43, Chapter 43(1/2)
Heyue is a plane tonight. He hasn't come back for a year. He took time to visit Heqi during the summer vacation. He didn't dare to stay in Sicheng for too long. He bought a ticket before school starts and went back to the city temporarily.
I said I was going to see Zhou Mi’s school, but my intention was already obvious, but I just wanted to see where he lived.
But I didn’t expect that such a coincidence, they would encounter such a huge school.
When it was dark, the city of Beijing was full of traffic. The lights around it looked like small grids, hidden in towering buildings. Under the high overpass, vehicles below roared past, causing a roar.
He Yue lay on top and looked at the night view of the city.
"It's so beautiful..." She looked into the distance and sighed. Zhou Mi stood beside her, looking at the end of Heyue's hair being raised by the night wind.
"Yueyue...you are okay." She asked hesitantly, with concern hidden in her eyes.
After witnessing that scene in the afternoon, the two of them did not continue to stroll. He Yue went to the bathroom to sort out, and Zhou Mi sent a message to insult Jiang Haojie.
He asked him to provide Qiu Qing'an location information, but he didn't want to buy one and get one free! What the hell is the extra one!
Jiang Haojie was confused and called directly. Zhou Mi was disgusted. He took Heyue to have a big meal angrily, trying to use delicious food to comfort her injured heart.
But seeing that she was extremely happy throughout the whole process, she couldn't help but worry.
"I'm fine." He Yue reached out and sorted out her hair, and the bloated bangs between her fingers were stroked to the top of her head, and she smiled at Zhou Mi.
"Actually... he has been very busy all year round. I heard from Jiang Haojie that they have heavy academic studies and have to work part-time, so they don't have time to have a girlfriend. In the afternoon, the girl who looked pestering him. You see, Qiu Qing'an ignored her..."
Zhou Mi didn't know what mess she was talking about, and she comforted her mouth randomly and was gently interrupted by He Yue.
"I know."
"Ah?" She raised her head blankly.
"I know she is not his girlfriend, but suddenly I think that scene is pretty good."
"Qiu Qing'an is cold-hearted, doesn't like talking, and is afraid of a person. The girl is very lively and enthusiastic, not afraid of him at all. She talks too much but doesn't provoke people. Instead, she is very cute. The two of them are just complementary to each other."
He Yue suddenly said and explained, "I didn't think they had anything, but suddenly realized that there are many beautiful girls in this world, and he deserves better."
Why do you have to face her so unbearable?
"Yueyue, in my eyes, you are the best girl!" Zhou Mi couldn't help but be angry after hearing this, and almost turned red with anger.
Everyone can see He Yue’s good deeds to Qiu Qing'an at the beginning. She felt that there would be no other He Yue in this world who was so indulging Qiu Qing'an.
She is the best.
"Really." Zhou Mi emphasized, "You are more gentle, kind, cute and beautiful than everyone I have ever seen. The one I can't compare to even a finger of your in the afternoon."
"But we can't be together again." He Yue's smile was a little sad, in the wind, ethereal and extremely faint.
"Why don't you explain to him!" Zhou Mi was anxious, "You are obviously not guilty-"
"I am." He Yue interrupted her and stared at Zhou Mi.
"I treat him well because of guilt. Even I can't tell how much I like it."
"But later..." He Yue's expression fell down, leaned back weakly, lowered his eyes, and his voice was very soft.
"He said he liked me, everything changed. I was pulled and pulled by him, slowly sinking, but when I looked back, everything was different when I saw him for the first time."
"Or why would I remember him for so long, and would approach him so carelessly... It was different from the beginning." She lowered her head and murmured to herself, Zhou Mi felt so distressed.
"Then you go and explain it clearly to him, just like before."
"Impossible..." He Yue shook his head, his eyes unconsciously landed in the distance, looking at an unknown place through the night.
"His mother was killed by my dad accidentally. My original intention of contacting him was wrong. If I said that it was because of guilt at the beginning and actually fell in love with him later, it would only embarrass both of us."
"And every minute and every second I am with me, he will suffer. Just like when he learned the truth in those few days, he is in pain all the time. Even if he can cover up all this with that love at first, it will explode one day later."
"From the beginning of this matter being picked up, we can't be together."
Zhou Mi stared at He Yue's extremely calm face, and for the first time she realized that the person in front of her was no longer the little girl who was bullied and allowed her to protect her when she was a child.
She is more rational than anyone else and more thorough than anyone else. Zhou Mi completely lost her words.
Heyue once again set foot on the plane.
What's different from before is that this time she was very calm, the kind of calmness that was surrendered to fate.
After returning, Heyue was very busy.
Everyone around her is excellent. She must do her best to prevent herself from being left behind. She spends most of her time in the library every day, and spends time with Zhao Yuan at home on weekends. She often attends some activities with her classmates around her after class.
