Chapter 329 You Don't Know What I Want 2
"Xixi, I know."
Lu Jianshen eagerly grabbed her hand and held it tightly.
For some reason, this time, he felt a strong feeling in his heart.
He always felt that he couldn't hold Xixi anymore, and she seemed to be leaving him.
"No, you don't know."
Unable to hold back any longer, Nanxi still raised her voice and looked at him full of grievance.
"Lu Jianshen, what I want is not your promise and guarantee at all, what I want is your trust, the kind that you can stand by my side unconditionally even if people all over the world abandon me and don't believe in me.
Believe everything I say."
"What a pity, you simply can't do it."
"I have said many times that Ji Yebai and I are innocent and nothing happened between us, but you have never believed what I said. You identified the child as him early on and even asked me to fight
Oh, do you know how sad and sad I was at that time?"
"When I was young, I always felt that love was enough for two people. I also naively thought that as long as two people were in love, they would be able to live happily together and grow old together."
"But now I know that I was wrong, everything was wrong. Two people must not only have love, but also understanding and trust when they are together. So what if you force yourself to believe me this time? This matter has always been
There is a knot in your heart, a thorn hidden in your heart. As long as you think about it, it will prick your heart, make you hurt, make you hurt, and you can't really let go."
Listening to her words, Lu Jianshen felt extremely uncomfortable.
He reached out and held Nan Xi in his arms, regretting crazily: "I'm sorry, Xi Xi, I was wrong."
Nanxi pushed him away and shook her head with a smile.
"Lu Jianshen, no need, it's already too late for some things, and there is already a rift between us."
"In the past, when we separated, I would always cry hysterically. I even thought I would cry hysterically this time, but I was wrong. This time I suddenly became extremely calm. Maybe we are really not suitable for each other.
Well, there was no love before, but now there is love, but trust has been lost."
"So, let's stay apart for a while."
After saying that, Nan Xi stood up and walked out.
Lu Jianshen hugged her from behind and said, "Xixi, don't go, don't go."
"I don't want to separate, and I don't want you to calm down. If you are angry, you can hit me, scold me, or punish me. No matter what, it's fine, just don't leave me."
"Relax, I'm going home." Nan Xi's voice was so calm that there was almost no ripple.
Lu Jianshen naturally didn't want to let go. However, even if he held her tightly in his arms, he still felt that he was so far away from her.
He always felt that she was like a puff of smoke that would dissipate as soon as the wind blew.
And he didn't hug her at all.
Nanxi didn't resist anymore. The Lu family wanted to hug her, so she let him hug her.
No matter what, when he gets tired of hugging her and doesn't want to hug her anymore, he will let go of her.
"Xixi, don't be so silent, and don't ignore me."
"Do you want to talk to me?"
Lu Jianshen pressed against her ear.
But Nanxi just stood there numbly, without any reaction.
She didn't refuse, but she wouldn't respond to him either.
The two of them didn't remember how long they stood there, and Nan Xi's body was already a little stiff.
Suddenly, she felt something warm in her neck, as if something had fallen into her neck.
After a while, the warmth turned to ice cold.
Soon, she reacted.
The so-called water is not anything else at all, but tears, his tears.
So, did he cry?
He cried because she was leaving?
Instantly, Nan Xi's head became confused.
Before that, she thought of a thousand or ten thousand ways for him to regret or stay.
She thought that he would use strong methods;
She thought that he would lock her up regardless and force her;
She also thought that he would regret and apologize for not listening, and then make a promise.
However, she really never thought that he would just hold her in his arms and cry silently behind her.
They say that men don’t shed tears lightly.
He was crying so deeply but didn't say a word, so he must have been really uncomfortable and heartbroken!
When a man sheds tears in such a heavy, affectionate way, how can he remain indifferent?
Nanxi admitted that she had softened her heart.
I feel distressed too.
His tears fell into her heart like drops of wax, making her feel uncomfortable.
However, she cannot be soft-hearted.
Because his distrust is really hurtful.
I don’t remember how much time passed.
Suddenly, my waist relaxed.
Immediately afterwards, Lu Jianshen's hand relaxed and dropped.
He stepped forward, looked at Nan Xi, and finally compromised, saying softly: "Okay, I'll let Lin Xiao take you back."
"You are still pregnant, so you can't stay up late. Go to bed early when you get home. Don't be sad or cry, okay?"
He didn't dare send her off in person.
Please forgive him, he really doesn't have the courage to send the woman he loves most away in person.
There was no way to watch her back getting away from him and getting closer to him.
Therefore, he could only let Lin Xiao deliver it.
"Okay, thank you!"
After saying this, Nanxi quickly turned around.
Because if she takes one more look at him, her heart will soften and she will be reluctant to let him go.
Just as she opened the car door and went out, Lu Jianshen's voice sounded loudly behind her: "Xixi, I will follow your ideas, and I will let you go home."
"But one thing I want to tell you is that no matter what, I will never agree to divorce. No matter how long it takes you to forgive me, I will wait for you."
Wait until she is willing to forgive him,
The day I want to change my mind.
When Nan Xi went out, Lin Xiao was already waiting.
When she went up, it was very soft inside, and the air conditioner must have been turned on.
"Lin Xiao, when did you come?" Nan Xi was a little surprised. How could he be here all the time?
"Mr. Lu said that he made you angry. I'm afraid you won't stay here today and will insist on going back. So he asked me to wait outside very early. He was afraid that you would be cold, so he asked me to keep the air conditioner on.
you."
"This way, no matter when you come out, you'll be warm inside."
I said I didn't want to be disturbed anymore, but my heart was still disturbed.
When he was almost home, Lin Xiao looked at Nanxi through the front several times, and finally couldn't help but speak.
"Miss Nanxi, maybe you blame me for talking too much, but I still want to say a few words for Mr. Lu from a man's perspective."
"The situation you and Ji Yebai were in at that time, especially when Mr. Lu was extremely distrustful of Ji Yebai, in fact, any man would doubt that Mr. Lu loves you, but he is not a saint, he is just an ordinary man. And
Do you admit it or not, the more you love, the more you will mind and care."
"Think again, if you saw Mr. Lu and Fang Qinglian in a hotel, lying on the same bed all night, and were drugged, even if you believed Mr. Lu, would you believe that Fang Qinglian did nothing?"
"What if Fang Qinglian suddenly becomes pregnant again one month later? Can you still firmly believe that there is really no doubt or doubt at all?"
"Miss Nanxi, we are all ordinary people, none of us are saints. Everyone has emotions and desires, and there are times when we make mistakes in judgment. If you think about it from another perspective, maybe you won't blame Mr. Lu so much."
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