If possible, he wished he would not look like his mother at all.

He raised his hands, buckled it on his face, and murmured to himself, "I won't forgive, I won't..."

Why should he forgive those who once abandoned him?!

When he finished washing up, he lay on the bed and closed his eyes, but he kept dreaming about everything that had happened in his mind.

If you dream of him following his mother, you will often hear your mother cursing something. If he annoys her, then her mother will slap her directly and even punch and kick him.

Sometimes, the mother seems to have become a different person, and she is kind to him, looking like a kind and kind mother.

He couldn't figure out why his mother was kind to him sometimes, and then she was so disgusted with him sometimes.

Over time, he gradually stopped disturbing his mother, but was quietly aside, trying hard to make his mother ignore his existence as much as possible.

He no longer wants his mother to love him, but only asks his mother not to hit him again.

He no longer tells his mother what he wants or what he likes, he will only do what his mother asks him to do.

But even so, the mother still used him in the end and called him Xiao Ziqi's child just to use Xiao Ziqi to deal with Aunt Ling and the Yi family!

In his mother's eyes, he was just a tool!

"Do you know, you are just a burden! You are just a burden. Why did I give birth to you such a burden?!" The mother's voice kept filling his ears, making him feel that even breathing became difficult.

"If you leave me, no one will want you!"

"You have to be obedient. If I die, you will never survive!"

The threats and curses of these sentences were like tides, coming from all directions, and they wanted to completely submerge him.

Don't... don't say it anymore, he will survive! He is not a burden, no!

"Ah!" Shen Jifei opened his eyes suddenly, and what caught his eye was the light of a room.

Did he have a nightmare just now? But he clearly turned off the lights when he was sleeping, so why is it on now?

"Xiao Fei, what's wrong with you?" Yi Qianjin's voice sounded in his ears, and then the familiar face also came into his eyes.

Shen Jifei looked at Yi Qianjin blankly, and then he let out a long sigh, "I...I'm fine."

"What nightmare did you have? You sweat a lot." Yi Qianjin said, raising his hand to wipe the sweat beads of Shen Jifei's forehead.

"I..." He grabbed her hand, her temperature came from his hand, alleviating the almost suffocating feeling in his dream. "I just dreamed of the scenes when I was a child, dreamed of...my mother kept talking, I was just a burden."

Those who are hard to speak to others can only be truly spoken when facing her.

"She always felt that she was forced to give birth to me because she didn't notice it at first. When she realized she was pregnant, she had missed the time to have an abortion. If she wanted to have an abortion in a regular hospital, she would have to leave detailed information. Black market hospitals, abortions and abortions require a lot of money, and she couldn't take it out at all, so in the end, she could only give birth to me in a small clinic."

Chen Jifei murmured, "For her, I am just a burden, I shouldn't exist, it's beyond her plan!"
Chapter completed!