She had no time to think about other things, and gradually she reduced her contact with Zhou Mi. She would only chat occasionally when she had time.
After returning from China that time, Heyue no longer paid attention to the news about Qiu Qing'an. After Zhou Mi mentioned it one time, she directly interrupted her.
"Don't tell me about him next time."
Zhou Mi was stunned, "Why..."
"I'm quite scared." He Yue said as usual.
"I can't do anything if he is not doing well. He can't do anything. If he is doing well, he is doing well, I don't have to know. More importantly..." She paused.
"I'm afraid that one day I'll hear that he has a girlfriend, which is still a bit difficult for me at the moment."
Even though I knew very well, this was the first time that Heyue had been kind to someone like this.
She may not be able to forget him in her life.
Since you can no longer have it, it is better to part with each other and be happy.
Since then, Heyue has never mentioned Qiu Qing'an and has not come back during the summer vacation, as if he has completely cut off contact with the past.
Originally, she didn't have much bond in Sicheng, so it was like this person completely disappeared, as if everything before was just a dream.
On weekends, California is shining brightly and Zhao Yuan has recently risen. She signed up for a flower arrangement training class. She has to fiddle with her small vases in the living room every day. She also loves to call him He Yue together, which is called cultivating her sentiment.
It happened to be home on holiday and there was no date in the morning. He Yue and she took scissors with her to trim the branches, and put the pink roses and some flowers that she couldn't name into the vase according to her mood.
He Yue had a faint smile on the corner of her mouth and was concentrating on fiddling. After all, in this world, there are still a few girls who don’t love flowers.
"Ayue, your current state is much better than when you first came." Zhao Yuan finished it first, sorted out the petals and looked at it, chatting with her casually.
She still remembered the call she received three years ago. Zhao Yuan put down the matter and immediately bought a plane ticket to return to China.
When she saw Heyue, she looked haggard. After she got here, she became quieter and laughed less. She was immersed in her studies every day, and was busy with going out early and coming back late.
Regarding the phone call, she just hugged her waist, laying in her arms like a little girl, and said in a low voice.
"Mom, I'm in love."
"I did something wrong and hurt him."
That was the only truth Zhao Yuan could learn from her.
But He Qi didn't know anything about this.
Qin Feiyan seemed to know something, but his emotions were not normal. He told her very clearly that this was a private matter of Heyue and he had no right to discuss and interfere.
For more than half a year, Zhao Yuan was worried about her and paid attention to her all the time. He Yue had nothing unusual except for daily busyness. She only occasionally showed the look she had never seen before when she was free.
Silence and sadness that are inconsistent with her age.
She returned to China once during the summer vacation of the first year. After returning, she was depressed for a long time. Zhao Yuan was very worried, but thankfully, afterwards, her condition slowly adjusted and gradually seemed to have returned to her original appearance.
Before I knew it, people who always thought that the little girl were about to graduate from college.
"By the way, what are your plans for the next one?" Zhao Yuan asked her. The bottle of flowers in front of Heyue was almost tinkered with by her, and she answered casually after hearing this.
"Our professor wants me to continue my postgraduate studies."
"What do you think?"
"I really like to stay in school. If I have this opportunity, I should want to stay in school more." He Yue said slowly, and Zhao Yuan nodded.
"Mom supports you."
"But will I never grow up like this?" He Yue thought for a while, hugged her coquettishly, and Zhao Yuan patted her on her arm.
"You will always be a little baby that your mother can't grow up."
Listening to her gentle words, He Yue was almost moved to cry.
As graduation approaches, the students in school are starting to go their separate ways.
Many Chinese students in Heyue class chose to return to China to develop, and even comforted her that the domestic economic situation is good now, but there are many people who are left behind. After all, if you can enter a world-class company, you will be covered with gold edges and jade-like inlays in it.
There are not many people like Heyue who are preparing to continue studying for graduate school in school. When they were having a video with Zhou Mi in the evening, the two also talked about this topic.
She has been internship for half a year and is about to graduate and stay in that company to continue to develop. When she asked about Heyue's plans, she felt a little sad and disappointed.
"Yueyue...you won't never come back."
He Yue was stunned. After a while, he blinked and felt a little confused.
"I don't know either..."
I have never thought about this issue before, but now I think about it, it seems that staying is the best arrangement.
After graduating from graduate school, I found a suitable job here and lived with Zhao Yuan all the time. If conditions permit, I could raise a dog or a cat, and there happened to be a large lawn outside.
When he has time, he will go back to China to visit He Qi, or take him over when he gets older. He Yue has no interest in managing the company, and he doesn't think He Qi has the intention to put the responsibility on her. The connection between the past few years has also revolved around small things in life.
To be continued...