Xie Sui looked at her eyelashes that were stuck in tears, and her hand was clenched tightly with her fists, feeling so distressed that she could not breathe.

"Xie Sui, I won't tell you." Jibai lowered his eyes and calmed down his trembling voice: "No matter what you say, I only have one answer, no matter what you say."

"I don't need your consent." Xie Sui closed his eyes and suppressed the sourness in his throat: "You don't need to use it in the hospital."

Jibai reached into the quilt and touched Xie Sui's hand that was clenched into a fist, stretched as hard as a stone.

Her soft palm gently held him, and after a long time, she asked in a hoarse voice: "Xie Sui, can you call me Xiaobai again?"

Xie Sui's Adam's apple rolled over, swallowed his saliva with difficulty, and murmured: "Xiaobai."

She suddenly looked up and kissed his dry lips.

Xie Sui instinctively leaned back, tears on his face. He looked at the girl's closed wet eyelashes, feeling so distressed that it seemed to explode.

"Do you still like Xiaobai?" She finally couldn't hold back, held his jaw and cried, kissing his lower lip while crying: "If you still like Xiaobai, don't break up, okay?"

Tears fell into his bitter lips, just like that rainy day, he watched his mother drag her luggage away from home, leaving him, leaving him alone in the heavy rain, crying like a child who couldn't find a home.

Perhaps he is really a virus that will spread, just as Cheng Xiao said, and no one who meets him will have a good time.

He should seal himself up and never contact anyone.

After a long time, Xie Sui reached out and held Jibai's shoulders, suppressed the trembling in his voice, and said in a deep voice: "Xiaobai, the future is long..."

But after he only said these few words, he couldn't continue. How would he tell her that you would meet someone better than me, and what would he say, I can't give you anything anymore...

He must keep her by his side at the beginning, but he swears that you will be the happiest woman in the world when you are with me.

Now he wants to tell her that in the future, time will change everything... including the love that you think is profound and unforgettable.

"Xie Sui, the future is long, but I only want you."

She hugged his neck tightly, pressed her face against his hard chest, and refused to let go of her hand: "Don't push me away, okay?"

Xie Sui endured the heart-wrenching pain in his chest and pulled her hand off: "Jibai, I'm a little tired, you go first."

Jibai expected how difficult it would be to let him accept all this, but she would not give up easily. She stood up, twisted the sheet for him, lowered her head and kissed his forehead.

Xie Sui closed his eyes and felt the tenderness imprinted between his forehead.

The moment she walked out of the room, Xie Sui suddenly asked, "How many points?"

She knew that he was asking about her score.

"Can be able to get to S."

Xie Sui lowered his eyes slightly, and a stone in his heart fell to the ground.

As long as she can be well, everything will be well.

As long as he looked at her silently, safely and get what he wanted, even if the world did not treat him in vain.

**

At night, Jibai returned home. Grandma saw her red eyes and expected something to happen.

Beside the flower stand in the courtyard, she waved to Jibai: "Baibai, come here."

Jibai walked to the rattan chair, and grandma held her hand and asked her to sit down: "Xiaobai, what's wrong?"

Jibai bit his lips tightly and whispered: "Xie Sui, he said he was going to break up."

Grandma sighed heavily: "On the road ahead, you will encounter many hardships and setbacks, but those are not worth your tears. You strive to reach the peak to witness the long wind and the other vast world of life. Looking back, the frustrations you encountered in your youth are not worth mentioning."

Jibai hugged grandma's soft body and finally cried out in pain.

"But I still feel very uncomfortable." She sobbed, "I don't want to leave him. I should take good care of him and give him all the best in the world."

Just like... he treated me in his previous life.

"But what you want to give him may not be what he wants."

Grandma lowered her head, looked at Jibai kindly, and wiped her tears with the back of her wrinkled hands: "Maybe all he wants...is just seeing you happiness."

Jibai shook his head desperately: "I won't change my mind."

Grandma patted her back: "Love is weakness, love can make people brave. He is like this, so do you."

Jibai raised his head and nodded vigorously with tears in his eyes: "I will be brave."

**

In the evening, Cong Yuzhou opened the ward door, and Xie Sui heard the sound and opened his eyes.

"I didn't want to wake you up."

