Xia Ya pondered for a moment, then said with a silence.

“As I told you before, I’m very old.

But in my long life, the most meaningful thing was undoubtedly the first hundred years.

At that time, the land where I was in which the rulers were incompetent and corrupt, and the people were suffering. Because of the vast and rich land, they were invaded by greedy foreign enemies, wars flew, scorching flames burned the earth, and the mountains and rivers were broken and devastated.

The situation of civil strife and foreign enemies is much worse than that of Kiddo.”

A shocking battle of gods appeared in Skaha's mind.

In the vast universe, countless starships were lined with each other similar to Noah's Ark, and various light cannons that destroyed the world were ignited. A light cannon shot in a crooked manner and hit the planet on one side. The scorching flames burned the earth, and in the blink of an eye, the planet burned into a glass.

There are many powerful beings. They waved their hands and the magic of destroying the world appeared in their hands. Countless star dust shattered, and many meteorites appeared in the universe...

Skaha's heart was trembling.

"Fortunately, there has always been a group of shining giants on that land. They have the earth in their hearts, strong and tenacious hearts, and with their own strength, they have carried the mountains and rivers that are about to be broken on their shoulders.

I was also infected by them at that time, and joined them, becoming a member of them. Later, more and more shining people joined us, and we defeated foreign enemies and overthrew the regime at that time.

Liberated the people on that land..."

A picture suddenly appeared in Skaha's mind.

A group of giants shrouded in dazzling light stood on the earth. They were ancient gods, tens of meters tall, and could storm in their breath, roaring like thunder, and having the ability to break mountains and crack rocks, turning the world.

Among these giants, the angel with light wings floated among them. Although his figure was not as good as them, he was the most dazzling one.

The war of gods entered the late stage. The giants waved their weapons, the earth was shaking, the sea of ​​clouds was rolling, the starships were destroyed by the giants, and those powerful enemies were also killed by the giants one by one.

Blood sprinkled on the earth, and the blood was boiling.

Finally, those shining giants turned their target to an incompetent regime...

The ruler of the land where Noah lives...

Could that be...

Skaha's soul began to tremble.

It's not wrong... There is only one existence that can allow such a powerful giant and Noah to unite together, and only that is the most in line with it.

The Lord of All, the Supreme Lord of Creation, God.

Noah, together with those giants, overthrew God's rule and drove Him from that land.

Noah is a rebel...

Skaha remembered the rumors he had heard from Christian II, from the Kiddog ​​Empire.

God... wanted to destroy humanity, but Noah eventually disobeyed the rumors of God.

Although there must be many secondary processing components.

But there may be something credible...

Skaha looked at the man in front of him with a complicated expression. What did He go through...

"I once told you that in a person's life, it's good to do one thing well. If you care too much and do too much, you won't do anything well. At that time, I was struggling with that thing.

But I am not a human being, my life is longer than that of ordinary people. After we overthrew the regime at that time, although some unpleasant things still happened, the land was still changing and strong at a speed visible to the naked eye.

I was in it, and it seemed that I had completely lost my function, and I had lost the meaning of living...

During that period, I was confused for a long time, and every day I spent, I felt boring. I felt that some of the most important things were missing in my heart, and I felt that the time was extremely long.

Have you ever felt this way?" Shaya asked.

“A friend I know has.”

Skaha looked at Shaya quietly, "In the beginning, she had very important things to do, and many people were looking forward to her.

During that time, she felt that time passed quickly, and without realizing it, time passed.

She felt that waiting might not be a difficult thing.

But then, when that thing was almost done.

Missing begins to surge, and past memories are constantly echoing in my mind. Even bad memories are beautified by this surging thought.

At that time, she felt that every day was extremely tormented, confused, and numb, as if something had been missing in her heart.

The memories of the day when we parted are constantly echoing in our minds.

At that time, there was always an idea in her mind.

If...what would it be like that person if he agreed to...

Regret and pain torture her all the time.

even......"

Skaha's words stumbled, and after a moment, she said in a low voice.

"Start blame that person..."

It should be said that Sawyer the Great, Shaya thought.

He doesn't think Alicia is really a friend.

Didn't expect Alicia's relationship with her father is so good?

After Emperor Sawyer's death, she should be very sad.

"I blame him for not coming to find her, and why I didn't come to fulfill the original agreement.

I blame him for leaving so early, asking her so early, and waiting for a while... She might have surrendered to herself...

But in the end, she found that no matter how strong these resentment is…”

Skaha's tone was calm.

“Nothing is of no use…

That person... is so out of reach for her..."

Xia Ya was staring at her quietly. She was looking down at the desktop with her head down, silent. The oval royal office looked silent...

But after a moment, Skaha raised his head again, his expression returned to calm, and he continued.

"Continue, then?"

Xia Ya pondered for a moment, as if she was organizing language, then he said.

"Later, someone enlightened me, saying that I have been fighting for this land for so long and bloody, and it is time to enjoy the prosperity of the prosperous times, hiding my identity, changing my identity, turning it back to zero, and living a new life.

I thought it made sense, so I started playing life, and I began to enjoy everything in this world with my desires.

Sometimes, I visit mountains and rivers, and seek immortals and ask my heart. Sometimes, I am indulged in luxury and spend a lot of money.

Sometimes, I see injustice and act in a chivalrous manner. Sometimes, I look for flowers and willows, and sing and sing every night.

But no matter what, it cannot fill my empty heart..."

Shaya raised her head and murmured softly.

"At that time, I was just an uneasy river, flowing freely, passing through the forest aimlessly, accidentally fell into her heart, putting aside the right and wrong... I never returned..."

"So you now," said Skaha.

Xia Ya smiled, "Maybe..."

"So, your feelings for Hadalee are just because she loves you, not...you love her." Skaha's voice was deep.

Shaya was silent for a moment, then said.

"The word love is too heavy, I won't say it easily."

"Why?"

"Love is tolerance rather than indulgence, love is care rather than pampering, love is fusion rather than unrequited love, love is all flavors but not all sweetness.

True love is not necessarily the perfect match in the eyes of others

It is the mutual harmony between the people in love.

It is to make the other person live a better life. This love not only warms themselves, but also warms those worldly hearts.

True love is a kind of care and care that comes from the heart. There are no gorgeous words or sensational actions. You can only feel it in every word and action.

So plain and firm, on the contrary, swearing and promises show its uncertainty, and never believe sweet words.

If you truly love someone, you will want to be with him (her) until you grow old and support him (her). You will look forward to using all your love to bring him (her) the greatest happiness, and you will also get another kind of happiness in this process.

I often feel happy when I think of him (her), I care about him (her), I feel very concerned about him (her), and without him (her), it seems like I have lost something, and with him (her), I have happiness."

Chara turned her head and stared at "Alicia".

"I won't say love easily, because love is proven by time and mutual support. It's too frivolous to say love.

So, I can't tell whether I love her, but when night comes, I may remember her."

Skaha's mouth curled up in a curve that was not easy to detect.
To be continued...