Chapter 1274
But her words "It's all over" made him feel a pain in his heart, "What about me... Am I already over?"
Ling Yiran turned his head and looked at the man sitting beside him, "For me, it's past, so there's no need for you to always immerse yourself in the past."
He suddenly chuckled softly, "Isn't it necessary..." Is his pain, his regret, and his self-blame all unnecessary for her?
At this moment, the car had already stopped at the door of the main house. Gu Lichen said, "Get out of the car, there are some things, I want to show you."
Ling Yiran followed Gu Lichen into the main house and came to a studio.
Inside, he was his paintings, which were painted... It was her when she was a child. When she was a child, she met him in the secret/forest. When she was in danger, she grabbed his hand and prevented him from falling off the cliff... and she also walked out with him on her back...
He painted the scenes in her memory back then, and they were placed in this room like this.
And I don’t know how many of these paintings are here.
"These are all my paintings in the years." Gu Lichen said bitterly, "In the years, every time I miss you, I will draw these paintings, just like when I draw, I can make myself feel better."
After a pause, his eyes fell on her, "Yes, I have been looking for you for so many years, and finally found you, but God seems to always like to joke with me, and always make me miss you step by step. You said, if at that time, I had asked your name, where you live, your age, your school, your class, your student number... wouldn't I have to waste so many years?"
She was silent.
"And... Actually, you don't have any feelings for me at all, right? During my hospitalization, you come to visit me every day and care about my injuries, right?"
"If you came to me the night, I met you, and I would help you find a good doctor for Qin Lianyi to provide the best treatment. Wouldn't you... you wouldn't marry Jinli? There is still some possibility between us?"
He stared at her with a burning gaze, as if he wanted to hear an answer from her mouth.
Ling Yiran sighed and said, "There has never been any if, Gu Lichen, if I really feel anything about you, then I just treat you as a friend who once shared hardships. You saved me, I am grateful. I will worry about your injuries, which is natural, but-"
She gently spit out the last words he wanted to hear, "I have never been moved by you."
Even though she knew that it was cruel to him that she said such things, she still wanted to say it. She didn't want him to continue to place his feelings on her, and she didn't want his future to fall into endless regrets.
His face was pale and almost bloodless, and his whole body was trembling slightly, as if he was standing on the edge of a cliff. Her words were sharp weapons, as if they could easily knock him down under a cliff.
"So, you want to tell me that no matter... I missed it with you or not, you won't fall in love with me, right?" he murmured.
Chapter completed!