Am I wrong?

How does he treat you normally? Tell me, is he better than me?

You said..."

Su Da gritted his teeth tightly, and a slight smell of blood appeared in his mouth. Every word he said was like a knife, piercing her heart, sharply breaking the fig leaf.

Things she didn't want to think of were squeezed into her heart, causing a stinging pain, and it beats violently with her heart.

Su Da pushed him away.

She stared at Jiang Chengduo as if she was watching her enemy, gasping for a while, and rushed out of the room without looking back.

Exhausted, he returned to his residence, and Su Da didn't even go to the Jiang family's dining table, and hid back like a run before the banquet.

Jiang Chengduo's voice followed her like a shadow, and she followed her all the way. She drank two glasses of water irritably, but her agitated pulse still couldn't calm down.

Do you think he loves you?

Her mind was messy, and she was upset and had to find something for herself.

The tie left by He Yuan spent the night here last time was cleaned up, and Su Da took it away and ironed it neatly.

I picked up my phone and wanted to send him a message, but I stayed for a few more seconds before I suddenly came back to my senses.

She quickly pressed the text.

Lily    Su: Are you busy?

He: What?

Looking at his avatar, Su Da suddenly felt his throat choked. For a second, she wanted to ask, do you love me?

This thought came up with just a few words, and she seemed to be unable to breathe, and she hurriedly pressed it down.

Her fingertips scattered on the screen, and she lowered her eyelashes.

Lily    Su: I have cleaned up your tie and I will give it to you.

I only said this, nothing else.

He Yuan agreed. He was in the company. Su Da made an appointment with him. His eyes were on the conversation for a long time, but in the end he just silently put away his phone and said nothing.

After being hungry, Su Da tied up his hair, washed his hands and went to cook.

The two dishes and one soup were quickly prepared. She sat down at the dining table and before she could turn on the chopsticks, the doorbell rang.

When he opened the door, Gao Kang brought a box.

"This is……"

Gao Kang said: "Sir, let me give it to you."

He is Jiang Fenglin's man, so naturally he means Jiang Fenglin.

Leave something, Gao Kang said a few words and said goodbye.

Su Da sent him out, but he didn't bother to eat, so he opened the paper bag one by one.

Each document is all about her study abroad, the information she needs and the procedures she needs to complete, and everything is prepared in all aspects, every detail.

She was a little surprised, but she felt that it was not surprising.

Jiang Fenglin has always been like this.

He was so kind to her that he could only give her all his heart.

Su Da looked through the mixed feelings for a while and saw a painting at the bottom of the box.

She was stunned for a moment and took out the painting with the corners and tore off the paper wrapping on the surface.

It was a pair of birds in a cage.

His eyes stopped on the painting, and Su Da couldn't come back to his senses for a long time.

Cage croaker.

This work when she was eleven years old is immature in her brushwork and her color is not as mature as she is now.

That year, Jiang Fenglin took her to camping, and she picked up an injured bird outside the forest and went home.

The Jiang family did not allow animals to be raised. She begged for a long time before he left the bird for her.

She was so happy that she saw a doctor, fed it water and food, and bought it a fancy bird cage with carved tops.

She went to the cage to see it every day and took care of it very carefully, but it still lost weight day by day and screamed depressedly.

She couldn't understand, she couldn't understand.

She asked Jiang Fenglin, clearly all the steps were based on the breeding book, so why was it more serious in illness?

Jiang Fenglin was helpless when she asked, and told her: "Because it is not a house bird."

The bird that cannot be locked is born into the sky.

Drinking dew on branches, there is no comfortable bird cage, no food to feed regularly, no trapped or bound, soaring in the boundless world of mountains, forests, grass and wilderness.

It should have been wandering forever and should have been free forever.

She seemed to understand but not understand, so she was lost for a while.

Later, on a certain day when the weather was clear, she opened the bird cage and put it back into nature.

Jiang Fenglin asked her if she was willing to bear it.

She felt reluctant to let it go, "But you said it shouldn't be in the cage."

She answered like this at that time, and Jiang Fenglin stood beside her, touched her head, and laughed silently.

Later, the birds in the cage were painted to commemorate by her, and were framed and collected by Jiang Fenglin.

Now, he sent the painting back to her.

The apartment was silent, and hot meals were placed on the dining table on the other side.

Su Da looked at the painting and smelled the fragrance from his nose. In a trance, he seemed to see Jiang Fenglin's face.

During the thousands of days and nights in the Jiang family, she was staggering all the way, and what she tried to grasp was always the corner of her clothes.

She is not loved, valued, or even welcomed.

She tried everything she wanted to have a love that belonged to her. Just like now, she held her beating heart to He Yuan without hesitation, thinking that she would not care about gains and losses, and would not go into it in depth, and one day she might get the response she wanted.

But no, that's not the case.

She had already obtained the unreserved, her own, thorough love, but she had actually had it.

It was her who opened her heart and headed in the wrong direction.

She took her heart to He Yuan, making excuses for him and herself, waiting for a response that would never be responded.

She couldn't make up her mind to study abroad because she couldn't bear to part with Jiang Fenglin, and wasn't it because of He Yuan?

And when she was crushed by the wheel of this relationship over and over again, the person who truly loved her was still tidying up the way for her.

Su Da pinched the corners of the picture frame hard, and his heart smashed a deep pit in her body. She choked her throat and pinched her knuckles so blue.

The light outside the floor-to-ceiling window shines in, and the dust in the air slowly moves in the field of view.

When he was eleven years old, Jiang Fenglin smiled and watched her release wild birds, but now, he has opened the bound iron cage for her with his own hands.

When Su Da arrived at Heyuan's office, it was almost evening.

He Yuan was busy for a day and only had a few simple bites of lunch. On the way Su Da was welcomed by Xu Lin, Xu Lin also quietly said to her: "You can persuade her a few more words later. We say, Mr. He will not listen."

Su Da smiled slightly and didn't speak.

She brought the clean collar, and He Yuan was not short of such things, but since she spoke, she agreed.

Xu Lin sent her in and closed the door and left.

The huge office is covered with carpets.

Seeing her coming, He Yuan pinched his eyebrows and stood up from behind the table to greet him.

Su Da walked up to him and asked, "Why don't you let Xu Lin pick you up?"

"It's okay, so do I come here myself."

Su Da smiled and took care of his collar.

He Yuan lowered his eyes and glanced at her, pausing slightly.

When he looked at her, she raised her eyebrows, "What's wrong?"

He Yuan felt that she seemed a little different today, and she couldn't tell where the specific difference was.

She still dressed the same, with a slim long skirt, but she added a thin coat to the outside.

Maybe he thought too much.

He Yuan reached out to pull her collar, and the two stood close to each other, and she was about to put it into his arms. He only needed to raise his hand slightly, and it was a hug position.

Su Da glanced at his tie, "Can you change it clean?"
To be continued...