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Two hundred and sixty-ninth festival diary

“On March 28, 2017, the weather was unobservable.”

"Human feelings are really a very strange thing. The panic caused by war and nuclear radiation began to gradually disappear among the survivors of the base. The past few years have restored the confidence and normal courage to live. I don't know whether the smiles on people's faces are just appearances? Or are they really real reactions from the inner world? Perhaps, that is just a disguised sustenance that can be fully supplied with food and water? I am not a psychologist, and I can only use all the possible control resources in my hands to ensure that the base can operate in a relatively balanced state. We may have the opportunity to leave the dark and gloomy underground world and return to the sunny surface. Ten, twenty, thirty years... I am fifty-seven years old, and I probably will never see that day again. But there are men and women in this base, among them, new humans may be produced."

“On June 11, 2017, the weather was unobservable.”

"Today is a day worth celebrating. The external detection system shows that the amount of radiant dust floating in the sky has been greatly reduced. The sky on the screen is still dark, but it is no longer as hopeless as it was a few months ago. It is slowly turning gray and fading. Although the detection data shows that the surface radiation is still far beyond the normal values ​​that humans can accept, this is a hope after all. The desire to return to the surface to see the sun again is very slim, but it still has the possibility of realization."

“On January 4, 2018, the sky was gloomy and there was no sunshine.”

"Unexpected to everyone, Lao Zhang and Xiao Hao actually got married. A sixty-four-year-old man and a thirty-seven-year-old woman is not a big deal even in peacetime. The male-female ratio loss in the base is very serious, including Xiao Hao, and there are only sixteen female researchers. I am also a normal person, and I also need /sex/love/vent my body's leakage points and **. Many people in the base have long started to caress each other between the same sex. In the face of the dull and monotonous life, adhering to the moral bottom line seems to be a meaningless boring action... Maybe, I should change into another new way to try the balance between the body and the brain's thinking."

"On April 19, 2018, from today, I will no longer record the weather. (It has always been gray, and I really can't see when the radiation dust floating in the air can completely calm down."

"Unbelievable, I really don't have a better way to release the stuffy ** inside my body. In the personal computer of a young researcher, I found hundreds of ** movies shot in Japan during peacetime. That boy called this thing "**". The heroine in it actually made so many unimaginable dirty moves on the bed... But it's strange that those /yin/miscuous/chaotic scenes made my genitals erect at an incredible speed. I fantasized that she was *************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************

When the psychedelic was completely destroyed, everything was back to the cold and ruthless reality, I finally ejaculated happily. It was very empty and wonderful... It was really his god, which bastard said that the hand yin was harmful to health? Maybe the damn expert professors said it was true, but who can still care about so much in this situation now? I need a woman... I really jealous of Lao Zhang. Although Xiao Hao looks really not very good, she is very young and has a plump figure. If she takes off her clothes, she will pose in various tempting positions like the heroine in the **... Oh my God, how could I have such evil thoughts? No, no, no..."

“September 9, 2018.”

"Four soldiers hijacked Xiao Hao. They occupied a food warehouse south of the base and set up a large number of automatic weapons as defense. Lao Zhang was shot into a sieve and died on the bed. The soldiers took turns / force / raped / Xiao Hao, standing outside the cordon, and could clearly hear the screams and moans of women from the warehouse. She was the youngest among all the women in the base. I could understand the feelings of those soldiers, but this situation was completely out of control. If other women in the base were also abused... What should I do? Walking out of the base alive may just be an illusion that will never be realized. They no longer obey the orders of me, the general. At this time, identity differences no longer become a strict class that imprisons the mind of the brain. In their eyes, I am no longer the commander of the base, just an ordinary person who is old and weak and may die at any time."

“September 11, 2018.”

"The riots have been completely subsided. If it were in the era of peace, there would definitely be a large number of media and newspapers that would spread the word "over" to promote it. I would also be decisive, wise, tough, and other enviable words. I would even report this incident in detail, allowing the rank on my shoulders to jump up to several levels. The actual situation... the four soldiers committed suicide by swallowing their guns. Their mental ability has reached the limit. As for Xiao Hao... When the search troops found her in the warehouse, this woman had been abused to death by the violent soldiers. Her whole body was / naked/naked/, her abdomen was swollen, and her eyes were round and bulging... I was really tired, and I just wanted to go back to the room and close my eyes and think about nothing. This is a dirty world, and death may be much better than living."