Cong Yuzhou dimmed the wall lights on the wall: "Let's sleep for a while."

Xie Sui struggled to support his body, sat up, and asked in a deep voice: "How are you doing in the exam?"

"It's okay, I'm going to get an undergraduate degree." Cong Yuzhou smiled and patted his shoulder: "You are really good. You can get a second degree if you take one less subject. How many times your English score is when you have a third-model model? It's about 129. If you take the English exam, this is not something you can choose from in the country."

Xie Sui lowered his eyes and said nothing.

He has made a choice, and there is no need to think about if, this cold and cruel world has no if...

"We will discuss and see which school to apply for the volunteer these days."

"I won't report."

Cong Yuzhou looked at him in surprise: "What?"

"I said at the beginning that I would not go to another school except S University."

"Xie Sui, don't be so stubborn..."

Xie Sui raised his dark eyes, his expression as firm as ever, and what he decided never changed.

Cong Yuzhou changed his statement: "If you don't go to college, what are you going to do?"

"A team has invited me before. I'm going to try the racing road and make some money."

He sneered dejectedly: "Now I am like this, I have no other hopes except money."

Cong Yuzhou sighed and asked again: "Then do you really want to break up with Xiaobai?"

"Um."

"She has been taking care of you in the hospital these days, and she is really nice to you."

Xie Sui raised the corner of his mouth dejectedly. He still didn't know if she was good to him, but what could he do? The best reward he could give her is... let her go.

It is better to endure pain for a while than torture for a lifetime.

The mountains are long and the rivers are wide, and any pain will be healed on the day.

"She is the first girl I like." Xie Sui looked up at Cong Yuzhou and smiled reluctantly: "I have never liked anyone so much."

Cong Yuzhou looked at Xie Sui, with a complex expression between his eyebrows.

He said repressively: "I dare not think about what she will become in the future after following me, as long as I think of it..."

He would smell the breath of death, the breath of decay and death from deep inside him.

Cong Yuzhou thought of Xie Sui for the past two days, and it was hard for him to imagine that Xie Sui would accept this cruel fact calmly.

Any boy who is only nineteen years old will probably be crazy when he hears such news, let alone Xie Sui.

But it didn't. He endured silently, as if nothing had happened. He didn't have any emotional turmoil when talking about this, just like treating ordinary diseases.

He seemed to have become a different person overnight, or he suddenly grew up overnight.

Until now, Cong Yuzhou realized that Xie Sui had been holding on and suppressing him and not going crazy. Because once he collapsed, Jibai would definitely cry, and he would definitely be ten times more sad than now.

He would rather bear everything alone than make her feel uncomfortable.

**

In late August, Xie Sui was discharged from the hospital, and Jibai also received an admission letter from S University.

During this period, she calmly accepted all Xie Sui's decisions, including giving up filling out the application form, preparing to join the team, and doing something about racing.

Jibai accepted it because she knew that Xie Sui had nothing to lose, and Jibai was willing to let him try to do whatever he liked.

But the only thing Jibai didn't accept... was that Xie Suishun wanted to break up with her.

Xie Sui repeatedly raised it, but Ji Bai repeatedly refused it. As long as he was a little tougher, she would cry.

Seeing her crying, Xie Suihui felt so uncomfortable that he wanted to kill him.

Later, Xie Sui simply stopped seeing her.

For a whole month, Jibai could not contact Xie Sui, and she was facing the issue of filling out her application application. At the same time, her grandmother asked her to come to the company for an internship. She was busy every day and was very busy.

Being busy seems to help, and it can help her temporarily forget the pain.

But every night when it is late, longing will come like a wave.

Grandma couldn't bear to see her depressed, so she sent her to Yunshuitai in the suburbs to see the model room and came back to write a report.

The area of ​​Shuiyuntai belongs to the suburbs of lakeside, with a quiet environment and a high-end villa area built. Grandma's original intention is also the name of continuing work, allowing Jibai to go and relax.

The manager of Shuiyuntai took Jibai to see the model house and introduced: "The north district is still under construction, but the lake-surrounding villas in the south district have been built and sold as soon as they open. The environment there is very good, and the green plant coverage rate is as high as 80%. Do you want to go and see it?"
To be continued...