Lu Jian raised his head and suddenly felt extremely uncomfortable in his chest.

It was like a ball of air was stuck there, feeling stuffy and painful.

He had seen and heard that many people had trouble sleeping and eating because of love. At that time, he always felt that it was a bit of a fuss, and it would not reach that point.

Now, when everything happens to me, I realize how tedious and uncomfortable this feeling is.

Closing his eyes, Lu Jianshen felt that Nanxi was all in his mind now.

Some are smiling, some are cute, some are fierce when she's angry, and some are cute when she's drunk.

In short, it's her in every scene.

"Xixi, how can you not care?"

The more he thought about it, the more Lu Jianshen felt depressed.

In his mind, the scene of two people showing their feelings unexpectedly appeared again.

At that time, Xixi only said that she liked him.

But how can you just like it?

There is still a man in her heart that she has loved for ten years?

So, who is that man?

Lu Jianshen felt that he was going crazy and wanted to know.

He wished he could take a knife and personally scrape off the mark that man had left on her heart, one by one.

Even if he had to use his own flesh and blood to fill it, he would not even frown.

"Xixi..."

Lu Jianshen murmured her name and felt that his heart was really hurting.

To this day, he still remembers the day they divorced and they went to No. 1 Middle School together.

She sat on the playground and told him briefly about her initial madness and admiration. Even her smile was full of deep admiration and joy.

Those heartbeats, those first awakenings of love, those shyness of youth.

It's so real and so beautiful.

However, it has nothing to do with him.

They all belong to another man.

It wasn't until this moment that Lu Jianshen realized how jealous he was.

Just jealous like crazy.

She said that even if the man didn't remember her, just looking at him from a distance would make her very relieved and happy.

She said that she studied hard and strenuously in order to get into the same university as him.

She said that she didn't want much, even if she just loved quietly and had a secret crush, she would be satisfied.

There are so many stories between them.

But between him and Nan Xi, if she thought about it carefully, there seemed to be not even one thing that impressed her deeply.

So, Lu Jianshen, how failed are you?

Lu Jianshen, you really deserve it.

That night, Lu Jianshen could hardly sleep until late at night.

He couldn't sleep.

Over there, Nanxi is not much better.

Ever since she hung up the phone with Lu Jianshen, her heart has been hanging on her chest.

It would be a lie to say it's not uncomfortable.

It would be a lie to say that I don't care.

She cares, she cares too much.

However, the words have been on my lips countless times, but I have never had the courage to say them.

She actually wanted to ask: Jianshen, why is there a woman's voice in your room so late?

Or, she wanted to ask more simply: Who is the woman in your room?

However, when the words came to her lips, she swallowed them alive.

She admitted that she was timid.

She has been in love with Lu Jianshen for so many years, almost like a small boat in the vast sea, lonely, lonely, and even without expectations.

She had no confidence.

Also very scared.

So when something like this happened, she couldn't point to his nose like other women and ask confidently: "Lu Jianshen, you obviously have a girlfriend, why are you looking for another woman? Do you take me as your girlfriend seriously?"

In?"

There is no way to cause trouble or even have a big fight.

All she could do was hug herself silently, huddle in the corner, and gently lick her wounds.

Then calm down and heal yourself bit by bit.

Very pitiful, isn't it?

She also felt very pitiful.

Because since her mother passed away, there is no one who can hold her and touch her head when she is in pain and say: "Xixi, don't be afraid, mom is here, and she will always be with you."

"Mother……"

Nanxi huddled on the bed, curled up into a ball, hugged herself gently, murmured softly, and hugged herself tighter.

"Mom, it would be great if you could stay with me!"

"Mom, tell Xixi what should I do?"

There is definitely no way she can pay back one million dollars.

But how could she watch her mother's reputation being destroyed?

At night, Nanxi had a dream.

In the dream, my mother came down from the sky. She was wearing a white dress, like a fairy, and walked to her barefoot.

She caressed her gently, touched her, and softly hummed the lullaby she loved most when she was a child.

Her mother also comforted her: "Xixi, my baby, my mother will bless you in heaven."

"Don't be sad, and don't be afraid. You should be braver when it comes to love."

"It doesn't matter if you fail. The worst thing you can do is try again."

With her mother's lullaby, Nan Xi slept very deeply.

Although she only slept for a few hours, she was in good spirits.

After washing up, Nan Xi took out her mobile phone and encouraged herself secretly.

"Nanxi, don't be afraid. You can do it. Mom is right, you have to be brave."

"You are his girlfriend now. You don't have to flinch or worry. You can just and confidently ask him who the woman was last night."

"Come on, you can do it."

Looking in the mirror, Nanxi encouraged herself secretly.

When Nan Xi had made all the mental preparations and was about to make a call, suddenly the doorbell rang loudly.

The sound came one after another, making it extremely noisy.

Nanxi could only put down her phone and open the door first.

When she saw Du Guokun's face, she almost subconsciously closed the door without thinking.

But, it's too late.

Nanxi's door had just been halfway closed when Du Guokun already had one hand on the door and forced his way in.

"Du Guokun, this is my home, what do you want to do? Leave right away."

However, Nanxi's shouting was of no use to Du Guokun.

He continued to squeeze into the room.

How could Nan Xi's strength be compared to that of a grown man? After two minutes of stalemate, she could no longer hold on.

Finally, Du Guokun entered her room forcefully.

"Get out, get out right away." Nan Xi glared at him with angry fire in her eyes.

Du Guokun, however, acted as if he didn't hear anything and continued to go his own way.

"Nanxi, don't pretend to me. I've said before, you must give me one million today."

"I'll say it again, Du Guokun, I have no money, I don't have a penny."

"I don't care, you have to give me money."

"Du Guokun, I have no money, I have no money, what are you going to do to me? Ah...?" Nan Xi collapsed and suddenly howled.

Du Guokun just glanced at her coldly, his eyes were terrifyingly cold: "Why are you so crazy with me? Don't say you weren't born by me, you are my child, and I won't follow your tricks."
Chapter completed!