“September 22, 2018.”

"The Criminal Guard has just executed two soldiers and three researchers. They did something very crazy - Xiao Hao's body was not cremated, but was hidden in a cold storage by them, becoming a flesh/body/sex/device that they wantonly play with. Until now, I still feel cold all over. The 6571 base is a national key military construction project. The personnel who can be selected to enter the base have been carefully and strictly selected and politically reviewed. They are extremely loyal to the country and the party, and have all made vows under the base and the party. However, now...

. From those dead, I can no longer see anything that belongs to soldiers or party members. They can no longer be called humans. I can fully understand the confusion and anxiety in their hearts. I live underground for a long time without sunshine, fresh air, normal gender communication, ideal reading] books ~ come and the goal to completely turn into empty bubbles... No, no matter how tenacious the nerves are, they will be corroded and collapsed. No, this is not their fault, it is war, it is war that turns them from humans into beasts————”

“November 24, 2019.”

"There are only sixty-one people left in the base, and the order and law have long disappeared. I am no longer the general and the commander of the base in people's eyes. My only hobby is to stay in the control room and watch /a/v/hand/yin. My energy is getting worse and slower day by day, but I still can't suppress the ** in my mind who wants to play with myself. I may not live long, but no one should want to deprive this last enjoyment. In my world, there is only the only spiritual sustenance, and there are pistols filled with bullets at any time on the table and the bed. If anyone doesn't have eyes to enter my private territory, he must be prepared to be blown into pieces————”

“May 18, 2020.”

"Today is Lao Li's 84th birthday. He invited the remaining thirty-seven people in the base, including me, to have a dinner together in his room. Thanks to the large number of foods stored in the base cold storage, the dishes at the banquet were very rich. There were long-lost braised pork, and his favorite spicy chicken and boiled meat slices by Sichuan people. Everyone was in great mood. We drank a lot of wine, and the chief engineer Lao Liu even sang the song "Night outside Moscow"... In my memory, since the base was completely closed, there has never been such a lively party again... While everyone was happy, Lao Li asked for a request.

Please—————I hope that from this day, his personal room will be completely sealed. At that moment, everyone was silent. As the supreme commander who appeared to be the commander, I wanted to deal with it in a false way. However, he took out a bottle of barbiturat from his pocket and smiled in front of everyone, swallowing sixteen pieces in a row. I remember clearly that when I left the room, Lao Li was already lying on the bed. He smiled and waved at me. His clothes were clean, his hair was combed very neatly, and his expression was peaceful. I couldn't even say a word, so I could only help him turn off the lights and pull them to the door..."

“May 19, 2020”

"Lao Li's suicide has a great impact on all survivors. No one talks about leaving the base and returning to the surface. They began to conduct a comprehensive and detailed inspection of various equipment inside the base, and neatly classified all the user manuals that can be found and placed in the central control room. Chief engineer Lao Liu stayed in front of the computer every day, inputting his decades of research experience and various absolutely confidential relevant data in the database. Although the energy supply workshop using geothermal power generation can operate normally, the power supply range of the entire base has been reduced to the control level and the cold storage area that maintains the quality of food and water. In Lao Liu's words————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————

“November 30, 2025.”

"This morning, I found the body of the guard Xiao Chen in a chair in a room in the south. I always thought that this 34-year-old man should be the last left-behind person in the base, but I never thought that he would end his life by swallowing a gun and killing himself. His level of collapse in his mind was obviously far beyond my imagination. Holding this cold and stiff corpse, I sat blankly on the floor for a whole day. All the people I knew were dead, and most of them chose to use drugs to commit suicide in their sleep. In terms of human morality and thinking, they may have one or another

Error, but it is undeniable that they were all heroes of the Republic. They persisted until the end, and they persevered in releasing one detection machine after another searching and transmitting information. I remember that when the war broke out and the whole world was shrouded in radiation dust, they were even worried about whether the country's territory would be occupied by foreign invaders and other issues... It is ridiculous to think about it now. With such a strong radiation level, can humans survive? The country... probably only in those old dictionaries that have not been destroyed can this word be found."

