"Baby Yu, I found it at Yan." She shouted happily at the man.
I just saw the last two words, and the smile that had just raised was gone.
Don't disturb.
Fu Tingyu walked over and looked at the text message on the screen of his phone.
Chaoyan also breathed a sigh of relief when he found him. Seeing the last two words, he turned his head to look at the girl, "Are you still going?"
Qin Shu looked up at the man, thought for a while, and directly called Yin Shi's mobile phone number.
After the call was connected, she asked anxiously: "How is Chaoyan now?"
Yin Shi answered cold-bloodedly: "These have nothing to do with Miss Qin."
Qin Shu was not relieved of Yin Shi's cold words: "If you ask me to talk to him, I have already remembered the past."
"Miss Qin, my master finally made up his mind not to see you and forgot you. Why do you come to disturb my master? I feel that the injury is not deep enough. Will you stab it a few more? Unless Miss Qin is willing to marry my master, don't disturb my master."
Yin Shi hung up the phone after he said that.
Qin Shu was stunned for a while, then called again and found that he had been blocked.
Chaoyan blocked her.
To be continued...