"Xiao Guai, I...I really didn't mean it. I...I can't control myself. If I can't see you every day, I'll be crazy."

His voice was low and hoarse, as if it was very painful.

After hearing his words, An Xiaonian stood beside the bed in a daze.

Seeing that she didn't say anything, Gu Tingxiao said to herself: "I liked you four years ago. No, it should be love, the kind of love that penetrates deep into the bone marrow and can never be given up."

"At that time, I thought you and Nan Jing were a couple. Because the information found by Ye Li showed that you and Nan Jing were intimate. In order not to disturb your life, I could only hide in the dark. I dare not let you show up, and I don't want to be hated by you. I thought, I just needed to follow you silently and guard you, and I would be satisfied."

"But I see, I want more and more. Until I can't control myself at all, thinking of you crazy, madly. Every moment, you are like a poison that is immersed in your bone marrow, eroding my nerves."

"I thought I was used to loneliness, but I didn't expect that thinking about you is more cruel than any loneliness."

"So, I have installed a lot of people by your side. Most of them are inconspicuous people, such as the servants of the An family, the gardeners of the Su family, and..."

"Stop talking."

An Xiaonian interrupted him lightly, and tears flashed in her eyes: "What about now? Are we together? Why do you have to do this?"

She remembered that she had told him that she hated this way.

Even disgust.

Gu Tingxiao smiled softly.

"You think I'm scary and perverted, right?"

"I have someone to monitor you and know everything about you, the love letters you received after you were sixteen, and those who covet you, are all handled by my people. So..."

"So the senior we met at the Imperial Capital High School that day said the truth. It's not that I haven't received a love letter, but that there was a man who destroyed it all for me."

An Xiaonian looked ahead with a blind eye, her tone was calm and terrible.

Seeing her like this, Gu Tingxiao felt his head start to hurt again, dark and bloody, and his mind was full of things that he didn't want to face.

And the person who was regarded as the antidote in front of him might be afraid of him.

That's right, how can a person like him deserve her love?

She hates him, and it should be.

However, he still said to himself: "Later, I realized that you and Nan Jing were not in that kind of relationship, so I tried every means to make military achievements on the battlefield and was successfully transferred back to China. Then, from the first meeting, I approached you deliberately..."

Gu Tingxiao said slowly, except for his illness, he said everything without reservation.

But every time he said something, the pain in his heart and head worsened, and it became more and more painful, causing cold sweat to begin to appear on his forehead.

But he insisted that it was already this time. If he lied to her again, she would definitely be even more angry.

He didn't want her to get angry, nor did he want her to leave him.

And An Xiaonian still had no expression on her face at this moment. She frowned and said softly: "Gu Tingxiao, I think we should calm down on each other, maybe you are treating me..."

"You want to leave me!"

Gu Tingxiao opened his eyes wide in anger and looked at her with red eyes.
Chapter completed!