“February 27, 2027.”

"The circulating wind system of the entire base will be closed in half an hour. I carefully checked the remains of each dead person. Their air drying level was very intact. If there were no damage such as high-intensity earthquakes or explosions, the base could be kept dry. I don't want to burn them, and everyone is my friend. I feel that they are not dead, just sleeping soundly. This huge base that costs billions of dollars will eventually become a tomb that imprisons us. I finally understand the most fundamental difference between humans and wild animals. Humans can live on food and water, lose faith and hope, and will only become a walking dead who survives by instinct. I really miss those days in the past... I really want to watch the sunrise again and feel it.

Bathing in the warmth of the sun, it is an extremely luxurious happiness... There are many special medicines in the treatment room that can sustain life and even improve body quality. I no longer want to take them, and I am the only one left in the entire base. Living has no meaning. I should go to another world to accompany my relatives and friends. As a party member, I should have no other beliefs besides ** beliefs. But I still want to know whether there is a God in this world? Is there a god? This is not cowardice or betrayal, nor does it have to do with the wavering of beliefs or confusion in thinking... It is only at this time that I truly feel that I am a real human."

The diary has ended here. Turning over the page with three exclamation marks, a few extremely familiar texts occupy the entire page.

"Long live the People's Republic of China————"

"Long live humans...——————”

......

Slowly closing the notepad in his hand, Lin Xiang raised his head, staring at the thin body curled on the chair with clear eyes, and didn't speak for a long time.

A huge shock that cannot be explained in words is hitting the softest part of his heart.

There is no so-called nationality or nation in this world. "Humanity" has become a general term that covers all the higher intelligent life forms in the wasteland world. However, no matter what, it has been left behind from the old era and deeply portrayed in the mind and can never be erased. The thinking consciousness about the concepts of race and country will always emerge quietly under the subconscious drive.

The People's Republic of China... is a very strange noun. Survivors of the wasteland world will not know what this represents.

But I know——

Those who have died also know——

Some history can be forgotten. Some... must be preserved forever---

Standing quietly at the desk, Lin Xiang felt that his eyes were soaked in a stream of warm liquid that slowly overflowed. He raised his heels, stood up straight, and faced the mummy in the uniform of a major general on the chair, solemnly closed his five fingers with his right hand, raised them flatly, and slowly raised them to the side of his head, which was flush with his eyebrows.

......

The 6571 Base is a huge national defense project that was built since the 1970s and was not completed until 2006.

According to the manual left by the major general on his desk, Lin Xiang successfully turned on the long-turned geothermal energy conversion system, causing bright lights to reappear in the quiet underground world, and air circulation machinery that separates oxygen molecules through groundwater veins to supplement. As the basis for the operation of the entire base, the builder cultivated three energy supply workshops of solar energy, geothermal and nuclear reactors in the base at the beginning of design. Even if the first two natural energy sources were completely exhausted or could not be collected, the high-concentration uranium stored in the special warehouse was enough to maintain the base's operation for fifty years.

The base is designed to accommodate 50,000 people. In case of emergency, expanding the internal non-confidential units can make the number of residents reach about 70,000 to 80,000. The base has a complete plant seed storage warehouse, which can be cultivated imitation sunlight in agricultural workshops through soilless cultivation. If all food production space is running at full capacity, the annual harvest can be maintained at 100,000 people. As for meat, pigs, cattle, sheep and other livestock stored in the refrigerated storage, embryos can be obtained through artificial insemination, and after systematic breeding, adult animal herds that can be slaughtered at any time.

In addition, the base cold storage also stores one million tons of sealed rice, eight hundred thousand tons of canned meat and a large amount of animal oil. There are also a huge number of cephalosporin culture strains in the Institute of Medicine. Broad-spectrum antibiotics such as penicillin can be produced by themselves. Considering the daily entertainment needs of refugees, various residential areas even store a large number of film, television, song and program materials.

This is a magnificent and magnificent underground city. Unfortunately, the great destruction came too quickly. In the face of nuclear bombs falling from the sky, people could not react at all, and could only wait for death in despair and helplessness.
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