Chapter 231 Taking God as a Horse
Cheese once saw such a metaphor in books from foreign countries. The human body is a car, and the horse pulling the car is a human thought. Thoughts can be interpreted into many concepts, just like the body can have multiple meanings. Judging from the direction of the existence of the soul, the so-called thoughts may not be understood as the circulation of the soul. But does the soul really exist? After leaving the body completely, is there really a kind of basis that can completely show its appearance? At least Cheese is not so sure about this matter. If the body and consciousness explain it in this way, it would be too simple.
Therefore, when his body gradually becomes lighter and he rises up to a height on his horse, the mage cannot be sure of which part of himself he is, and where this purposeless and unreasonable rise will take him to. If you are a little pessimistic, the consciousness of the living is attached to the consciousness of the dead. The result is that the living is brought to the world after death and cannot return. This is a story circulating in many places and the manuscripts collected in the Gray Tower Library. For some reason, the person who has been sitting next to the newly dead body suddenly becomes ignorant of the outside world, and does not suddenly recover until a long time later, and has no memory of everything before recovery. Some people even never recover, leaving only an empty body still running.
Negative thoughts stagnated Cheese's consciousness, and he almost fell down from the horse. It was not right to say that it was falling down, because now around one person and one horse is not like in the real world. There is no up, down, left, left, and sky around them, and no reference objects. It is pitch black and deep, as if he was in the sea, and just like he was thrown into the night sky. It is impossible to describe, nor can it be described. The so-called rise is just a subjective imagination. The mage sitting on the horse's back can't actually judge whether they have really moved. If they fall here, where will they fall?
Optimistically, he might return to his body. Of course, Cheese's instinct vaguely felt that things would not be so easy. If he was separated from the spirit of the war horse, his consciousness would probably linger in this undiscriminate chaos for a long time, and this chaos might not even exist in it, so if he was lost here, it might mean eternal loss. Alert made him right again, or the state he was attached to the spirit of the war horse, and did not really slide off the horse's back. Now is not the time to think, this chaos does not welcome thinking, because thinking must be clear, but chaos is not clear.
After understanding the Chaos's request, Cheese's thoughts calmed down. He no longer tried to understand the surrounding situation, or even consciously controlled himself to let himself ride on the horse. This feeling was very similar to the tranquility before falling asleep, and consciousness was between losing and not losing. Trance, perhaps it was the interpretation of this state. In this trance, Cheese vaguely saw it. It should be said that he had experienced some scenes that had never happened to him. Those scenes were extremely real, not like plots randomly pieced together by the brain in his dream, but they were more like memories that suddenly remembered. Memories that did not belong to Cheese.
In those memories, Cheese personally strolled in familiar and unfamiliar buildings. The reason why she was familiar was that the material that constituted the building and the spiral upward steps showed that it was the gray tower where he grew up. But the gray tower in memory was not the gray tower that the mage had experienced personally, the details, furnishings, rooms that had never seen before or rooms that had changed in the same location. He almost thought it was an inexplicable illusion, until a figure appeared in that memory, a dark blue figure with no edges on his body. Afu, the arcane servant summoned by Clark, the Lord of the Gray Tower, and the manager of the Gray Tower, could clone himself hundreds of people to manage all the needs of gray robes at the same time. Cheese was one of the most familiar existences. But Afu had disappeared with the death of the Lord of the Gray Tower.
The memories came to an abrupt end. While seeing the faint blue figure that was no longer there, Cheese's consciousness also broke away from the subtle state between thought and not thought. His thoughts became clear again, and even the surrounding scenes were no longer complete. The bright starry sky appeared in front of him. Among the stars, there were a few particularly bright ones, and their brilliance echoed each other, drawing a block in the vast starry sky. The outline of the block gradually became regular, and the starlight in the outline gradually condensed. Finally, the light became a entity, a entity that flowed continuously, and a horse-shaped entity.
The entity seems to have seven colors, including pure white and black. It cannot see specific organs on its body, its skin and muscles are all composed of light, and it is undergoing annihilation and rebirth every moment. This is the spirit of horse, or this is the appearance of the spirit of horse, which chooses to show in front of Cheese. From the body composed of light, it cannot feel majestic or gentle, it cannot feel the vitality that creatures should have, but it is a subtle difference from dead objects such as rocks. It is also an existence that cannot be described in human language. Interestingly, in the face of such an existence, Cheese's mood was extremely calm.
"My companion and I hope you can get your help." Cheese wanted to speak, but found that he had no mouth or throat in this starry sky, so what he made was not a sound, but a more intuitive message. This was really interesting. If possible, the mage was curious about what he had shown in this starry sky, but he probably didn't have the chance to see it.
Horse Zhiling moved his steps. Although there was no land under the four hooves, it did not appear abrupt at all. It naturally approached the existence as the main body of Cheese consciousness, as if looking at him. Cheese had no way of knowing what he was like in Horse Zhiling's eyes, and there was no reflection in his eyes. He even doubted whether the other party relied on vision to recognize himself. The silent inspection lasted for no reason, because it was as timeless as Chaos. Although the stars in the distance were flashing brightly and darkly, when the mage tried to count, the changes of the stars became unpredictable again.
Finally, the results of the examination were revealed in an intuitive way. The horse spirit deflected its body in front of Cheese and showed one of the two sides in front of him. In an instant, the stars in the sky became agile. Cheese suddenly realized that there were stars, clearly horses similar to the horse spirit in front of him! There was no starry sky here at all, this was their grassland, and the place where they ran. Now, the galloping horses were called to gather here. No matter how far or near, they arrived at the same moment, and then, thousands of horses flashing with streaming light hit Cheese!
Chapter completed!